All I left behind Was all I ever needed then And all you'll ever find Was only what I used to pretend So then assume I'm lost So then assume I'm lost There's someone around here still Put your ear to the ground and find me Take another number Close another chapter I never gave you any clue I never spoke directly to you So then assume my love So then assume my love There's someone around here still Put your ear to the ground and find me

Sometimes when I'm down and alone I feel just like a child with out a home The love you give me keeps me hangin' on, honey All I ever need is you Your my first love, your my last Your my future, your my past Ohhh loving you is all I ask, honey All I ever need is you Winters come and then they go And we watch the melting snow Sure summer follows spring, all the things you do Give me a reason to build my world around you (World around you) Some men follow rainbows I am told Some men search for silver, some for gold But I found my treasures in my soul And all I ever need is you Without love I'd never find the way Through ups and downs of every single day And I won't sleep at night until you say Honey, all I ever need is you La, La, La, La, La, La The love you give me keeps me hangin' on Honey, all I'll ever need is you La, La, La, La, La, La But I found my treasures in my soul Honey, and all I ever need is you La, La, La, La, La, La

Sometimes when I'm down and all alone Just like a child without a home The love you give me keeps me hangin' on O baby All I ever need is you You're my first love You're my last You're my future You're my past And loving you is all I ask O honey All I ever need is you Winters come and winters go And we watch the meltin' snow Sure as summer follows spring All the things you do Give me a reason to build my world around you Some men follow rainbows I am told Some men search for silver some for gold I have found my treasure in your soul, o honey All I ever need is you You know that without love I'd never find the way Through ups and downs of every day And o I won't sleep until you say, o honey All I ever need is you Ik was jaren vrijgezel 'K zat dan alleen in een hotel Want ik wist niet wat het was Om verliefd te zijn Wat moet ik nu zonder jou beginnen Jouw ogen zeggen zoveel tegen mij Als jij ze opent maakt me dat zo blij Ik moet je zeggen dat ik van je houd En dat meen ik O Wat moet ik zonder jou Ik moet je zeggen dat ik van je houd En dat meen ik O wat moet ik zonder jou

So around the same time, uh That I started like freestyling like writing more, uhm I had just gotten fired The only other job that I worked apart from music I was a janitor at a hospital Deadass Yeah So I worked overnights I was like 12 'til 4 a.m Just like four hour shifts I don't think I've Ever been this fucking stressed in my life Creature part two isn't finished, I lied Just to get them off my back though I tried I can't create when I'm dying inside Moving this weekend I wish I could fly Don't have my car but I still gotta drive Pack up the U-Haul and tell my mom bye Hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why Am I like this? I don't like this All my friends are enemies behind my eyelids Losing sleep I drive all week and raise my mileage Guardin cut his fucking hair now I don't like him Depression take me by 25 Fuck going out I'll just stay inside "This isn't you", I say to myself Every night lately I contemplate suicide "Oh but you're famous online so your life must be great" They say, but that's a fucking lie Crawl into bed around seven a.m And the headaches come full force, I wanna die Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Oh, oh, oh (Da da da da da da da da da da da da da) Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be Hey, Hollywood would your people ever like me? Misunderstood is all I ever might be

I was running from everybody else And just isolating myself constantly Up until I got to the point where I realized The problem was deeply rooted in myself, you know? But you don't really realize that when you're in the midst of it You just kinda assume the worst and hate everything around you Including yourself So take all that stress, decompress it And hang it up right at the door Feeling like this isn't fun anymore Not that it ever was But lately everyone's Misunderstanding what's really import Tantalizing sights and feelings ignored Paths to get over, it never explored Overgrown nothingness stemmed from destruction It's deeply embedded beneath all my subsidence Goodness gracious I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely So maybe it's grim But I'll spill on a whim about all that I think My thoughts subside till I'm pushed to the brink Miscalculated So often equated To shit so insane, I think I need a shrink Traumatized by flies that hatch in my head Metamorphosis ensued 'til I'm dead It's funny how they can grow Little do they all know Their home is rotting and damn near condemned Dissociation Deserting my patience I don't think I'll wake up and realize That feeling this vacant No communication Is simply leaving me terrorized I see all these faces Inside of the places That only exist when I close my eyes So if this is a phase That is bound to erase Then I guess that I ought to just give it time Goodness gracious I'm so cold My body's filled with brittle bones They'll break and bend as I grow old I hope your hand is mine to hold Goodness gracious I'm alone Broken my sticks and thrown my stones I'll go somewhere where no one knows me I don't mind being this lonely All I ever will be Is someone that'll kill me A parasitic head fuck Monotonous and willing All I ever wished for Is sanity by 24 But I never got that I never got that

It's just so casual how you wrap your arms around my neck It's to the point where I can't ignore the things you've always said Hit me like Adderall and put me back in my place (Put me back in place) Away from you, still in plain view I think it's better alone, left unspoken (Left unspoken) I think it's better alone, left unspoken Left unspoken Is all am a mess to you? Just help me see this through I know you see the worst in me and I see the worst in you Let me know if I'm overstepping chemicals The ones that tell you that you're better alone Let's see what's buried inside I think you'll find maybe it's better left unsaid It's all innocuous Set me aside, leave me out to dry Whatever makes you feel alright Dub me again so I can make up my mind Set me aside so you can feel a glimpse of absent mind When we both know this isn't working Does it make you feel the same? When we try and fail? No sense to hide away in shame When I just want you to (Just want you to) Let me know if I'm overstepping chemicals The ones that tell you that your better alone Let's see what's buried inside I think you'll find maybe it's better left unsaid I can't bare myself to set you off So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would (So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would) So, I'll stay silent as you hoped I would It's just so casual how you wrap your arms around my neck It's to the point where I can't ignore the things you've always said I think I've said enough Your actions seem to bite your tongue I'm sick with running from these ample thoughts still building up I'll stay away and let the silent air escape this thought When you come back around don't act the same as when you left

Better yet tell us how you haven't made it yet Spill out your lungs and say exactly how everything was supposed to work out Did you work all of this out? When there's nothing to prove What did you expect? That there'd be something to lose? Why can't anybody speak enough to say their peace and leave it be? Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? (This false sense of reality) (This false sense of reality) Cause it's a steady wealth until, until Nothing seems to hold itself up I am a counterpart, no different from what I No different from what I hate Say their peace and leave it be Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? Is it cold? When you're stuck inside those bedroom walls? With nowhere to go? Do I have it in me to let this go? And learn to love again? (Instead of tearing this apart) I can breathe again I can feel myself within this person in my skin Say their peace and leave it be Instead of flexing all this false sense of reality With all, with all, with all this needed space Why can't anybody find enough to stay away? To stay away, to stay away

Is there shame in running towards the things I thought I'd miss? If I stick around enough than will I feel I fit? Or was this all to please an aforementioned thought? I don't know why I dip my toes in everything Until the waters overhead Because I've tried so hard to leave this ditch that I had tried so hard to dig Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I keep prodding my place just to find that this all leads to nothing Letting my head fill up with thoughts of these deception Like you said they would I've been thinking about this all damn night Constant panic over what's inside It's all interwoven, I see right through it Through it Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound When this fully consumes my thoughts, will it be me? Will I change? Or will I be stuck in place, forever the same? Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I need to cover this up where I can't seem to find any closure intertwined When I'm close enough to closure I stray far behind

I just can't help myself from where I wanna go from here The only thing I know is that I'm really slow at figuring myself out Now I don't know where I want go, stuck in place like stone Reminisce about the things I love, try to work it out Memories of what I do the most never seem to fit But I just can't shake the thought of this, I just want to know Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away Drank away the night So I could send you a text with the little dignity I had left When it came and it went I just let it go Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away I know you're there And I'd like to say I'm sorry for my despair As I stare into you absently Will I ever set myself apart from the stress? Burned into me, create this fallacy in my head So I'll knock on your door even though your not in I'll hide away I'll hide away