Yeah I wake up every morning, with my head up in a daze I'm not sure if I should say this, but I'll say it anyway Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay I battle with depression, but the question still remains Is this post-traumatic stressin', or am I suppressin' rage? And my doctor tries to tell me, that I'm goin' through a phase Yeah, it's not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay? Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I think I'm going nowhere, like a rat trapped in a maze Every wall that I knock down, is just a wall that I replace I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace How the fuck will I escape, if I never close my case? Oh my God, I keep on stressin', every second that I waste Is another second sooner to a blessin' I won't take But my therapist will tell me, that I'm goin' through a stage Yeah, it's not a fuckin' stage, I just wanna feel okay Okay, motherfucker, now you got my attention I need to change a couple things, 'cause something is missin' And what if I were to lie, tell you everything was fine? Every single fucking day, I get closer to the grave, I am terrified I fell asleep at the wheel again Crashed my car, just to feel again It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me 'Cause I'm about to break down, searchin' for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular fucking monster, raahw! Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, yeah Sick and tired of wondering Praying to a god, that you don't believe We're searching for the truth, in the lost and found And so the question I ask is Hrrar, where the fuck is your god, now? Hrah, I'm about to break down, searching for a way out I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster I break down, falling into love, now with falling apart I'm a popular, popular monster I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer I'm a popular, popular monster

Thought I found a way Thought I found a way out (found) But you never go away (never go away) So I guess I gotta stay now Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fear Isn't it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home Walkin' out of town Looking for a better place (looking for a better place) Something's on my mind Always in my headspace But I know some day I'll make it out of here Even if it takes all night or a hundred years Need a place to hide, but I can't find one near Wanna feel alive, outside I can't fight my fears Isn't it lovely, all alone? Heart made of glass, my mind of stone Tear me to pieces, skin and bone Hello, welcome home

(Star walkin') (Star walkin', Star walkin') (Star walkin') On a mission to get high up and know that I'ma die Reachin' for a life that I don't really need at all Never listen to replies; learned a lesson from the wise You should never take advice from somebody that ain't try They said I wouldn't make it out alive They told me I would never see the rise That's why I gotta kill 'em every time Gotta watch 'em bleed, too Don't ever say it's over if I'm breathin' Racin' to the moonlight, and I'm speedin' I'm headed to the stars, ready to go far I'm star walkin' (star walkin') Don't ever say it's over if I'm breathin' Racin' to the moonlight, and I'm speedin' I'm headed to the stars, ready to go far I'm star walkin' (star walkin') B-been that bitch since I came out my mama Thanking God daddy never wore a condom Prove 'em wrong every time 'til it's normal Why worship legends when you know that you can join 'em? These bitches don't like me; they don't like me Likely, they wanna fight me; come on, try it out; try me They put me down, but I never cried out, "Why me?" Word from the wise, don't put worth inside somebody that ain't try (that ain't try) They said I wouldn't make it out alive (out alive) They told me I would never see the rise (see the rise) That's why I gotta kill 'em every time Gotta watch 'em bleed, too Don't ever say it's over if I'm breathin' Racin' to the moonlight, and I'm speedin' I'm headed to the stars, ready to go far I'm star walkin' (star walkin') Don't ever say it's over if I'm breathin' Racin' to the moonlight, and I'm speedin' I'm headed to the stars, ready to go far I'm star walkin' (star walkin') Yeah! Come on! (Star walkin') Don't ever say it's over if I'm breathin' Racin' to the moonlight, and I'm speedin' I'm headed to the stars, ready to go far I'm star walkin'