I didn't believe you When you said you'd leave me bruised But everyone told me It's always the beautiful ones Who show you the world from the highest of mountains Then push you right down to the deepest of valleys But I didn't know I was chasing horizons Oh I could've sworn you and I we were flying Flying I know I'm not perfect I tend to dramatize, overanalyze, criticize every little thing I do And I get awkward and nervous I guess I'm just a little insecure sometimes But I'm a man of my word, yeah you know that I'm honest Not a Saint nor a God, but a King, yes I'm worthy When the music is playing I'll be on the dance floor But I don't wanna dance by myself anymore It's not enough This is not enough It might be fate It might be bad timing Or maybe I'm just not the man that you dreamed of It is what it is and there's no way around it If you find what you need Then I hope That you're happy

Feel small again Same old story Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off without you I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I am better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you I'll take time again War on worry Don't you call again I'm not sorry I am better off without you I am better off alone I give up trying At least for today Lying is lying It's never okay Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying And though I'll be sad Lying's still lying And I'll settle with that Bend it all you want Hide it all you can I give up trying I give up trying I give up trying for you I give up trying I give up trying At least for today Lying's still lying I'll make it okay Bend it all you want And hide it all you can But I give up fighting for you I'm trying I'm better off without you I am better off without you I'm so angry towards you, yes

If it ain't you I know my heart wouldn't last Still waiting on the moment you come through Remember all the things in the past I've sent the pin but you still ain't rendezvous I know you missin' me But you chose him over me Leaving was the only Choice I had in front of me And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee I don't want this to be over Miss you cryin' on my shoulder Why'd you leave without no closure? I wish I had never known her And no you never trusted me No cap girl you're all I need I'm trapped can you let me free? And I promise you're the one for me yeah, yeah Fuck that shit girl I been said sorry I need some closure Will you come back to me? No probably Cause I know it's over And now my heart's a little colder Find it harder to stay sober And I know this can't be over And my love keeps getting older But my heart keeps tellin' me You're my one and only But I know for sure I can't get down on one knee

Ashes in my bookbag When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt Put the pen to paper for you every time like a verse Outta everybody you call, you know I'm pulling up first Hittin' licks outta town just to triple up the worth I always stood my ground and put it down on the turf Long nights on the block selling rocks I rehearsed Got a cutlass dropped the top just so I can have a vert Every year around this time we'd be all on the curb Cold as fuck outside long john under our shirt Break bread with the family, you felt you had to be first Everybody happy you want to be happier You know what's coming next, spent your block in a hearse Been put in front of the X, like that fire I immerse Just sent pictures to Flippa, that's my nigga we can't forget him Nobody check for Cool but I still tell him that we miss him I'm still chasing the dream that we had when we were children Lil' nigga serving fiends, got the studio in the kitchen I was just in elementary my momma start bitchin' 'Cause everybody told her I was heading to penitentiary I'm outside with guns, real young in the club around drugs Coming home smelling like I was just fishing All my big cousins used to always come and get me I was looking up to them and they the ones who wanna be with me You moved to the hood and fell in love with the trenches Saw the love that I had and ever since you wanna steal it Everything that we did, you was always in competition But I included you in every move, was never stingy With my plays, always made a way for you to be in position First chance you had you got a bag, you turned yo' back and dissed me When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt When you chillin' that's when they play with you the most But they don't know you really ten times worst Keep yo' niggas out they feeling's when they joce You can't have yo' nigga in prison feeling hurt I love you but my heart telling me to hate you You wanted me to be in jail tryna chase you It ain't 'bout what you do, it's how you did it You can't have you dawg in prison in his feelings Switching numbers on me like you don't want me with it And we talked about everything but the business I ain't get a sentence from you since my sentence But on the streets, everybody thinking you the realest 'Cause you screaming free me and SG on ya pendant Even though I ain't need it, you could've sent ya dawg a penny Got bro nem sending pictures of you like nigga why you ain't send it Of course that shit impressive but right now it don't impress me Yeah, that shit look cool but it's some shit we ain't addressing You know you owe me money, I don't want no pictures of you flexing When it was my time to ride, I held it down, you ain't gotta question it I told you if I'm yo' nigga why the hell you got me in here guessing On top of that I'm stressing, police jumping on me You supposed to send words of encouragement to yo' homie You know if it weren't for me nigga, yo' lil' bitch ass would've been homeless You made sure you paid them cracka's, I guess it's different when you owe me Fuck the check, it's 'bout respect, it's 'bout the principle, the loyalty It ain't never 'bout no money, I threw a hundred in the ocean I ain't even gotta go on and say everything I did 'cause you was there Every, you know what I'm sayin', you was there You was there as in everything I did for you, you remember You could, you could feel like, you and somebody cliqued tight but You know along the way everybody grow up and have kids of they're own and go through different shit You know things change, people change, feelings change You might be away for some time and yo' dawg out here You know what I'm sayin'? And by time you jump out and yo' dawg go in You know years go by to where you be like y'all done spent all this time Away from each other (you really don't know each other) to the point y'all don't really know each other You can't even say y'all know each other like that You know what I'm sayin'? We just know we was dawgs but it's like you know Over a while it's like you got to get to know me all over again I'm agreeing with different shit, you agreeing with different shit Sometimes people's perspective change I see you, I'ma smack the shit out you, jit Fuck you talkin' 'bout? Smack yo' bitch ass Yo' mama know (on gang)

Boone had a colt and a frying pan A quarter horse, American Half a heart, fully a man And the greed of Eve and ol' Satan Boone stole nickels and Boone stole dimes To fill the hole and mask his pride Though his mother said that the way of life Was ever better in a poor man's mind But Boone found that he had no peace Licking the dirt and kicking the streets Till he gambled a cent and came back with three Bad bad Boone became a thief No good could be found in Boone No Robin Hood and no whistled tune To the guilt of God he was immune As that cursed greed just grew and grew He had no wife, no boundary line No cowboy code or moral sight No child that he wouldn't fight No widow safe from the cheatin' lies What hurt another, ain't hurt him He'd do anything for a pretty little gem A coin in the bank, worth a whole damn limb Cash ever flowing, spirit so grim Rich in pocket, poor in love His soul went down and the money went up He died before he could fill his cup And what a pointless life that was Ain't no money gonna bring Boone back From dust he came and that's what lasts Good ol' dirt, we all shall pass The rich the poor, both withered grass Here lays Boone, so fully man Forgotten on his piece of land And buried with his frying pan And the greed of Eve and ol' Satan

I'm making it out of there, it has to be But nothing has ever been easy And here we go, around the bend I tell myself, "Get in" And if I could let it ride I'd take my time and free my mind When I can give it up So I curse your name at night, I'd rather fight than let it slide 'Cause I can't get enough I scream, turn it upstream Thinking of you, with my head underwater And you're moving through my bloodstream With every heartbeat, it's getting hard to remember to breathe I wonder if we'll ever break a spot of luck It's circular, this train of thought, I find it hard to stop So I'll try and tuck it down until I find my way around This space I'm in Turn the hourglass about and all the sand is running out The air is thin I scream, turn it upstream Thinking of you, with my head underwater And you're moving through my bloodstream With every heartbeat, it's getting hard to remember to breathe One, two, three, four, five, six, seven One, two, three, four, five, six, seven One, two, three, four, five, six, seven One, two, three, four, five, six, seven I scream, turn it upstream Thinking of you, with my head underwater And you're moving through my bloodstream With every heartbeat, it's getting hard to remember to breathe I scream, turn it upstream Thinking of you, with my head underwater And you're moving through my bloodstream With every heartbeat, it's getting hard to remember to breathe (One, two, three, four, five, six, seven) It's getting hard to remember to breathe (One, two, three, four, five, six, seven) It's getting hard to remember to breathe (One, two, three, four, five, six, seven) It's getting hard to remember to breathe (One, two, three, four, five, six, seven)