Unwell Ringtones

Waking up too early Static on the TV Dressed in all the clothes I had on When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight with the hours and the seconds no more Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working everyday the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man, growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself Stumble as I'm leaving One foot takes the lead Second seems to struggle to find A solitary reason to continue seeking Any use in walking this line Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself So how am I supposed to see an end To my all consuming constant fear and dread When I can't even seem to make it out of bed Yeah if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cos the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret And the things I should have said To the ones I laid to rest And lately, I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell 'Cos my heads a living hell If I'm honest with myself