Closure - Adam Oh & BangerOfTheDay

I didn't believe you When you said you'd leave me bruised But everyone told me It's always the beautiful ones Who show you the world from the highest of mountains Then push you right down to the deepest of valleys But I didn't know I was chasing horizons Oh I could've sworn you and I we were flying Flying I know I'm not perfect I tend to dramatize, overanalyze, criticize every little thing I do And I get awkward and nervous I guess I'm just a little insecure sometimes But I'm a man of my word, yeah you know that I'm honest Not a Saint nor a God, but a King, yes I'm worthy When the music is playing I'll be on the dance floor But I don't wanna dance by myself anymore It's not enough This is not enough It might be fate It might be bad timing Or maybe I'm just not the man that you dreamed of It is what it is and there's no way around it If you find what you need Then I hope That you're happy

Feel small again Same old story Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off without you I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I am better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you I'll take time again War on worry Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off alone I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying And though I'll be sad Lying's still lying And I'll settle with that Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I give up trying for you I give up trying I give up trying At least for today Lying's still lying I'll make it okay Bend it all you want And hide it all you can But I give up fighting for you I'm trying I'm better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you, yes

Oh God I know it I know I shouldn't call her back She's using me and I'm fine with that Yeah, she's using me and I'm fine with that And I hear ya sighs Through your phone tonight Look deep up in my eyes And tell me why'd you call me just to tell me to Come over Come over For closure For closure For closure She's hot and cold like Shoto Todoroki I know I know I must be crazy Phone's always dry And I never get a reply And I hear ya cries Through your phone tonight Look deep up in my eyes And tell me why'd you call me just to tell me to Come over Come over For closure For closure Come over Come over For closure For closure For closure

If it ain't you I know my heart wouldn't last Still waiting on the moment you come through Remember all the things in the past I've sent the pin but you still ain't rendezvous I know you missin' me But you chose him over me Leaving was the only Choice I had in front of me And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee I don't want this to be over Miss you cryin' on my shoulder Why'd you leave without no closure? I wish I had never known her And no you never trusted me No cap girl you're all I need I'm trapped can you let me free? And I promise you're the one for me yeah, yeah Fuck that shit girl I been said sorry I need some closure Will you come back to me? No probably Cause I know it's over And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee

Ashes in my bookbag When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt Put the pen to paper for you every time like a verse Outta everybody you call, you know I'm pulling up first Hittin' licks outta town just to triple up the worth I always stood my ground and put it down on the turf Long nights on the block selling rocks I rehearsed Got a cutlass dropped the top just so I can have a vert Every year around this time we'd be all on the curb Cold as fuck outside long john under our shirt Break bread with the family, you felt you had to be first Everybody happy you want to be happier You know what's coming next, spent your block in a hearse Been put in front of the X, like that fire I immerse Just sent pictures to Flippa, that's my nigga we can't forget him Nobody check for Cool but I still tell him that we miss him I'm still chasing the dream that we had when we were children Lil' nigga serving fiends, got the studio in the kitchen I was just in elementary my momma start bitchin' 'Cause everybody told her I was heading to penitentiary I'm outside with guns, real young in the club around drugs Coming home smelling like I was just fishing All my big cousins used to always come and get me I was looking up to them and they the ones who wanna be with me You moved to the hood and fell in love with the trenches Saw the love that I had and ever since you wanna steal it Everything that we did, you was always in competition But I included you in every move, was never stingy With my plays, always made a way for you to be in position First chance you had you got a bag, you turned yo' back and dissed me When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt I love you but my heart telling me to hate you You wanted me to be in jail tryna chase you It ain't 'bout what you do, it's how you did it You can't have you dawg in prison in his feelings Switching numbers on me like you don't want me with it And we talked about everything but the business I ain't get a sentence from you since my sentence But on the streets, everybody thinking you the realest 'Cause you screaming free me and SG on ya pendant Even though I ain't need it, you could've sent ya dawg a penny Got bro nem sending pictures of you like nigga why you ain't send it Of course that shit impressive but right now it don't impress me Yeah, that shit look cool but it's some shit we ain't addressing You know you owe me money, I don't want no pictures of you flexing When it was my time to ride, I held it down, you ain't gotta question it I told you if I'm yo' nigga why the hell you got me in here guessing On top of that I'm stressing, police jumping on me You supposed to send words of encouragement to yo' homie You know if it weren't for me nigga, yo' lil' bitch ass would've been homeless You made sure you paid them cracka's, I guess it's different when you owe me Fuck the check, it's 'bout respect, it's 'bout the principle, the loyalty It ain't never 'bout no money, I threw a hundred in the ocean I ain't even gotta go on and say everything I did 'cause you was there Every, you know what I'm sayin', you was there You was there as in everything I did for you, you remember You could, you could feel like, you and somebody cliqued tight but You know along the way everybody grow up and have kids of they're own and go through different shit You know things change, people change, feelings change You might be away for some time and yo' dawg out here You know what I'm sayin'? And by time you jump out and yo' dawg go in You know years go by to where you be like y'all done spent all this time Away from each other (you really don't know each other) to the point y'all don't really know each other You can't even say y'all know each other like that You know what I'm sayin'? We just know we was dawgs but it's like you know Over a while it's like you got to get to know me all over again I'm agreeing with different shit, you agreeing with different shit Sometimes people's perspective change I see you, I'ma smack the shit out you, jit Fuck you talkin' 'bout? Smack yo' bitch ass Yo' mama know (on gang)

I don't wanna sound too selfish, mm But sometimes I can't help it, mm So I'mma just be honest for a minute and If you don't like that shit then That's too bad, I guess (is this a BLK beat?) I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling I'm so sick of all the same old, the same old Get my ass off payroll, payroll No more nine to five (No more of that shit) Woah oh oh Wanna feel alive Woah oh oh Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I want a big stage Want my name all up in lights Want every mixtape that I drop to play all night I know I shoot high (Too high) Tryna be a star I'mma glow so much see me everywhere you are Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I want a big stage Want my name all up in lights Want every mixtape that I drop to play all night I know I shoot high (Too high) Tryna be a star I'mma glow so much see me everywhere you are I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling When I touch it it turn gold What the fuck you think I'm paid for Louis bags and Goyard all over the table Get it on my own I'mma do it with no label I'm just focused on my goals Don't mistake me for an a-hole I know they watching and they plotting Always tryna come in touch Carbon copies cause I'm popping Gotta leave 'em in the dust If you weren't there when I was low don't wanna see you when I'm up It's my time if you don't like it well I do not give a fuck Because there's too much pressure And I don't know how to stand Know how to stand If I were two shots lesser Maybe I'd still give a damn Still give a damn I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling I wanna be a popstar, rockstar Whatever you call it I want soldout shows Want my money to be solid For that onstage rush I might walk right out of college And get on a jet You can wake me up when I'm balling

Ever since I was a kid, I felt the need to forget and forgive Silver spoon to my lip, but trying to find where my happiness lived And it was okay for a while But worsened with time and I started to trip I usually keep to myself But fuck it I'm just gonna tell you a bi-i-it I failed to articulate shit Like going out make me anxious Everyone asking me bout school, I wanna say fuck I hate it Wanna stay home and play sick But mom gon tell I'm faking Either the clock hand got real slow or I got damn impatient I went to school for an education Only learned that we lived in a fucked up nation Where people get judged for the person they love Or the skin color on their faces And there's like a million cases, can't imagine what everyone facing If this what it's gonna be like for the rest of my life Let me off at the next station I'm sitting in class and my heart is racing I can't breathe I'm in need of some respiration When you don't feel no purpose in life You can't set no goals cause there's no destination I want them to hear what I'm saying But even with hoping and praying I know that I cannot change shit And I feel my body decaying Drown out my thoughts with a playlist Drop my dreams of the A-list, uh Cause even if I were famous, worry I'd still be aimless, uh Now all that I see is grayness, turn up my color-grade or sum' Somebody come save me I'm held captive in my cranium I feel no love, do more drugs, anything to feel a buzz I drop my books for some woods cause I don't really give a fuck And I feel pain I can't explain but tell me who's gon listen up I wear long sleeves so you won't see the way I'm slowly giving up And I didn't make it to school today Cause I only got to the parking lot I'm thinking bout taking my At least someone'll get a new parking spot I used to get sad in the night Now it's happening whether it's dark or not I fucking hate my mind, but I don't want my heart to stop

One more night, I swear I won't exist It's okay, it's okay-ay Talk to em, uh If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it Hello, how you doin'? What you been up to, tell me what you pursuing Man, lately I'm just chilling I've been writing some music I took a break for a while but now I'm getting back to it, You probably knew it, uh Yessir, knew you could do it What you been up turning to when you need some influence? Well it's rather fortunate, I bottle up and hold it in and When I need to write music I simply tap into it, there's nothing to it Woah, is that really good for you? Penning your pain for the fans that adore you I spit when I internalize cause I know it'll turn your eyes and You gon call it fire, it's a piece of me that burns alive If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st) I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it When I'm alone I would say I'm the most dangerous cause (Why?) Depression and anxiety think they hanging with us (Huh?) I go to battle with a constant reality-check and Saddle up my personality that doesn't give a fuck (Fuck) It's not a healthy one But he don't give a fuck He breaks my options down to giving in or giving up (Fuck him) And now I'm locked inside a box that I created and I know it's nothing more than a product of isolation But I swear I feel the borders around me just like a mime Only here for so long, why do we try to kill the time? I tip-toed through my youth like it was enemy lines I can't change my past but what I'd give to rewind, damn If I go one more night alone it's like I won't exist (I won't exi-st) I'm so strung out I'm sick of trying to be an optimist Whether I hit you back that waivers with my confidence Cause I'm torn up, throw my guts up when I think about it One more night, I swear I won't exist It's okay, it's okay-ay

I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (King, this shit fuego) I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (I've been going through some) changes Everything I knew you went and changed it Even took my heart and rearranged it Who'da thought that you could be so dangerous, dangerous woah (I've been going through some) heartache I know you didn't mean to make my heartbreak But now I gotta deal with it the hard way Now every single day's another hard day Another hard day (I've been going through some) Maybe my words mean something to you Maybe they don't Who really knows Or maybe to you I'm just another heartbreak Another heartache Maybe my words mean something to you Maybe they don't Who really knows Or maybe to you I'm just another heartbreak Another heartache I've been going through some changes Wandering around hella aimless Can't even remember what my name is (I've been going through some changes) I think the last time I was this faded You said that our love was jaded You know I hate being separated Can't take anymore of these changes, changes yeah (I've been going through some)