It Might Be Painful, but I Still Love It. - TUYU

Don't know where I'm lurking I think it might be hell I don't know where I'm sleeping I know I'm by myself I thought I'd keep it cool But I slowly start to melt I can't release emotion I don't think she can help I don't know how I'm breathing It's harder to inhale I'm headed down a trail Where she leaves me just to fail I fell under her potion She controlled me with a spell I'm hangin by a thread And now I think that she can tell I think she's slightly moving She's dancing by herself I think she aims to kill But I don't think that she will I think she wants me moving, points her pistol to my grill I think she wants me dancing But I just want the bill I'm feeling old emotions It's hard for me to tell I'm holding onto nothing, holding on with all my will I don't know where I'm going I'm going down a hill I don't know if I'm stupid I don't know what was real Feeling barely nothin' Feeling like myself This feeling in my body I'm feeling slightly stale I don't know what I'm doing I don't know who to tell I don't know what I'm doing Now I'm headed for the jail I don't know what I did And now I open up the cell I pour out all my sorrow Sorry for myself I don't know what they're saying They just want me to fail They don't want me to see it I feel it with the Braille Now I know what they're saying They gave me the details They handed me a weapon I point it at myself I hear their hounds they're barking They're coming straight from hell I hear my mother screaming I'm aiming for the kill I hear the dogs they're barking I'm loadin' up the twelve I hear the people talking I'm writing up my will I know who has my soul now I sent it through the mail I feel my brother's sorrow I feel the shotgun shell Where am I? Demon replied, "So you thought that it will be over, once you die "You thought you would be happy, once you die."

Something doesn't feel right That's enough for one night Hope ya'll get home alright There I go, blamin' on the weather But hey, there's nothing wrong I'm only tired of all these voices Always saying Nothin' lasts forever It might be time to face it It ain't as fun as it used to be, no You're goin' under You ain't as young as you used to be It might be time to face it You ain't as cool as you used to be, no You won't recover You ain't as young as you used to be It might be time to face it It might be time to face it I've been lost before So tell me it's not over 'Cause I finally got something going, and suddenly All my friends are growing up, and moving on I must be missing something 'Cause I just wanna keep this dream alive for now Don't they know? Nothin' lasts forever It might be time to face it Nobody knows what you come here for You're goin' under They roll their eyes when you're at the door It might be time It might be time to face it You may as well embrace it We promise to come visit It might be time It might be time to face it You ain't as fun as you used to be You won't recover You ain't as cool as you used to be It might be time to face it It might be time to face it