It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears But that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years with more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me And I thought, woah, old friend, it's bittersweet Woah, but how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me, yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words So they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up Loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines, we're made of smoke And just in time, we drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up, or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make it disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start

Mad in a way but I don't say It's what you're used to I got the words but can't convey I know, you'll turn it all around 'Cause that's the rythms that you go through Get it back and you're not obliged to say Not intact but you're better off anyway Somehow it's never up to me What if I would say? Simple words I can't relate I don't place upon your view It's the rythms that you go through I know what I want You just take me through the motions I know what I want And that's more that you can say Since you found me out Since you found me out Since you found me out Since you found me out Your story still remains It's so unlike still you stay the same And all the while you're counting on your day to come But nothing ever told you You would say that it's only for a day Yesterday's last week tomorrow's on it's way And I'm falling faster all the time What if I would say? Simple words I can't relate What came easy is now too late And it was always standing right in front of me 'Cause I know what I want You just take me through the motions I know what I want And that's more that you can say All the time you thought worth saving You still end up with memories fading After all that you wouldn't do It makes no sense But it's that rhythms that you go through I know what I want You just take me through the motions I know what I want And that's more than you can say I know what I want You just take me through the motions I know what I want And that's more than you can say Since you found me out Since you found me out Since you found me out Since you found me out