I Might Be - Tōth

I might be wrong I might be wrong I could've sworn I saw a light coming on I used to think I used to think There was no future left at all I used to think Open up, begin again Let's go down the waterfall Think about the good times and never look back Never look back What would I do? What would I do? If I did not have you Open up, let me in Let's go down the waterfall Have ourselves a good time, it's nothing at all It's nothing at all Nothing at all

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be

What didn't know back then Was that I might be crying It is such a simple sentiment To steal the show And what I didn't know back then Is that I might be losing you And still I wouldn't know And now I suck up to the pale moonlight Like it's gonna lead me home And I shiver in my tired clothes As if that could keep me warm And now I stare across the dirty river And I'm sure upon this bridge I'll see you Cos I dreamt I'd kiss you up there What I didn't know back then Is how great the sin How time goes so slowly When you're cheating on a friend And what I didn't know back then Is that I might be needing you Yeah I might be needing you The need it doesn't end And now I stare across the dirty river And I breathe the dirty air And I'm sure upon the bridge I'll see you 'Cos I dreamt I'd kiss you there What I didn't know back then Was that I might be crying It's such a simple sentiment To steal the show

Don't know where I'm lurking I think it might be hell I don't know where I'm sleeping I know I'm by myself I thought I'd keep it cool But I slowly start to melt I can't release emotion I don't think she can help I don't know how I'm breathing It's harder to inhale I'm headed down a trail Where she leaves me just to fail I fell under her potion She controlled me with a spell I'm hangin by a thread And now I think that she can tell I think she's slightly moving She's dancing by herself I think she aims to kill But I don't think that she will I think she wants me moving, points her pistol to my grill I think she wants me dancing But I just want the bill I'm feeling old emotions It's hard for me to tell I'm holding onto nothing, holding on with all my will I don't know where I'm going I'm going down a hill I don't know if I'm stupid I don't know what was real Feeling barely nothin' Feeling like myself This feeling in my body I'm feeling slightly stale I don't know what I'm doing I don't know who to tell I don't know what I'm doing Now I'm headed for the jail I don't know what I did And now I open up the cell I pour out all my sorrow Sorry for myself I don't know what they're saying They just want me to fail They don't want me to see it I feel it with the Braille Now I know what they're saying They gave me the details They handed me a weapon I point it at myself I hear their hounds they're barking They're coming straight from hell I hear my mother screaming I'm aiming for the kill I hear the dogs they're barking I'm loadin' up the twelve I hear the people talking I'm writing up my will I know who has my soul now I sent it through the mail I feel my brother's sorrow I feel the shotgun shell Where am I? Demon replied, "So you thought that it will be over, once you die "You thought you would be happy, once you die."

Everything's wrecked, everything is wrecked Smashed up, destroyed, smashed up and destroyed I broke my rule, I broke my own rule Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no rules anymore This is as bad, as bad as it gets I lost the high ground, lost the high ground I broke my rule, I broke my own rule I've got no one, no one else, no one else to blame What happens when, happens when the When the freedom, freedom You want, you want to have, to have comes at, comes at A cost, a cost you can't, you can't afford to pay All is lost, all is lost, all is lost Not a shred of, not a shred of hope I broke my rule, I broke my own rule Now I'm condemned to hell, now I'm condemned to hell Climb to the top of the statue of freedom from gravity And you're at liberty to Jump from the top of the absence of responsibility And float into the emptiness No leg on which to, on which to stand Abandoned by every, every friend I broke my rule, I broke my own rule I've got no one, no one else, no one else to blame I'll lay me down, down in the dark The dark and sad, sad empty room Room at the end, the end of the hallway The hallway at the end, way at the end of time Everything's wrecked, everything is wrecked Smashed up, destroyed, smashed up and destroyed I broke my rule, I broke my own rule Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no rules anymore Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no rules anymore Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no- Now there's no rules, no rules, there's no rules anymore