Say Too Much - Sarah Proctor

They told me that I'm runnin' out of time, I ain't lit no more Say my music gettin' weak, it don't hit no more Sometimes I don't wanna have fame, or get rich no more But I got two kids to feed, I can't sit no more I foot the bill for everything, world on my shoulders Wanna break down but I can't, I gotta hold up Wanna free my mind but I'm tryna stay sober I ain't really live yet, I'm only getting older I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much I hide Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say I got too much I hide (Oh) I got too much I see the pain in my baby's eye He gotta go from house to house, I gotta tell him why But he's way too young to understand now Mama couldn't stay 'cause your daddy broke me down I got scars from the past I don't talk about And I could probably ruin lives if I run my mouth Put makeup over my bruises and fake a smile Turn on the camera, we gotta make this money now I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much inside Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much I hide (Oh) I got too much As a child I was introduced to things that I shouldn't have been Feelin' hot between the legs when I shouldn't have been I ain't tell my Mama because I didn't want the drama 24, still living with the trauma, yeah That's why you never see me laughing at nobody's pain No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change (Never change) No matter how hard it gets my heart will never change I got too much to say Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much inside Yeah, I got too much to say I got too much to say I got too much I hide I got too much I got too much to say

I like to be on my own Oh, (?) where the hell you go I forget my place in my home She goes to tears thinking I am not hers when I'm gone Oh, when I'm gone Well, she has a place on the road (?) Love on your own On your own Love on your own On your own I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again She likes to be all on her own (?) when she tears through town She's all weighed down Well, he goes a fix things And she disrespected his tone He drinks on his own Well, don't (?) And don't get too carried away I think I've said too much again You like me better this way And I know I'm bad Baby, you good, do you bad Look at them laugh Love is a thing of the past Funny how none of them last Still, you think about it way too much And I talk about you way too much Killing me slow, drinking way too much And you put the weight on me way too much I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again I think I said too much again I loved you much too much to think of us as friends You think I brush you off like you make no difference Can't do the damn thing, yeah yeah You start again

Maybe I'll sink to the bottom Maybe I'll float on the waves Maybe I'll empty the bottle Maybe I'll be okay I see hope in the shallows But the tide it pulls me away And if I go down with the devil Well, that would be her mistake Waiting for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waiting for the breaks I could be lost here forever If I didn't have my faith And if I don't keep it together I'll never take a breath again But I see hope in the shallows In the rush of blood in my veins And if I go down with the devil Well, that would be my mistake Waiting for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waiting for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waiting for the breaks Waiting for the breaks Breaks Waiting for the breaks Breaks Waiting for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waiting for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current Need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waiting for the breaks

Don't wanna say somethin' I'll regret Don't wanna be someone you'll forget So, can you come down to your front door? Got a few thoughts I can't ignore Had these words to say for too long But now you're stood here, it seems they've all gone There were some things I gotta say As much as I'd love for them to change (ooh) I know that it hurts I know I'm gonna make it a little bit worse I couldn't put you first And I know that it hurts just a little bit more But I couldn't lie to you (ooh) I couldn't lie to you (ooh) I know that it hurts I know I'm gonna make it a little bit worse Holdin' onto me like I didn't mean it You're askin' me, did I ever feel it You just seemed happier than me The way you just love so easily (ooh) I know that it hurts I know I'm gonna make it a little bit worse I couldn't put you first And I know that it hurts just a little bit more But I couldn't lie to you (ooh) I couldn't lie to you (ooh) I know that it hurts I know I'm gonna make it a little bit worse I just needed someone I just needed someone to be on my side And I just got a feelin' I just got a feelin' I can never make right I just needed someone to be on my side And I know you won't move on if I stay in your life And I just got a feelin' I can never make right And I just needed someone to be on my side I just needed someone

Maybe I'll sink to the bottom Maybe I'll float on the waves Maybe I'll empty the bottle Maybe I'll be okay But I see hope in the shallows The tide, it pulls me away And if I go down with the devil Well, that would be her mistake Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in thе middle Waitin' for the breaks I could bе lost here forever If I didn't have my faith And if I don't keep it together I'll never take a breath again But I see hope in the shallows In the rush of blood in my veins And if I go down with the devil Then that would be my mistake Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks Waitin' for the breaks Breaks Waitin' for the breaks Breaks Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks I'm stuck in the middle of the waves I'm lost in the current, need a break I'm stuck in the middle Waitin' for the breaks

You're my mistake, the best one I've made So I hold on tight to something that might never change You pull away so I hesitate 'Cause I'm scared to say I love you if you're not on the same page And I don't wanna get, I don't wanna get close 'Cause I know you're gonna let, know you're gonna let go Oh I don't wanna get, I don't wanna get close To you, I won't So what am I to do If you never choose? More than friends, less than lovers Never mine to lose So what's your excuse? I'm so good to you More than friends, less than lovers Never mine to lose Ain't it a shame I'm obsessed with the sound of you saying my name How it comes out your mouth One of these days, I'll tour the line 'Cause I need somebody who knows that they want me And stays the night And I don't wanna get, I don't wanna get close 'Cause I know you're gonna let, know you're gonna let go Oh I don't wanna get, I don't wanna get close To you, I won't So what am I to do if you never choose? More than friends, less than lovers Never mine to lose So what's your excuse? I'm so good to you More than friends, less than lovers Never mine to lose Never mine to lose Never mine to lose