Crash Bash

It's been a few years since you've been gone There's been a few tears But that was years and years ago Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted Yeah, I been living out the dream that you dreamt up It's been a few years with more to come It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me And I thought, woah, old friend, it's bittersweet Woah, but how could you do this to me? How could you do this to me, yeah 'Cause you are not who you think you are There's no green on these brown eyes But they can be green if they really want And I can bend your words So they say exactly what hurts the most But silence is better than fake laughs or faking we're always up Loose grip The world bends around you And living through cracked screens We fold down to what we want Out of love We talk through lines, we're made of smoke And just in time, we drift away Diffusing light Confusing times Growing up, or cascading down Cascading down I'm hurting now But change comes slow If you hate what's in your head The fuck would you speak your mind? In search of lost time Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid Only 16, yeah, I think you should've known I think you fucked me up I think I think you fucked me up And I've got nothing to say to you It's been a few years and I've moved on Couldn't make it disappear Oh, I tried so hard to be strong But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely Don't feel much better, but I guess that it's a start

If you understood how a boy like me feels, you wouldn't take it all away Put the pedal to the metal gotta floor it Got 200 on the dash and I'm soaring Pushing speed I get nowhere, when I crash I'm never there When I crash, when I crash, when I crash I'm never there When I crash, when I crash, when I crash I'm never there My DMs be empty cause I never get a hollar I've been working hard and I've been trying to make a dollar Making half of that I flex I stand a little taller If I make a 1000 fold then I'll be drowning in some water Because making all this money is the big dream Making sure I'm happy is the big scheme Cracking under pressure forming diamonds out of my seams Out of my seams On my mind I've been wasting time I ain't getting dimes I ain't making green I've been writing blue I've been getting red My plate is empty I not getting fed My stomach be empty Im feasting on famine They say that is plenty I've been feeling it's damage When I crash, I want to talk, you never listen You got your back turned in the same position You got your guard up like I'm opposition When are you going to realize? That we're not foes, we're friends I thought we gonna be like this until the end I didn't realize it was all in my head Like Damn How are going to do me like that? You're even giving me your two weeks How are you quitting on me like that? Like Damn It really just hurts you know I wish that you had told me sooner Maybe then I'd get a little closure On my mind I've been wasting time I ain't getting dimes I ain't making green I've been writing blue I've been getting red My plate is empty I not getting fed My stomach be empty Im feasting on famine They say that is plenty I've been feeling it's damage If you understood how a boy like me feels, you wouldn't take it all away Put the pedal to the metal gotta floor it Got 200 on the dash and I'm soaring Pushing speed I get nowhere, when I crash I'm never there If you understood how a boy like me feels, you wouldn't take it all away Put the pedal to the metal gotta floor it Got 200 on the dash and I'm soaring Pushing speed I get nowhere, when I crash I'm never there

Would you mind if I still loved you? Would you mind if things don't last? Would you mind if I hold onto You so that I won't crash? Morning light, I'm at your door One last time, and no one's there (Nobody, nobody, nobody, no...) Drove all night, just to beat you home Would you mind if I waited? Would you mind if I wait right here? And I really, really, wanna love you And I'm really only yours Even if it don't last forever, I wanna let you know We really had something special, it's hard tryna let it go I'm just being honest, I'm still in the moment Would you mind if I still loved you? Would you mind if things don't last? Would you mind if I hold onto You so that I won't crash? Up all night, can't let go Won't stop trying, need you to know It's worth the fight, if i get back come Hope you don't mind I waited Would you mind if I wait right here? And I really, really, wanna love you And I'm really only yours Even if it don't last forever, I wanna let you know We really had something special, it's hard tryna let it go I'm just being honest, I'm still in the moment Would you mind if I still loved you? Would you mind if things don't last? Would you mind if I hold onto You so that I won't crash? I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you You're the only one who takes me there I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you You're the only one who takes me there I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you You're the only one who takes me there I'm not thinking 'bout nobody else but you You're the only one who takes me there Would you mind if I still loved you? Would you mind if things don't last? Would you mind if I hold onto You so that I won't crash?