I was running from everybody else And just isolating myself constantly Up until I got to the point where I realized The problem was deeply rooted in myself, you know? But you don't really realize that when you're in the midst of it You just kinda assume the worst and hate everything around you Including yourself So take all that stress, decompress it And hang it up right at the door Feeling like this isn't fun anymore Not that it ever was But lately everyone's Misunderstanding what's really import Tantalizing sights and feelings ignored Paths to get over, it never explored Overgrown nothingness stemmed from destruction It's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence Goodness gracious I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely So maybe it's grim But I'll spill on a whim about all that I think My thoughts subside till I'm pushed to the brink Miscalculated So often equated To shit so insane, I think I need a shrink Traumatized by flies that hatch in my head Metamorphosis ensued 'til I'm dead It's funny how they can grow Little do they all know Their home is rotting and damn near condemned Dissociation Deserting my patience I don't think I'll wake up and realize That feeling this vacant No communication Is simply leaving me terrorized I see all these faces Inside of the places That only exist when I close my eyes So if this is a phase That is bound to erase Then I guess that I ought to just give it time Goodness gracious I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely All I ever will be Is someone that'll kill me A parasitic head fuck Monotonous and willing All I ever wished for Is sanity by 24 But I never got that I never got that

I might be wrong I might be wrong I could've sworn I saw a light coming on I used to think I used to think There was no future left at all I used to think Open up, begin again Let's go down the waterfall Think about the good times and never look back Never look back What would I do? What would I do? If I did not have you Open up, let me in Let's go down the waterfall Have ourselves a good time, it's nothing at all It's nothing at all Nothing at all

It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new And their face and their eyes Their hello and goodbyes You're chasing a high And it's making me cry I'm sick of the lies Don't tell me you'd die for me Just to lie to me Baby, why do I believe- When you tell me that you love me No joke, I've been cravin' your company Last minute you switched, you don't fuck with me That's rough, kinda sucks but luckily I don't need you as much as I thought Sever all ties with the love I want I'm sitting alone in this restaurant With a ghost of a girl you'll forever haunt She's not around no more Vacancy screams from my bedroom door I cannot take this shit anymore Writing these words till my fingers sore It's just like you To fall back to your old roots Nothing is true Fall in love with someone new And their face and their eyes Their hello and goodbyes You're chasing a high And it's making me cry I'm sick of the lies Don't tell me you'd die for me Just to lie to me Baby, why do I believe-

She makes home feel like a home in my head (In my head) And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end I felt hopeful (For once) You've got all of (My trust) You have no clue (What you've done) We were drowning (In love) I lost myself (In us) I don't know where to go And who to call when things get like this My car ran outta gas You said you could pick me up, but I feel like an asshole Offered you some cash, you declined, it didn't matter I was full of glee and you were full of laughter Laughter, and after, we went home and watched shit Turned on the TV, kickin' back, we were exhausted Flipped through channels 3 to 36 while eating Chex mix Couldn't find a thing so we resorted back to Netflix 'Til we passed out and then I got up off of the couch I picked you up in my arms and wiped the drool from your mouth Both half asleep but I still stumbled silently through the house Until I came upon a path that I've never known about And then I saw some lights in my reflection of doubt My conscience beheading North while my heart trips to the South And honestly, I'm feelin' torn in which direction I route Because I believe in everything we're building around She makes home feel like a home in my head And when I'm with her, I feel hope again I swear the weather on the coast all depends On where we are but it's still home in the end Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, woah, woah, oh, oh Woah, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh

How does it work? How do you do this to someone? Oh, as if you had no choice? I'm drownin' in my headspace Drivin' shockpoint like I'm Isaac Clarke in Dead Space Two gram cone to my dome, now I'm dead, wait I feel fine, celebratin' poppin' champaigne Caught me in my zone, all alone, marijuana on my lip Fixin' for the herb, I'm packin' purple 'till I'm stiff Fall asleep in chairs or couches I don't give a shit Lil' sleepy boy, I'm overlookin' on a clip This that fuckin' cliffnote Cliff bars suck and clifford the dog was a nympho Breakin' 'till it fall apart, I guess you got the memo Good bye to my hello I was once a shade of blue but you turned to me yellow My color palette is minimum but I don't give a fuck Flip it 'till it's saturated, the vibrance ain't enough Been awake for days and I'm amazed that I'm still up Sleep is for the weak and I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up Yeah, I'm afraid of givin' up

I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I found the antidote I think I found another road I think I found some fucking hope, nope (Nope) I think I'm tryna find a way To rid of all these darker days But my mind's trapped inside a maze So I'll run so far from these shadows (From the shadows) Makeshift but my heart's still fragile (Heart's still fragile) I'd drown but the water's too shallow (Water's too shallow) My heads still caught in the gallows (Caught in the gallows) Your kiss is my remedy (Remedy) I fall to the ground so desperately (Desperately) Baby, I know that you're mad at me (Mad at me) Filling all the voids like cavities (Cavities) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I guess this feeling lasts forever (Lasts forever) I guess we'll never be together (Be together) You're colder than I can remember But the ice is melting quickly I'm still wishing that you'd miss me (That you'd miss me) But you're gone and I never could replace you (Never could replace you) Mistraced new face but it ain't you (But it ain't you) Rebuilding the forts that I made you (Forts that I made you) No love but my hearts tryna breakthrough My chest 'cause its caving in (Caving in) I dwell in a cell in a realm of sin (Realm of sin) Six shots to the face of rum and gin (Rum and gin) I'm dead in the head so I guess you win (Guess you win) I think I'd be better off alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I don't mind when I sleep all alone Without you, without you, without you, without you I think I'd be better off alone (Better off alone, better off alone) I don't mind when I sleep all alone (I sleep all alone) Without you, without you