You're doing this on purpose Giving me a glimpse of your life through a filter Drinking champagne, alibis, middle fingers I don't even wanna know So I just leave it all alone But how did it get this way between us? Maybe that's why I didn't wanna believe it Hiding between the lines Until I saw with my own eyes It feels like we are lost again So full of mixed emotions When do we let this die? When did the spark leave both of our eyes? How did it get so messy, messy? I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you And it all falls down before our eyes Messy, messy Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like When did it start? Where does it end? Did we build castles just to play pretend? You slept in my bed, you left me on read Your love is so cold that I could see my own breath I know I got issues, and you got your games Tryna track you down, but I'm just running in place Chasing something that can never be mine I can't win when you move the finish line It feels like we are lost again So full of mixed emotions When do we let this die? When did the spark leave both of our eyes? How did it get so messy, messy? I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you And it all falls down before our eyes Messy, messy Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like If only I could turn back time Go back to where it all began Before everything we did turned into fighting We used to tolerate it We became what we hated Ignoring all the signs So we don't have to compromise How did it get so messy? How did it get here? (How did it get here?) How did it get so messy, messy? Reckless behavior, I'm out of my league here If this is heaven I don't wanna know what hell is like (How did it get messy, messy?) What hell is like (I'm drinking without you, I'm thinking about you) What hell is like (how did it get so messy, messy?) I don't wanna know what hell is like How did it get so messy?

Shame on me for the clothes on the floor Empty bottles that I left everywhere Last night's jacket couldn't keep me that warm It's lying there as lonely as I am And when my head gets heavy I turn off the lights I swear that these walls get me I'ma be fine In this messy room I don't have to think of you There's too much for me to do I don't have to face the truth here In this messy room There's nothing for you to see In my chaos I find peace Only safe place I can be-e In this messy room 'Cause my-y, oh my oh My thoughts look just like my room inside There's stains on my carpet I can't see Covered up by the dumb shit I keep I live in two places at once In my head and in this rut People got a lot to say about me They don't know what I need In this messy room I don't have to think of you There's too much for me to do I don't have to face the truth here In this messy room There's nothing for you to see In my chaos I find peace Only safe place I can be-e In this messy 'Cause my-y, oh my oh My thoughts look just like my room inside (in this messy room) My-y oh my oh My thoughts look just like my room inside These bad habits Are 'cause of my mind Something's gotta give so I can unwind These bad habits Are 'cause of my mind Something's gotta give so I can unwind In this messy room I don't have to think of you There's too much for me to do I don't have to face the truth here In this messy room There's nothing for you to see In my chaos I find peace Only safe place I can be-e

Never been all that wrapped up in shiny swimming pools Those material kinda lies they tell Life looks oh so well from the outside in Honeymoons don't end No what I thought I wanted let me down And I don't want it now Keep the house, keep the truck Go downtown, get too drunk Kiss a one-night stand with a butterfly on her back Take the bed where you used to lie Keep the friends I never liked And the happy ever after welcome mat But you ain't gonna get this diamond back No never ever gettin' this diamond back You can keep the dog and the Cadillac But you ain't gonna get this diamond back Well, I guess I'll just burn that dress All those fairy tales can go straight to hell Don't need you no more with this 24 carats that I'm wearin' no I don't care if you Keep the house, keep the truck Go downtown, get too drunk Kiss a one-night stand with a butterfly on her back Take the bed where you used to lie Keep the friends I never liked And the happy ever after welcome mat But you ain't gonna get this diamond back No never ever gettin' this diamond back You can keep the dog and the Cadillac But you ain't gonna get this diamond back Oh, what I thought I wanted let me down But who's laughing now? Keep the house, keep the truck Go downtown, get too drunk Kiss a one-night stand with a butterfly on her back Take the bed where you used to lie Keep the friends I never liked And the happy ever after welcome mat But you ain't gonna get this diamond back No never ever gettin' this diamond back It's in a pawn shop next to the laundromat You ain't gonna get this diamond back

29, that's when you're supposed to find yourself Start drinking whiskey from a higher shelf Stop calling your mom for help 29, you start paying mortgage instead of rent Should be picking out a picket fence Instead of wondering where it went and wondering why But for me 29 Is the year that I got married and divorced I held on for dear life, but I still fell off the horse From a Miss to a Mrs. then the other way around The year I was gonna live it up Now I'm never gonna live it down 29, by now I thought I'd have it figured out But I've never felt as lost as I do now And everybody says, "You're only 29" But I feel like I'm running out of time If youth is wasted on the young, have I wasted mine? 'Cause for me 29 Is the year that I got married and divorced I held on for dear life, but I still fell off the horse From a Miss to a Mrs. then the other way around The year I was gonna live it up Now I'm never gonna live it down Seems like everybody else is hanging on to it But I swear to God, I've barely made my way through it Oh 29 Is the year that I got married and divorced Yeah, I held on for dear life, but I still fell off the horse From a Miss to a Mrs. then the other way around The year I was gonna live it up Hey, let's just call it what it was Now I'm never gonna live it down

Midnight, you crawl back swearing you lost track How can you say that with a straight face? Your phone is glowing, you say it's no one It's funny no one calls me this late You tell me I'm crazy, yeah, I know But I gotta see how far you're gonna go The way those words roll off your silver tongue Your fabricated love's become a liability And oh, it's killing me How you stand there, oh so confidently Can't believe your look-me-in-the eye ability Your lie ability, yeah I'll give you credit, you really sell it The way you tell it, just sounds so good The poison's in the apple, the snake is in the grass The truth about a lie is that it ain't ever made to last The way those words roll off your silver tongue Your fabricated love's become a liability And oh, it's killing me How you stand there, oh so confidently Can't believe your look-me-the-eye ability Your lie ability, yeah Oh, the way those words roll off your silver tongue Your fabricated love's become a liability And oh, it's killing me How you stand there, oh so confidently Can't believe your look-me-in-the-eye ability Your lie ability, yeah Oh, it's killing me Your lie ability, yeah