Popular Monster - Falling In Reverse

Yeah I wake up every morning, with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, but I'll say it anyway Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressin', or am I suppressin' rage? And my doctor tries to tell me, that I'm goin' through a phase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay? Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I think I'm going nowhere, like a rat trapped in a maze Every wall that I knock down, is just a wall that I replace I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace How the fuck will I escape, if I never close my case? Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste Is another second sooner to a blessin' I won't take But my therapist will tell me, that I'm goin' through a stage Yeah, it's not a fuckin' stage, I just wanna feel okay Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention I need to change a couple things, 'cause something is missin' And what if I were to lie, tell you everything was fine? Every single fucking day, I get closer to the grave, I am terrified I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car, just to feel again It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular fucking monster, raahw! Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, yeah Sick and tired of wondering Praying to a god, that you don't believe We're searching for the truth, in the lost and found And so the question I ask is Hrrar, where the fuck is your god, now? Hrah, I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster

Yeah I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, fuck, I'll say it anyway Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase I don't know if it's a phase I just wanna feel okay, yeah I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressin' or am I suppressing rage? And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay, okay Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case? Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage Yeah, it's not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay, okay Motherfucker, now you got my attention I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missin' And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine? Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave, I am terrified I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car just to feel again It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular fucking monster Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh We're sick and tired of wondering Praying to a God that you don't believe We're searching for the truth in the lost and found So the question I ask is Where the fuck is your god now? 'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster

My words cut just like razor blades And I'm just like a hand grenade You pulled the pin, now you're too late Excuse me while I detonate You live the life of luxury Deep down inside your misery Subsides and thrives for company Now morally you're crumbling Goddamn, need some help, I can't help myself 'Cause my girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn it's too bad, really wished it would last Always wanting what I'll never have, so goddamn My nerves are right on edge today And I just might cave in and break I must forgive, I hesitate Excuse me while I separate You lived the life and lied to me I gave you almost everything I wore my heart upon my sleeve I gave you almost all of me Goddamn, need some help, I can't help myself 'Cause my girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn it's too bad, really wished it would last Always wanting what I'll never have, so goddamn Goddamn, need some help, I can't help myself My girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn it, what the fuck? Goddamn, need some help, I can't help myself 'Cause my girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn it's too bad, really wished it would last Always wanting what I'll never have, so goddamn So goddamn So goddamn So goddamn

Brother why'd you have to go? You left us all so soon Remember that song I wrote about your family years ago? Well, they're waiting for you to come home What do I do? What do I say? And dad tells me to pray So I've prayed and prayed, but the hurt won't go away The pain gets worse, it never stops And I've asked the Lord for us to swap I beg and plead 'cause you have kids to feed Why is it always stormy weather? And brother, tell me if it all gets better Why did you leave? Why did you die? You finally made your brother cry I know you're watching over us tonight And I hope you're watching over us tonight I'm sorry I missed your call I wasn't there for you at all And know I thought it through, maybe if I answered you That you would still be here, all along Now no more calls, can't you see? I took for granted family And once they're gone, you'll never get that back No more laughs, no more hugs So hold on to the ones you love Your soul is free, I love you Anthony And why is it always stormy weather? And brother, tell me, when does it get better? Why did you leave? Why did you die? You finally made your brother cry I know you're watching over from above So hold on to the ones you love