I've been caught in the words, I've been walkin' for miles I've been walking in circles I don't want a escape, I just wanna be lost 'Cause you know me like that And I can never decide if I wanna be any particular person There's a solemn breeze, and it's whispering things that I don't wanna hear So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body And I shelter in the words I never said Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me All because I can't be rational Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy All because I can't be rational I've been caught in the words, I've been walkin' for miles I've been walking on purpose I don't wanna explain, I just wanna be lost 'Cause you know me like that And I can never decide if I wanna be any particular person There's a solemn breeze, and it's whispering things that I don't wanna hear So I disassociate until I'm separate from my body And I shelter in the words I never said Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me All because I can't be rational Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy All because I can't be rational And all this confusion, it's just an illusion It's borrowing time, becoming a nuisance It's not like I'm waiting on someone to save me 'Cause everyone's tired but I'm too impatient Until I'm finally convinced that you hate me All because I can't be rational Until I'm finally convinced that I'm crazy All because I can't be rational

Insectine man, carnivore. The shape of us, the conduct of flies All-consuming swarm in inconspicuous disguise Bloodseeking, parasitic. Ecstatically tracing decay Thriving in the glow that death emits, the warm perfume it radiates Revolting conformity. Hive mind unity Excitedly their madness grind, aroused by vile ambition At the sickly sweet promise of decomposition Deliriously ingesting. Liquefied ruin absorbed Innocence devoured by the elated horde They are us, let's not even pretend Aroused and frenzied they scurry, encircling death A vile swarm awaiting the final breath Myriad eyes visualizing the end Blackened skies. Rabid heavens descend On the bereft, unforgivingly Precious life debased. Our dipteran legacy embraced Crack the shell. Ascend the sky Rise, extend your palpitating wings Crack the shell. Ascend the sky Fly you disgraceful wretched things

Beams of fire sweep through my head Thrusts of pain increasingly engaged Sensory receptors succumb And now I know all the agony My crimson liquid so frantically spilled The ruby fluid of life unleashed Ripples ascend to the surface of my eyes Their red pens drawing at random, at will A myriad pains begotten in their wake The bastard spawn of a mutinous self The regurgitation of my micro nemesis Salivating red at the prospect of my ruin, my doom Malfunction The means for its ascent Bloodletting, the stringent voice to beckon my soul So futile, any resisting tension As death-induced mechanics propel its growth The implement, the device of my extinction The terminating clockwork of my gleeful bane The definitive scourge of its mockery The end-art instruments lethality attained Heed, it commands, heed my will Bleed, it says, bleed you will Falling into the clarity of undoing Scornful gods haggle for my soul Mind's eye flickers and vellicates as I let go Taunting whispers accompany my deletion A sneering grin, the voice of my reaper Chanting softly the song of depletion

Strive, strive, surmount the obstacles Become the essence of your goals, hereditary dream Pray that you may attain that destiny Fall into the coveted line Where life is but a theme of pretense in lustrous guise Claims and values, charts of means and status Plaques to show your strife Do your neighbor clones approve? Picture perfect illustration, imitation of life Where the path is evened out, all obstructions removed Great, viable citizen Are you happy now? Then praise your god and bow Shimmering surface The gleam of blinding lies Become the product The thing you so desire To what length would you go to reach your goals? What mantra will you use to justify your means? Who will you betray to secure your dream? What sins will you commit to avoid your sins to be seen? Do not look down Do not look down Or the abysmal beast of nonconformity might Stare some unpleasant truth into your desensitized mind Shimmering surface The gleam of blinding lies Become the product The thing you so desire

Listen... Carnation Megnaton The nation the Normalize Its best to Organisize Returns to Mononomize Negation Sodomize Dissection Out of line Victims of Minds lost Every time Closing thoughts Bottom line Putrid flies Traumatize Traumatize Mission full Pressure rise Shoot me flies Battle lines Satisfied Cross the line Missions lost Reconciled Just leave me there Just leave me dead Just leave me naked Mourning cries Connections Rosen fire Returns from Lust in fire Remarks on Putrid fall Respects to When desire To rid the elder Analize All in and around Styled men Nod your way down Apart of me Burn the traitors All of you Now Right Wrong Wrong Wrong Tyrants Slaughtered men Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Sodomize Moan in fire Our next one Fucked Redemption Close Res'rection Fought in life Is rection The sight Killer Get a life Why is christ Sighting Ressurection Battered shell I I You You Why Why Why

Skyline draped in shimmering red Irradiant and treacherous Neon prophecies hail the end, the capital of piety Totalitarianopolis, city of dread The glorious streets of dystopia continuously running red This is where self is relinquished Autonomy sacrificed The idolatry of tyrants compulsory Welcome all to MonstroCity where norm is that of the insane All is illusion in MonstroCity Bow to it, it knows your name Relishing the idea of damnation "The wailing and gnashing of teeth" They know for sure where judgment's due "What's above and what's beneath" This is where we fail, where the self-righteous reign The empire of imaginary ghosts This is blind credulity's domain MonstroCity In here everyone knows "the truth" Which unforgiving icon is real Intolerance and prejudice saturates their zeal This is where self is relinquished Autonomy sacrificed The idolatry of tyrants compulsory