No Closure - Shock Withdrawal

I didn't believe you When you said you'd leave me bruised But everyone told me It's always the beautiful ones Who show you the world from the highest of mountains Then push you right down to the deepest of valleys But I didn't know I was chasing horizons Oh I could've sworn you and I we were flying Flying I know I'm not perfect I tend to dramatize, overanalyze, criticize every little thing I do And I get awkward and nervous I guess I'm just a little insecure sometimes But I'm a man of my word, yeah you know that I'm honest Not a Saint nor a God, but a King, yes I'm worthy When the music is playing I'll be on the dance floor But I don't wanna dance by myself anymore It's not enough This is not enough It might be fate It might be bad timing Or maybe I'm just not the man that you dreamed of It is what it is and there's no way around it If you find what you need Then I hope That you're happy

Feel small again Same old story Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off without you I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I am better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you I'll take time again War on worry Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off alone I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying And though I'll be sad Lying's still lying And I'll settle with that Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I give up trying for you I give up trying I give up trying At least for today Lying's still lying I'll make it okay Bend it all you want And hide it all you can But I give up fighting for you I'm trying I'm better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you, yes

"Better off dead, you're better off dead" That's what you told me in my apartment Threw the keys on the floor, you won't see me again "Forget me," you said, "Forget me," you said "Erase any thought left of me in your head" It's hard to see straight when you only see red Now I know in my heart it's goodbye to a friend The damage is done, I'm already gone Not much left can turn it back around I've already found closure Get out the car, you know that it's over Thought you were the one, guess that I was wrong Gave you everything and you let me down I've already found closure Get out the car, you know that it's over Another year older, another step closer To asking myself, "Did I ever really know her?" Took three to four years to finally get sober But I pour one drink at the end of October "So forgive me," you said, "Forgive me," you said "Erase all the bad things left in your head" The best of us break when we know we can't bend I know in my heart it's goodbye The damage is done, I'm already gone Not much left can turn it back around I've already found closure Get out the car, you know that it's over Thought you were the one, guess that I was wrong Gave you everything and you let me down I've already found closure Get out the car, you know that it's over We build it just to break it, love it just to hate it All the time I wasted on you You know that it's over The damage is done, I'm already gone Not much left can turn it back around I've already found closure Get out the car, you know that it's over It's over, you know that it's over

Loving you is the only thing that's gonna lift me up Smoking with friends now just ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up And this drink ain't the only thing that's gonna mess me up Drink after drink still it ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up Baby, you were the one I was chasing Late night, I'm calling you, wasted 'Cause you were the one And lady, I've been going through these changes Callin' on God for His graces 'Cause you were the one Loving you is the only thing that's gonna lift me up Smoking with friends now just ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up And this drink ain't the only thing that's gonna mess me up Drink after drink still it ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up Lately, this feeling I just can't shake it All of the love we were making And now you're gone And baby, how could go and replace me? Seen you with him, I can't take it 'Cause you were the one, oh Loving you is the only thing that's gonna lift me up Smoking with friends now just ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up And this drink ain't the only thing that's gonna mess me up Drink after drink still it ain't enough It's you, it's you that's got me fucked up (Da-da-da-ra-ra-ra, oh) (You got me fucked up) (Oh-oh)

These walls around me start to bend And I'm with her again Intoxication, this is intoxication I'm swervin' down this road, my friend Tell me, where does it end? Intoxication, this is intoxication I been feelin' low And I got to know Can you pick me up? 'Cause it's oh, so hard (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard (I'm waiting on your phonecall baby) (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard The smoke is flowing like her hair Breathe it in if you dare Intoxication, is it intoxication? I'm going down just like a pill And I'm getting my fill Because I hate to waste 'em Intoxication I been feelin' low And I got to know Can you pick me up? 'Cause it's oh, so hard (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard (I'm waiting on your phonecall baby) (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard Shake, shake, sh-shakin' You got me Shake, shake, sh-shakin', yeah Shake, shake, sh-shakin' You got me Shake, shake, sh-shakin' (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard (I'm waiting on your phonecall baby) (I gotta know if) you're gonna save me (I'm shakin' from the) withdrawal, baby And It's oh, so hard