Cigarettes in the ashtray Sitting on the porch Two empty bottles of Cabernet From the night before A couple of texts I wish I hadn't sent But at the time Had a good buzz, and it felt innocent Moving on is messy It ain't always gonna be a clean break, and it's okay Whatever it takes these days 'Cause heartbreak isn't sexy And there ain't no wearing it well, going through hell So give yourself some grace Moving on is messy Little black dress in the bathroom From last Friday night Thought I was ready, it was too soon God, I wasn't right Mascara stains on pillowcases Can't stop my mind From going back to broken places Moving on is messy It ain't always gonna be a clean break, and it's okay Whatever it takes these days 'Cause heartbreak isn't sexy And there ain't no wearing it well, going through hell So give yourself some grace Moving on is messy Everything's gonna be fine Everybody ain't okay sometimes You're fine 'til you're falling apart Over it, back to the start It ain't on your mind 'til you're replaying every memory Moving on is messy It ain't always gonna be a clean break, and it's okay Whatever it takes these days 'Cause heartbreak isn't sexy And there ain't no wearing it well, going through hell So give yourself some grace Moving on is messy (everything's gonna be fine) Moving on is messy (everybody ain't okay sometimes) Moving on is messy (everything's gonna be fine) Oh, it's messy

How do you sleep at night? We, we buried the hatchet right into my back and look what you've done The last one that's laughing, the last one that's standing is the one with the gun And I thought you were different But you kept a knife hidden in your silver tongue You buried the hatchet right into my back and now I'm slowly building up a throne From all the sticks and stones you have thrown But all your words still haunt me like a ghost, yeah mhm How do you sleep at night, night, night? You made your bed, now lie, lie, lie 'Cause you cut me in cursive I wear every word baby Look what you've done, oh How do you sleep at night, night, night? We're like a fox and a rabbit You're acting like Alice You're chasing me down With your proverbial damage I'm broken and branded and now I'm slowly building up my throne From all the sticks and stones that you have thrown But all your words still haunt me like a ghost, yeah, yeah How do you sleep at night, night, night? You made your bed, now lie, lie, lie 'Cause you cut me in cursive I wear every word baby Look what you've done, oh How do you sleep at night, night, night? When you were never fed love on a silver spoon You learn to lick it off knives, you do, you do When you were never fed love on a silver spoon You learn to lick it off knives, you do, you do How do you sleep at night, night, night? You made your bed, now lie, lie, lie 'Cause you cut me in cursive I wear every word baby Look what you've done, oh How do you sleep at night, night, night (how do you sleep at night?)

Half of me is Coldplay songs and The other half is Adderall, yeah Lying in the bathroom stall again And I just really can't today and no I'm not okay Yeah I don't wanna play that game, I think I wanna run away Pull the plug, let's get drunk in my bed Give me love, give me drugs 'til I forget Pull the plug 'cause I'm stuck in my head Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects Half of me is Tumblr quotes and The other half is bumming smokes and I'm tired of never coming close again And I just really can't today and no I'm not okay Yeah I just wanna kill the pain, I think I wanna run away (run away) Pull the plug, let's get drunk in my bed Give me love, give me drugs 'til I forget Pull the plug 'cause I'm stuck in my head Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects Half of me is treading water The other half could use a shower, oh Can someone fucking kill the power now? Pull the plug, let's get drunk in my bed Give me love, give me drugs 'til I forget Pull the plug then I fuck you instead Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects Give me love until something disconnects

Yeah Yeah C'mon Yeah Uh Don't wanna say I'm scared What's it like being broken? I know that life ain't fair But you're the only one who cares Yeah, if our pain is shared You know it's yours I'm holding 'Cause if it's mine to bear I'm not afraid to be repaired 'Cause I'm treading in your water And I don't wanna but I gotta, yeah You know I like it when I'm drowning Reaching for your hand like it's all that I can count on Into the dark Trying not to lose myself when I go too far Where do I start When every turn I take keeps us apart? I need a sunrise in the dawn Show me what the world is running from lately I used to see you 'round almost every day With some other guy, hand up on your waist And I saw the smile that was on your face I guess I never thought that you could just replace me, erase me But now, babe, it doesn't even phase me I kissed you goodbye and moved on from the madness And like a phoenix, I rose from the ashes 'Cause I'm treading in your water I don't wanna but I gotta, yeah You know I like it when I'm drowning Reaching for your hand like it's all I ever count on Into the dark Trying not to lose myself when I go too far Where do I start When every turn I take keeps us apart I need a sunrise in the dawn (I need a sunrise in the dawn) Show me what the world is running from Shutting down 'cause I feel nothing 'Cause I'm always trying to find something Feelin' like I wanna give up, think I got a problem now Don't believe in what I can't see If I fall, I wanna fall free Even if we never let go, you just gotta say so, oh-oh 'Cause I'm treading in your water And I don't wanna but I gotta, yeah You know I like it when I'm drowning Reaching for your hand like it's all that I can count on (In the dark) Into the dark Trying not to lose myself when I go too far Where do I start When every turn I take keeps us apart? I need a sunrise in the dawn (I need a sunrise in the dawn) Show me what the world is running from lately (yeah) I need a sunrise in the dawn (I need a sunrise in the dawn) Show me what the world is running from (yeah) Go with me