Kalista - Zoe Zoe

Just because I'm in a house doesn't mean I'm at home The cushion on my chair are stained from the blood in my nose I've lost my mind I've lost my mind in your arms Left my brain inside a room, alone, locked in a cage Said if I could find my way out you'd let me escape You kept my mind, and over time It disintegrated Don't you know better Than to lock up a broken heart You think you're clever But I hope everything bad in this world that you've done Eats you up, Eats you up Just because I'm in a house doesn't mean I'm at home The cushion on my chair are stained from the blood in my nose I've lost my mind I've lost my mind in your arms

Kekosongan yang ku rasakan Di dalam hariku yang bepanjangan Di manakah aku yang hilang arah Di manakah aku berada Kalista ku cinta Hanya kepada dirimu Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu Walau cinta bukanlah satu keberatan untukku Namun bukan masanya untukku Cinta itu bukanlah kita yang menentukan Cinta itu bukan kita yang memaksakan Hanya aku yang mampu tuk menulis Kalista tolong janganlah kau nangis Keberatan yang ku rasakan Ku pegang, kenangan yang ku genggamkan Sunyinya, perjalanan aku ini Gelapnya, pintu hati ini Kalista ku cinta Hanya kepada dirimu Hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu Walau cinta bukanlah satu keberatan untukku Namun bukan masanya untukku Cinta itu bukanlah kita yang menentukan Cinta itu bukan kita yang memaksakan Hanya aku yang mampu tuk menulis Kalista tolong janganlah kau nangis Cinta itu bukanlah kita yang menentukan Cinta itu bukan kita yang memaksakan Hanya aku yang mampu tuk menulis Kalista tolong janganlah kau nangis Cinta itu bukanlah kita yang menentukan Cinta itu bukan kita yang memaksakan Hanya aku yang mampu tuk menulis Kalista tolong janganlah kau nangis

Hungover with my therapist She's tryna be real delicate In telling me I need to get my shit together All I've purchased this whole week Is Chick-fil-A and nicotine My bank account is begging me to treat her better If I am never gonna be enough (never be enough so) Then I might as well do what I want (do what I want) If I'm broke, then I'm a quitter If I'm single, then I'm bitter I'm just a Jess looking for her Nick Miller If I'm home, I'm a loner If I smoke, I'm a stoner Can't hit it out of the park, but I'm still a home runner I'm a blessed one, stressed one, a little bit depressed one But if I'm a mess, might as well be a hot one I don't sleep too much at night And too much with boys I don't like I don't understand the hype, so I just drop 'em I spilled coffee on my dress It's ironic, I'm obsessed Everyone knows hot girls have stomach problems If I am never gonna be enough (never be enough so) Then I might as well do what I want (do what I want) If I'm broke, then I'm a quitter If I'm single, then I'm bitter I'm just a Jess looking for her Nick Miller If I'm home, I'm a loner If I smoke, I'm a stoner Can't hit it out of the park, but I'm still a home runner I'm a blessed one, stressed one, a little bit depressed one But if I'm a mess, might as well be a hot one (Ooh, ooh) Blessed, stressed I'm broke, single, but damn sure I'll still mingle (you know I will) Write songs I don't like, overanalyze my life (very true) Break hearts for the art, sing Taylor Swift lyrics in the car I cry all the time, but I swear to God I'm alright If I'm broke, then I'm a quitter If I'm single, then I'm bitter I'm just a Jess looking for her Nick Miller If I'm home, I'm a loner If I smoke, I'm a stoner Can't hit it out of the park, but I'm still a home runner I'm a blessed one, stressed one, a little bit depressed one But if I'm a mess, might as well be a hot one