Resurrecting my dormant pain My cursed indefinite suffering Breeding sorrow to all in my wake This sickness won't die I still long for my grave Conceived in misery Bastard-born and laid to rest Rotting flesh draped upon my carcass Dreams of pestilence seared to my flesh Relentless angel of affliction The ghostly harbinger, bringer of death Cleanse this vile disease Condemned Torment My corpse to rot as a memory Condemned Torment Mouthful of pills, no remedy Damned to my misery Waiting to bury me Crestfallen Trapped in my malady Numb to the touch Cleanse this vile disease Cleanse this vile disease Cleanse me Breeding sorrow to all in my wake This sickness won't die I still long for my grave Mentally crucified within my destiny Eternity screaming at me I still long for my grave Condemned Cursed to this pain Torment I still long for my grave Cleanse my disease Condemned Torment My corpse to rot as a memory Condemned Torment Mouthful of pills, no remedy End me End me End me End me End me End me End me

Squint your eyes to see clearly Blur reality to make it real Let focus go from your deceiving eyes To know what's been concealed We've all been blinded Subjects to visual misinformation A systematic denial of the crystalline To see the fine grain To read the hidden words The context of parallel truth Devoid of fragmentation Our light-induced image of truth Filtered blank of its substance As our eyes won't adhere to intuitive lines Everything examined, separated, one thing at a time The harder we stare, the more complete the disintegration Dissolution Eyes re-opened Reasoning focalized Receptors activated Perspectives distorted The ladder beyond our grasp The twin-headed serpent forever hidden Where's the true knowledge? Where engines of the sane and insanity merge The clarity, the unity Reality untouchable, transparent Invisible to our fixed, restricted fields of vision Existence taken for granted, absolute Possessed, owned, controlled By the common sense-infected rational gaze Onward forever we walk among the ignorant Never stray from the common lines

Beams of fire sweep through my head Thrusts of pain increasingly engaged Sensory receptors succumb And now I know all the agony My crimson liquid so frantically spilled The ruby fluid of life unleashed Ripples ascend to the surface of my eyes Their red pens drawing at random, at will A myriad pains begotten in their wake The bastard spawn of a mutinous self The regurgitation of my micro nemesis Salivating red at the prospect of my ruin, my doom Malfunction The means for its ascent Bloodletting, the stringent voice to beckon my soul So futile, any resisting tension As death-induced mechanics propel its growth The implement, the device of my extinction The terminating clockwork of my gleeful bane The definitive scourge of its mockery The end-art instruments lethality attained Heed, it commands, heed my will Bleed, it says, bleed you will Falling into the clarity of undoing Scornful gods haggle for my soul Mind's eye flickers and vellicates as I let go Taunting whispers accompany my deletion A sneering grin, the voice of my reaper Chanting softly the song of depletion

Strive, strive, surmount the obstacles Become the essence of your goals, hereditary dream Pray that you may attain that destiny Fall into the coveted line Where life is but a theme of pretense in lustrous guise Claims and values, charts of means and status Plaques to show your strife Do your neighbor clones approve? Picture perfect illustration, imitation of life Where the path is evened out, all obstructions removed Great, viable citizen Are you happy now? Then praise your god and bow Shimmering surface The gleam of blinding lies Become the product The thing you so desire To what length would you go to reach your goals? What mantra will you use to justify your means? Who will you betray to secure your dream? What sins will you commit to avoid your sins to be seen? Do not look down Do not look down Or the abysmal beast of nonconformity might Stare some unpleasant truth into your desensitized mind Shimmering surface The gleam of blinding lies Become the product The thing you so desire

Listen... Carnation Megnaton The nation the Normalize Its best to Organisize Returns to Mononomize Negation Sodomize Dissection Out of line Victims of Minds lost Every time Closing thoughts Bottom line Putrid flies Traumatize Traumatize Mission full Pressure rise Shoot me flies Battle lines Satisfied Cross the line Missions lost Reconciled Just leave me there Just leave me dead Just leave me naked Mourning cries Connections Rosen fire Returns from Lust in fire Remarks on Putrid fall Respects to When desire To rid the elder Analize All in and around Styled men Nod your way down Apart of me Burn the traitors All of you Now Right Wrong Wrong Wrong Tyrants Slaughtered men Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Moan in fire Our next one Fucked Redemption Close Res'rection Fought in life Is rection The sight Killer Get a life Why is christ Sighting Ressurection Battered shell I I You You Why Why Why