All of my stories are below Beneath the surface you cannot grow Curled and naked I defer To shaky thoughts, all in a blur Every single fear I'm hiding Every little childhood memory I bury Every single fear I'm hiding Every little childhood memory (Bury) And I will lie, lie Keep it all together Lie, lie, lie Sitting on top of the facade Built this tower to surpass I can't remember why I'm here Only why I need to disappear Every single fear I'm hiding Every little childhood memory I bury Every single fear I'm hiding Every little childhood memory (Bury) I will lie, lie Keep it all together Lie, lie Will it last forever? Lie, lie Keep it all together Lie, lie, lie Lie, lie Keep it all together Lie, lie Will it last forever? Lie, lie They keep it all together Lie, lie, lie

Lucid, at the edge of the sky The blood moon calls to me As the sun burns out its light Numina: hold my hands, whilst I dance with entropy I can't bear to feel your sultry grip slip away from me Please don't let go, don't let me fall Into the darkness Into the angst and woe The angst and woe Into the angst and woe "Breathe," she says "Breath in the night..." The cold air will open your eyes To the other side, the other side of the divine "Bliss will not escort you through this forlorn abyss But wisdom and perception will greet you at the rift" "Heed these words, for once you flourish they will not last There's only so much sand in an hourglass" "Once you make the fall, all light will disappear This darkness will entomb you You'll find love with achlyss" This darkness will entomb you You'll find love Spiraling Endlessly Is this what it takes for ourselves to be free? If I give in to everything Will I be one with the mantra within? To kiss the lips of melancholy To hold hands with the mist of grief The echoes of the ancient ones, bid me to dance with death Everything, everything I loved was merely the shadow of youth My soul's voice calls out to Shiva Present to me your eternal mantra

The devils dance with me as I descend Such beauty smothers me; Euphoric dissonance Unmask the beauty in the abyss Where the ones with no eyes, sing elegies at my feet I dared to fix my eyes upon the light I stared so deep my vision was consumed And as I observed what it held in its depths The dreams i had lost Began to bloom Began to bloom Began to bloom Began to bloom Its creation, omniscient Such as the scattered leaves of time Its elegance fused in such a way That what i now describe Is but a glimmer of that light My thoughts, like black smoke, arose from my skull And shattered the sky that once shone above A broken symphony calls to me from the flames A haunting orchestra caressing the dreams i crave When I got lost in depths Their minds got lost in the flood I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for Purgatory my love, take my soul and set it free I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for When I got lost in depths Their minds got lost in the flood I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for Purgatory my love, take my soul and set it free I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for It was only in the nocturne, that she came to me A constricted figment of my discoveries A solemn guide that knew me better than I Who let me out of this pathetic lullaby Purgatory's calling out to me It was only in the nocturne that I came to her An unbound spirit from the mind of sepulchre When I got lost in depths Their minds got lost in the flood I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for Purgatory my love, take my soul and set it free I yearn for what they fear for, what they fear for When I got lost in the depths, their minds lost in the flood Purgatory my love, take my soul and set it free Devil! Show me the light Devil! Can you show me the light? Devil! Let me indulge in the blight

I bid my mind and body to drop off To rise clear of even the finest dust, the finest dust I see the essence, my first awakening A transmission of light is beckoning me, beckoning me "Do you feel the trees, sway beneath The ebb and flowing winds of maturity? Do you feel the breeze, shift with ease Kiss the sun and reflect your life in the leaves? Would you believe that this subtle dream Has more truth than reality could ever deem? Water the seed, let the lotus breathe It reveals the true nature of you and me" It reveals the true nature of you and me I run my hands through the air and although there's nothing there I'm forming liquid thoughts in my fingers And seeing glimpses of the truth out there A hedonistic discovery, drowned in reality What is this mystery that slips away As these words spill from my lips? Why do you grant me these mosaic eyes? What is this mystery that slips away As these words spill from my lips? Why do you grant me, why do you grant me these mosaic eyes? What is this mystery that slips away? So blinded by the sun, my eyes refused to see the night Perhaps if i embrace the elder moon I'll understand what's wrong and right I've felt the wisdom of the kenshō, i hold faith in what was told But as I leave the seed My once mothering womb, for the first time I felt the cold We emancipate and then suffocate We emancipate and then suffocate We emancipate and then suffocate

Obscure reflections stare back at me Through the tainted water Neglected exposure I am the product of this distorted culture Eclipsed by my antic disposition I'm merely an illusionary shell fed to chimeras Fragmented constructs of a fluorescent realm Incept a twilight and destruct the elms A collective myopic gaze entrances us all Oh how i pity this despondent existence The lustrous phantom; Speaks of tongues obscured The pale lumiére; Speaks of eyes deluded My innocence was stolen by the birds who couldn't see Singing sonnets as the earth stood still and screamed And at the end of it all I was torn from my soul Begging that one day I might be whole And at the end of it all I might be whole I set my heart ablaze and watched it flare nihility But then the gateway appeared to me And showed me the path That would reconstruct my life That would purge this condition And understand my disdain This world is nothing more Than the quintessence of dust Show me how to rid myself of the shadows that lurk inside of me And at the start of it all I was torn from soul Begging that one day In time I might be whole Show me how to rid myself of the shadows that lurk inside of me

Honey, Let Me Get That Door Lovely, Need I Say Anymore Money, Should Help Me Score Lonely, You Think Its A Bore What Am I Gonna Do, Get Through To You What Am I Gonna Do, Don't Make Me Blue What Am I Gonna Do, See Me With You Baby, You Change Your Mind Maybe, Our Love You Did Find Save Me, From My Hurtin' Bind Baby, I'm One Of A Kind Baby, You See Things My Way Honey, You Made My Day Could Be, With Me You Will Stay Baby, All The Rest Of Our Days What Am I Gonna Do, Get Through To You What Am I Gonna Do, Don't Make Me Blue What Am I Gonna Do, See Me With You Baby Honey Could Be Baby

Lovin' you forever, both of us together Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Can't wait, don't mean maybe Goin' home, goin' to see my baby When I'm gone, I miss you When I'm gone, I feel blue When I'm with you I can do When I'm with you I feel new Baby when your not here with me All your pretty things I can't see Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Can't wait, don't mean maybe Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Rattlesnake I miss you When I'm gone, I feel blue When I'm with you I can do When I'm with you I feel new Baby when your not here with me All your pretty things I can't see Both of us together Lovin' you forever Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Can't wait, don't mean maybe Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Goin' home, goin' to see my baby Can't wait, don't mean maybe Goin' home, goin' to see my baby When I'm gone, I miss you When I'm gone, I feel blue When I'm with you I can do When I'm with you I feel new Baby when your not here with me

Ooooh-ooh, I thought I loved you And it's true And it's true Ooooh-ooh, first time I met you Then I knew It was you Ooooh-ooh, first time I saw you Your halo light blue Then I knew As we walk through the world As we walk round the world The birds are singing their song It lets me know it will be long That we're together, ooooh-ooh That we're together, ooooh-ooh And it's true And it's true Ooooh-ooh, first time I saw you Your halo light blue Then I knew We'll be together We'll be together

Racing down a track, a collision course If we crash neither one would survive the force Ramming into each other, fighting over the lane We'll both be twisted metal and a bent up frame Slamming into each other but the wheels are still turning We used to be lovers demolition derby Engines overheating, hearts taking a beating We used to be lovers demolition derby The last one to break apart wins But neither one will live to love again We trash each other like backroad punks Perfectly good love becomes a pile of junk Slamming into each other but the wheels are still turning We used to be lovers demolition derby Engines overheating, hearts taking a beating We used to be lovers demolition derby Who better to tear the other apart Than the one who knows the secret places of the heart We know how to hurt each other so when love goes bad The one who used to make you so happy is gonna make you so sad We could end this race and call it a draw Call it a day before we wreck it all Seems like a waste when we've got a clear head All for bragging rights when love is dead Slamming into each other but the wheels are still turning We used to be lovers demolition derby Engines overheating, hearts taking a beating We used to be lovers demolition derby Yeah, we used to be lovers demolition derby