October Ringtones

October And the trees are striped bare From all they wear What do I care? October And kingdoms rise And kingdoms fall But you go on And on...

Last looks Pictures up Cameras rolling I drive around in a fancy car, mm, jewelry on each arm, But all I want is you Self-made man movie star, women here, there, and far, But they don't have a clue That time is running down on the clock, oh, and this is my last shot I can tell that you're almost through Here we are at the ending scene of the first episode, Make sure that you tune in next week And cut Roll credits And action From your point of view, it seems I'm controllin' everything, But you're a part of this too We both wanted the leading role, But who would get it was untold, Not knowing that we would both lose I tried and I tried and I tried to recite my own lines, I just ended reading yours too Here we are at the ending scene of the last episode, It's never as good as it seems And cut Roll credits And action

5 a.m. the moon went to sleep Your friends speaking in tongues in the back seat Just one little glance, I know what you mean somehow We're stealing moments, moments away Why are we just not as good in the day? Is it too soon to know if it's too soon to say for now? The bubble we're living in Setting me free again I don't know what it is about this I'm gonna miss it when it's over Yeah, yeah I hope we never see October Yeah, yeah I felt the weight fall off my shoulders Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna miss this when it's– I'm gonna miss it when it's done I can't feel my hands, you laugh like you do It happened like that according to you It's only a month, but doesn't feel new somehow Yeah, yeah Bubble we're living in Setting me free again I don't know what it is about this I'm gonna miss it when it's over Yeah, yeah I hope we never see October Yeah, yeah I felt the weight fall off my shoulders Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna miss this when it's– I'm gonna miss– I'm gonna miss it when it's over Yeah, yeah I hope we never see October Yeah, yeah I felt the weight fall off my shoulders Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna miss this when it's– I'm gonna miss it when it's done Paint a picture in my brain, encapsulate the fleeting feeling It ricochets, replays my pain 'til every trace is leaving The nerve of autumn time days flying by, every sunrise healing me And we're okay, we'll live this way 'til it's done I'm gonna miss this when it's over I hope we never see October I felt the weight fall off my shoulders Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna miss this when it's– I'm gonna miss– I'm gonna miss this when it's over Yeah, yeah I hope we never see October Yeah, yeah I felt the weight fall off my shoulders Yeah, yeah, yeah I'm gonna miss this when it's– I'm gonna miss you when it's done I'm gonna miss you when it's done

It's October The leaves are falling down, falling down Getting colder I can feel it all around, it's all around Just think of all the things I do for you Not a thing that I could say I wouldn't do Could you please believe just how it makes me feel? Are you really there, is this even real? Listen to me You're everything I wanna be 'Cause you're all I ever see It's okay, it's a new day And I just heard you say Just heard you say, say Just think of all the things I do for you Not a thing that I could say I wouldn't do Could you please believe just how it makes me feel? Are you really there, is this even real? Is it over? Getting colder The leaves are falling down I can feel it all around It's okay, you're everything I wanna be And I just heard you say Just think of all the things I do for you Not a thing that I could say I wouldn't do Could you please believe just how it makes me feel? Are you really there, is this even real?

Are you disappointed? Things are far from what they seem And do you watch me wary Of what you might see? Do you regret your invitation Oh, your courtesy Oh, are you running out of patience As you leave so politely? What is becoming of The two of us? I'm turning time back just to rise above As if we've never been, never been here before Praying on a better ending, oh, just something, so we'll stop pretending As if we've never been, never been here before More than an arm around this shoulder More like a light along the way This flower that bloomed in late October Oh, the only colour amongst the grey How I wish that it could have remained this way What is becoming of The two of us? I'm turning time back just to rise above As if we've never been, no, never been here before Praying on a better ending, oh, just something, so we'll stop pretending As if we've never been never been here before Oh, I could take you in Or I could pull you under I want to take you in But l may pull you under Oh, darling, I could take you in But I may pull you under Oh, darling, l could take you in But I don't want to pull you under Oh, what is becoming of The two of us? I'm turning time back just to rise above Oh, as if we've never been, no, never been here before Praying on a better ending, oh, just something, so we'll stop pretending As if we've never been, never been here before

Well, she slid down the hall in her socks and yelled, "Come outside" No, no, no, nothing's wrong I just happen to have a surprise So we fell through the door like the autumn leaves And I wrestled my brother down to his knees Just to watch as her rocket shot into the October sky There's a picture of us In a layer of dust On the mantle Right by my cigarettes that I smoke since you left 'Cause you said you had to fly In your October sky Now I work in the city and I blend into the crowd And the people grieve with me since the towers came down, down You could cut the pollution with a butter knife You could wake up at two and then party all night But I'm missin' my mama, so I stand on the street and get high There's a picture of us Hidden in a layer of dust On the mantle Right by my cigarettes that I smoke since you left 'Cause you said you had to fly In your October sky Oh, woah, oh And as I go back home to Memphis I remember days that I I was outside shootin' rockets Almost as high, high In your October In your October In your October In your October In your October sky

Maybe it's just me but I wish it was cold outside 'Cause I get no sleep when I'm stuck in the middle of July I'm counting every day and I can't wait 'til summer's over So I can see ya, so I can hold ya I just wanna be wrapped up in all your love and pull you closer But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October Should be lying next to you but summer's over But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October My sweet October, that's you My sweet October, that's you Now I reminisce 'bout the rose gold dimples on your face Oh, baby, what I give for the ice cold kiss, don't keep me waiting anymore I miss you like the sun misses the moon in sweet October 'Cause I wanna see ya, I wanna hold ya I just wanna be wrapped up in all your love and pull you closer But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October Should be lying next to you but summer's over But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October My sweet October, that's you My sweet October, that's you Can you wrap me all up in your love? Can you pull, can you pull me closer? 'Cause I'm June and you're October You're my sweet, you're my sweet October Can you wrap me all up in your love? Can you pull, can you pull me closer? 'Cause I'm June and you're October You're my sweet, you're my sweet October I just wanna be wrapped up in all your love and pull you closer But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October Should be lying next to you but summer's over But it's never the time or the place, I'm June and you're October My sweet October, that's you My sweet October, that's you

Follow your heart Follow your feet, your soul Follow your dreams wherever they go And never slow down And find someone to share it within And then never let them go Hold me close, closer than ever before (ooh, ah) Oh, love me like you won't let go With all that I know, with all that I am (ooh, ah) Oh, love me like you won't let go We light up the dark You light up my streets with gold Follow your dreams wherever they go And never slow down And find someone to share it within And then never let them go Hold me close, closer than ever before (ooh, ah) Oh, love me like you won't let go With all that I know, with all that I am (ooh, ah) Oh, love me like you won't let go When you strip away everything You're in my arms, I feel like a king Holding you close I-I-I love you like I won't let go And when you take away everything Just you in my arms, I feel like a king Holding you close I-I-I love you like I won't let go Hold me close, closer than ever before Just love me like you won't let go With all that I know, and all that I am Oh, love me like you won't let go

A fresh start Let me walk around your ball park A fever we can learn from Now just breathe it in It's ok To want To have To take So embrace the one You can't replace She's the only woman Soft spot Shaking from the knees up Got me screaming sneak a peak Into my life dear Now just breathe it in In my sea She's the water When my ship is going down She's my north wind When I go south She knows how far I'll go. It's ok To want To have To take Embrace the one You can't replace Embrace the one Who held your fate Embrace the one You can't replace She's the only woman

Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? (ha!) I want to carry a piece of who I was before So when I hit the wall, I really hit the wall I want to tear away the death again A whiter shade of fucking meth again I want to stick to clues, I want to come unglued I want to shape the world to fit the way you move Oh, should I listen for a dress size? I owned up, I've grown up, do you remember me? I showed up and so what if I'm the used to be? I'm here to tell you that I'm sorry I was sorry But I'm happy that you're happy This is no longer about me Trade roles, switch sides for your beautiful eyes Let him be there through your beautiful cries Let him hold you up so you can touch all four of the skies Live your life just like a dream without the pain of goodbyes Goodbye! Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? I been a drunk disrespectful little street punk Unlock the back of my trunk You see, you take this bat And bash my head into the street again No one's around, so I keep beating it I pull my hair back, look me in the eye There's a self-destructive meaning in the bleeding of a guy It's the guilt of what reality has given me Making sense of all mistakes and my stupidity And when you're sick, you seem to think you failed eternally And that the people you let in are only crumbling When you're sick of faking life in this recovery When my decision paved the road that lies in front of me So to the friends that even call but I don't call back I want you deep inside my heart upon a hill It seems to hide sometimes and run away and wonder I'm really sick of saying sorry, but I will Ever carried the weight of another? For how long? I walk as far as they need to recover For how long? But are we scared to take the ride? Or dare to look inside? I'm floating far away (Far away) I'm floating far away (Leaving home) I'm floating far away (So far away) (I'm floating far away) I want to learn to walk with others as an equal I want to treat the ones who love me with respect I want to tell the world I'll give them all a piggyback And try to take away my negative effect I want to kiss a girl and know I'll never lie again I want to call my dad and tell him that I care I want to let my brother know he saved my life a thousand times Throughout the years, he's been my friend who's always there Ever carried the weight of another? For how long?

Well, the light doesn't shine just on anyone And I feel so fine on this harbor line Last night in Boston you stole the show But we've still got months left to go Well, I'm hoping October won't bring no rain And I know you'll miss me, ain't that a shame? Give me ten years and I'll be back on my feet You gotta know when to stop the hurt and when to bleed Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah I wanna know what it is you dream about I wanna know is it something you can't live without? Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? I've been praying for better weather I was hoping that you'd stay You don't love me baby But I guess that I'm okay Well, let's leave this all behind us on the road We still gotta sing in Orlando- Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh- 'Cause I wanna know what it is you dream about I wanna know, is it something you can't live without? Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? Well, I'm hoping October won't bring no rain Yeah, I know you miss me ain't that a shame (That a shame!) Well, let's leave this all behind us on the road We still gotta sing in Orlando- Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh- 'Cause I wanna know what it is you dream about I wanna know is it something you can't live without Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? Oh, darlin' now Will you love me? Aw, yeah! Aw, yeah! Aw, yeah!

I guess we're standing right where we belong. wearing life like i have a lose tshirt on. and slowly time plays i cant end the way. like the things i love to do to you cant be good for the soul. we could put the top down. never gonna look back.so we just driveeeeeeeee We just drive Drive We just drive Drive Running down the beach you meet sunset.hair blown back so long i could never forget. like a picture taken time stand still cant look away.burning bright gold orange red sun good for the soul. We could put the top down. never gonna look back.so we just driveeeeeeeee We just drive Drive We just drive Drive These are the times to remember.moments sound in our hearts.we can smile all day driving into the stars So we just driveeeeeeeee We just drive Drive We just drive Drive We just drive.woooohoooo

OOO Be careful how you love me I'm not used to all this touching Rubbin all up on me like there's something crawling up my skin Oh yeah, I think I'll get accustomed to it Oh whoa Keep it coming for me Oh whoa oh Where do my hands keep going I don't know I lost control A couple hours ago They got a mind of their own now Let's roll with it You really got a nice light about you So damn bright I'm getting blinded by it I guess Love is like they described it to me at Bed Time When I Close my Eyes it's Over We only have tonight, let's be sober Before you go back to your life away from home I would've tagged along If you asked me Oh Whoa You really got a complex It's easy to spot, yeah You got a lotta dudes putting work on ya Kinda like a group project huh Come on, be honest I'm not afraid of any competition but am I, your Top prospect or digging for gold off limits I'd Like to know Is it time to go I'm becoming accustomed to coming home to That love and that touch and that chill in my bones I'd miss it oh so much Sure enough you play so rough You won't even stay if I ask you huh Don't be so tough I know what's up I'll catch you next Halloween Mask Off Oooo Be Careful How You Love Me I'm not used to all this touching on me baby Rubbing all up on me You crawled in my skin now its Goodbye Why'd I Get Comfortable We only have tonight in October Before you live your life away from home

Death Row Records and Big Snoop Dogg This is a Death Row summer And we about to get off into this October London Featuring LaToiya Williams Yes Somethin' to ride to Mulholland Drive Hahahaha Yes I'm on top of the world, baby Please don't hold me down While the world is goin' crazy Oh I'm keepin' my head down I got the TV on but it ruins my vibe Look at the clock, it's 'bout that time Oh, I wanna ride, baby Take a ride with me The sunlight's gone but the moon's so bright Oh, I'm 'bout to cruise down Mulholland Drive Oh, I need some quiet time Quiet time with me Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my, my baby) No TV No radio No Oh, baby (woo, woo) I wanna get away from the world (oh my baby) Oh, no negative in my sedative, no, no, no Ooh, said I wanna go for a long ride Somewhere far, far away from here Where's there no negative space No gender, creed, or race Oh, just me and the highway Ah, just me and you And the moon 75 degrees in the middle of June Sunroof open (windows down) Nowhere to go (let's just skip town) I just wanna go somewhere and escape Baby, take me to a place Somewhere far, far away from here Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my, my baby) No TV No radio No Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my baby) Oh, no negative in my sedative, no, no, no Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my, my baby) No TV No radio No Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my baby) Oh, no negative in my sedative, no, no, no Oh, baby (ooh, ooh) I wanna get away from the world (oh my, my baby) No TV No radio No Oh, baby (oh) Yes (I wanna get away from the world) Give me some more

Well all that I need is All that I want is To have you right by my side I never stop thinking I never stop hiding Well all I do is drinking To get you out of my head Of my head Oh girl how I love to Fall in your arms once again But you never sober What kinda mess you make And I still believing Oh I still believe in what we had Cause you are the reason Oh you are the reason why I'm hanging on Why I'm hanging on What could I have done What did I do wrong, I don't know I just don't know You borke me in peaces And only you can build me up again And I still believing, oh I still believe in what we had Cause you are the reason Oh you are the reason why I'm hanging on Cause you are, the good thing in me You are the good thing in me You are the good thing in me You are the good thing in me You are the good thing in me The good thing in me You are the good thing in me The good thing in me me In me You are the good thing in me

Wait for the light to come back on You seem lost, your back against the wall It's cold outside, it is winter in your heart Your eyes go blind, you are shrouded in a fog So can we change? Or is this surrender? I once loved your grace And the innocence that fell from you like leafs Spiral off October trees You know I love you What else do you want from me? The wind cuts through and it chills me to the bone The sunlight feels like a ghost that's so far gone A sad old song keeps on ringing in my head The darkest time seems to be the miles ahead So can we change? Or is this surrender? I once loved your grace And the innocence that fell from you like leafs Spiral off October trees You know I love you What else do you want from me? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the love that you once had inside? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the voice that was always your guide? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the love that you once had inside? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? So can we change? Or is this surrender? I once loved your grace And the innocence that fell from you like leafs Spiral off October trees You know I love you So can we change? Or is this surrender? I once loved your grace And the innocence that fell from you like leafs Spiral off October trees You know I love you What else do you want from me? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the love that you once had inside? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the voice that was always your guide? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride? Where is the love that you once had inside? Where is your dignity? Where is your pride?

We never had coffee table, books or dinner parties We always had hazy nights and sex, cliché's in Paris Don't disturb on the top floor Getting high by the window And, babe, when your eyes looked into mine How perfect was it? 9th of October, I always remember No bad things had happened then Honestly, you never thought you'd fall for me But somehow you got pulled in Livin' so fast, makin' memories last 'Til our hearts couldn't hold no more Hear you explodin' while I am implodin' Now, how did we let this go? We never had, ah We never wanted, ah We never had, ah We never wanted A normal kind of love We never had time for useless fights 'bout dirty laundry We always had tender, long goodbyes Packed bags in a hurry Our last kiss at the bus stop Had I known, would've jumped off And now from the pieces of my heart, I'm so sorry 9th of October, I always remember No bad things had happened then Honestly, you never thought you'd fall for me But somehow you got pulled in Livin' so fast, makin' memories last 'Til our hearts couldn't hold no more Hear you explodin' while I am implodin' Now, how did we let this go? We never had, ah We never wanted, ah We never had, ah We never wanted A normal kind of love Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart Still Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted a normal kind of love 9th of October, I always remember 9th of October, I always remember Those big words, I said them first 9th of October, I always remember 9th of October, can't think of it sober 'Cause all of it fuckin' hurts Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart Still Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted a normal kind of love, oh Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart Still Waitin' for my heart, waitin' for my heart We never wanted a normal kind of love

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh The revolution will be televised The revolution Just Blaze Oh-oh-oh-oh This is serious business Dududududu The revolution, oh, oh (Yes) Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) Sitting back watching, but I'm so unstable I been an OG since I was rockin' in the cradle Y'all don't know that my bite is so fatal Kick a fool down like the homie with the 80- Ayy though, nigga don't play though With the [?] like the spray though Sculpted left hand full of clay dough Split him in the middle cut him up like a potato Oh, leave 'em on the sideline, bleeding cause he tried mine We loot 'til the boot out Me and my brother, we was caught up in a shootout Had to handle, pigs on a nigga, four days Eight laws of power, eighty-five ways TEC-9's with a couple 45's And the revolution will be televised The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) This ain't he local pass cash with the bra fast views This shit will be viewed on your broadcast news Why did I do it? My momma is on the call Shot three lil pigs and now my back against the wall Nowhere to turn and no where to go My blood is burnin' I'm about to blow Huey, Malcolm and Martin, those are my peers They been doin' niggas like this for over hundreds of years Poppin' us, fear, now it's time for us to clap back But this time we gon' bust them the fuck back We ain't runnin', we shootin' and lookin' forward Anybody, somebody, everybody on the floor They just surrounded my place Hold the court in the streets so I can win my case TEC-9's with a couple 45's And the revolution will be televised The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) The revolution-lution-lution-lution The revolution-lution-lution-lution Will be televised Oh, oh, oh, oh The revolution-lution-lution-lution Oh, la-la-la-la-da-da-da The revolution, oh, oh Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised) The revolution, oh, oh, na, na, na, na, na Will be televised, will be televised (The revolution will be televised)

Today, my bird flew away Gone to find her big blue jay Starlight, before she took flight I sung a lullaby of bird land every night I sung a lullaby every night Sung for my Ava every night Ava was the morning, now she's gone She's reborn like Sarah Vaughan In the sanctuary she has found Birds surround her sweet sound And Ava flies in paradise And Ava flies in paradise With dread, I woke in my bed To shooting pains up in my head Lovebird, my beautiful bird Spoke until one day she couldn't be heard She spoke until one day she couldn't be heard She just stopped singing Ava was the morning, now she's gone She's reborn like Sarah Vaughan In the sanctuary she has found Birds surround her sweet sound And Ava flies in paradise And Ava flies in paradise Ava was the morning, now she's gone She's reborn like Sarah Vaughan In the sanctuary she has found Birds surround her sweet sound And Ava flies in paradise And Ava flies in paradise She flies in paradise

My world is colorless Everything became black and white The city is burning down And numbness fills my body up What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? Can I believe in good old times? Will I see them again? Can I remember where I'm from? Will I forget? There is no more light Shadows day and night I can't go back, the world has changed Chaos is imminent People are straying through the fire I try to listen in But I just don't hear anything What's wrong with me? What's wrong with me? Can I believe in good old times? Will I see them again? Can I remember where I'm from? Will I forget? There is no more light Shadows day and night I can't go back, the world has changed

Ladies and Gentlemen Please welcome to your block party Coming in at five-foot-four In the stained khaki pants and button up shirt He's sold you your car insurance He's your favorite house on Halloween He is not welcome at my house without asking Here to bust a move at the block party Your neighbor Greg! I'm Greg (Greg!) I'm Greg! Greg! (Greg!) I'm Greg (Greg!) Mmh! That's my name! I'm Greg (Greg!) Gregging it up Look at me! (Greg!) Greg If you ask me my name I will respond with Greg 'Cause uh- I- that's me (Greg!) I'm Greg (Yeah man) (Love you Greg!) My name's Greg! (Greg!) If you look at my birth certificate That's what it's going to say (Greg!) Greggory (It's Greg!) But if we're friends, you can call me Greg (Greg!) Or if you don't know me (Oh, Greg!) I'm Greg! (Greg!)

There's some kind of light At the end When touching The edge of her skin Once so hard to speak Now so easy to play around Catching that eye you know Yeah, that eye that slaps you in your face Calls you a puppy Well how do you say I was hypnotized Hypnotized My words, they pour Like children to the playground Children to the playground You make me smile There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, I'm thin I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin Could you be the one that's not afraid To look me in the eye I swear I would collapse If I would tell how I think you fell From the sky My words, they pour Like children to the playground Children to the playground You make me smile Some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, I'm thin I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, I'm thin I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin It's the feeling I get My palms would sweat Like some kind of daydream I'll never forget I'm stuck in this spin Why does it begin By touching the edge of her skin It's the feeling I get My palms would sweat Like some kind of daydream I'll never forget I'm stuck in this spin Why does it begin By touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, I'm thin I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her skin There's some kind of light at the end Stoned, forgetful, I'm thin I'm drinking what used to be sin And touching the edge of her... (You make me smile)

(Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) You can say you don't want it Or you can say you're just tired Yeah, maybe you lost it for me Or just need a little more time But you, you kicked me out of your head You put me right back on the ground You kicked me out of our bed And when we still don't make a sound But I take it Like this is really happening And I think we should Yeah, but I never thought we would Don't say it wasn't love What are you scared of? What if we are Don't say it wasn't love And there was you, and there was me And it was the best days of my life so far (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) And that girl that I knew That girl is gone And I remember when you couldn't keep your eyes off me I guess you moved on So I, I kick you out of my head I put you right back on the ground I kick you out of our bed And when we still don't make a sound And you take it Like this is really happening And I think we should But I never thought we would Don't say it wasn't love What are you scared of? What if we are Don't say it wasn't love There was you, and there was me And it was the best days of my life so far Don't say it wasn't love (oh-oh-oh) What are you scared of (oh-oh-oh) What if we are (are) Don't say it wasn't love (Don't say, don't say, don't say it wasn't) There was you, and there was me And it was the best days of my life so far (don't say, don't say, don't say, don't say it, oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa) there was you, and there was me (Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh) and it was the best days of my life so far (Oh-oh-oh-oh-whoa)

If it's my own life on the line Then it's fine by me 'cause my time is fading I got five hoes right by my side They wanna die with me but I'm tired of waiting If it's my own life on the line Then it's fine by me 'cause my time is fading I got five hoes right by my side They wanna die with me but I'm tired of waiting Let me know, I'ma go tonight On my own, not a soul in sight All alone with my ghost tonight Let me know if I'm scaring you, girl I don't even wanna fuck right now If you really want to, you could fuck me I don't ever put my double cup down If you really want to, you could drug me I ain't ever gonna run my town I'ma kill everybody, I'ma bounce (I'ma bounce) I don't ever gotta talk that loud Everybody get quiet as a mouse, shh

The days are getting colder Feel a little older Don't know where I'm going But I'm pushing along Leaves are changing color Heading towards October Can't find where I belong Can't find where I belong And I don't care As long as I'm with you As long as I'm with you As long as I'm with you As long as I'm with you As long as I'm with (nah) Nah, nah, Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah, Nah, nah, nah, nah Nah, nah Nah, nah, nah, nah

Relapse Prevent trigger intent Now drown High strung Say X amount of words Your solar, bipolar Panic disorder Seems harder and harder and harder Still you try to control it You mold, you mold Yeah you shape to mold Oh you're bold you're bold But your shape is bold You're a symptom superficial To what they call knowing you Minus the speed Could you imagine the phobia? Your brain is faulty wiring The reason for tiring Keep treating the curse Imagine the worst Systematic, sympathetic Quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic Your heart is prosthetic A plate of quite peculiar On a dish of my own A tablespoon of feather Tickle me to the bone Give me recipes for happy With the chemicals gone Drinking freedom from a bottle To the tune of belong I'm sick of shaking Never waking From the hell I achieve I never knew you till you left me With the crying disease Another curing, reassuring Way to buckle the knees So mistreated, I repeated Never blessing your sneeze Now deleted and defeated I will stand on my own Yeah your memory that punches me Has broken the bone Give me recipes for sorry I'm admitting I'm wrong Still your memory that punches me Has broken the bone

What if we could Put our lives on Hold and meet some Where inside of the world I would meet you Would you meet me? 2, 3, 4... On a park bench On a skyscrape On a mountain Oh yeah, whatever it takes I would meet you Would you meet me? I'm glad to say that we've met But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't On our side So go on Go on be your own Go on be your own star What if we could? Where would we go? If it felt right Would you want me to know I would meet you Would you meet me It's like a last chance For a first dance You're a sunrise Can't somehow exist I would meet you Would you meet me I'm glad to say that we've met But I'm sad to say that the circumstances weren't On our side So go on Go on be your own Go on be your own star A simple star in my eyes In my eyes Look in my eyes Just look in my eyes My eyes My eyes! What if we could Put our lives on Hold and meet some Where inside of the world I would meet you Would you meet me? On a park bench On a skyscrape On a mountain Oh yeah, whatever it takes I would meet you Would you meet me? God I would God I would I would meet you Would you meet me I would meet you I would meet you I would meet you

I'm never gonna give up Remember what abuse did It's time you look and face it As if you in anyway understood It always lowered me to downsize It always lowered my faith But it's in the corner rising next to me It's in the corner like an upstage I can't explain the way I feel inside Fuck you Yeah, you heard me so I light you up You can admit you're poison Go run and hide Fuck you Yeah, you heard me so I light you up I said I wouldn't fail you It's something "sorry" couldn't sell you A slow rain, time bomb It's disconnected Won't erase what I'd done wrong In no way is it worth Losing everything I am including these words Your heart in my hands I'm sick cause all my secrets is why this hurts I can't explain the way I feel inside Fuck you Yeah, you heard me so I light you up You can admit you're poison Go run and hide Fuck you Yeah, you heard me so I light you up Cause they'll put me in the crazy house And they put me in a crazy farm But I'm never gonna get back out I'm never ever gonna treat you wrong Get down with the earth and the people Get down with the earth in your bed That's where I'm gonna go That's where I'm gonna go up in my mother fucking head So tell you mom, tell your dad, tell your family That I'm beyond the unreasonable sinking ship You see I never took the time Never took the time Never took time To learn all about this thing We call our relationship I can't explain the way I feel inside Fuck you Yeah you heard me, so I light you up You can admit you're poison Go run and hide Fuck you Yeah, you heard me so I light you up

One black, one white, one green One red, one blue, who the fuck cares One flag, one church is burning out of control (control) honey One date, one state, one faith One fight for god, who the fuck cares Yeah, let, let's just gas up and go, ah Yeah, boy, just, just gas up and go, ah Where do we find all the ways, did so much time too Yeah, we should be owning all our own personal goals And why do we hate while we wait at closing gates Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go, ah Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go, ah I'd like to know why you're preaching I'd like to know where it goes I'd like to know why you're teaching, honey, honey Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go Black, white, black, white, black Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, white Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, black Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, black, white Colors collide, oh I've learned the best thing you can do is show 'em that you're happy The best thing you can do is show 'em you're so happy I have been working for years, all of these blood, sweat, and tears I have been dead and then brought back to life, here's a knife Will you cut me bitch, cut me good Ah, bitch, I'm on a loose chain Yeah laughing at your burned brain While style is a necessity Don't let 'em get the best of me Let God continue pushing me Where do we find all the ways, did so much time too Ooh, we should be owning all our own personal goals Who do we hate while we wait and close the gates Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go, ah Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go, ah I'd like to know why you're teaching I'd like to know where it goes I'd like to know why you're preaching, honey, honey Yeah, let's, just, just gas up and go Yeah, this shit is out of control Black, white, black, white, black Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, black Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, white Stupid two colors collide into Black, white, black, white, black Stupid two colors collide into Black fight white fight Black fight colors collide into Black fight white fight, black Stupid two colors collide into

Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn Worms squeezing their way through my toes Tonight that's how it goes I'm at your window kneeling quiet I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right Your heart right, let him go Then through the glass, I see your dress fall to the floor As he embraces every inch of you, the woman I adore I can't believe the way you're bending Can't believe this never-ending moaning asking him for more Begging him for more How far will I go To make it feel right? Come home I have to fix this on my own Replace my heart 'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her From her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spot He pleased and pleased her I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go I squeezed the life into my brain like pushing knives into a vein I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside So to the back window, I crawl in silent standing in the darkness Of my living room, this used to be my home How far will I go To make it feel right? Come home I'm moving forward to the bedroom door Replace my heart 'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end Replace my heart I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping end I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom I had to see this happening He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang And bounced off every wooden walled room And that's when all went silent blank except the color red As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed I said, "I know I'm not allowed to be here I just had to see how good your new man really fucks you 'Cause you both been fucking me" "So now I planned this last thing you can both do as a pair I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this In what seems easy, quick and painless, man So I'll get down to business" "I choose you first, there's a gun, it's at your head So laugh at me one more time but your face inside the bed You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said" I cocked the pistol, pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red How far will I go To make it feel right? I come home I have to fix this on my own Then the screaming, oh, the screaming "It's nice to see you scared of such a weak and stupid husband Who knows you never really cared I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live?" "Now think about your answer, lying face down on the bed" I cocked the pistol, pulled the trigger and all I saw was red I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back Then I placed the barrel in my mouth, all I saw was black

I see the sun go down on the river I feel the wind blow out, would've stayed to gray I feel the air around you, it's kinda closing in Do you feel it fall, or do you feel at all, I can I see the world keep moving as I stumble They seem to move much faster than me And while I sit in my four-cornered room Dividing hearts for a little girl Well I can't be anything but who I am And I wish you'd stay Well that was the beginning of the two of us The start of our show Stay, stay, stay... Now I would never have let go And I see the sun go up as your image And I feel the weight of your eyes as you stare I feel it all when you, when you first, when you kissed my lips Used to make me feel at home You made me feel at home You made me feel again Oh that's when you used to say "Will you stay, and not let go?" That was just the two of us to think about The stars of our show And you would say "I wish you'd stay and I'd never go" Oh I would never have let you go So take this heart of mine You've taken it a hundred-thousand times But this time, this time I'm gonna take it with me I see the door close down behind you I watch your face turn from glow to straight gray I see the moon go up and it shines this glory on my face Who would've known? Who would've known? Who would've known? How we would stay, and we should stay And never let go, oh hell no There's just three of us to think about now In our show, our show, our show I think we'd stay, we'd just stay, and then we'd know That we should have never let go Oh, oh, something to think about Oh, and her heart of hearts Just look into those big brown eyes And you'd just fall apart Oh really we should stay, at least we'd stay At least she'd know That we should never have let go No, no, let go, go, oh Oh, I wish you'd stayed I wish you'd stayed

I've sat at the back of the line for years, Wishing the world wouldn't spin, I give in, alone again it appears. There were pieces of me that lived in corners on a hard wood floor. Until an Angel walked in through my door. Time stopped, the arch of her back grew wings. And pulling me further from a devil to a heaven, she said "Believe." True peace as she looked into my soul. She said "I'm here to show you faith, and to help you when you fall." Can you feel my heart, Beating underneath these stars? You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away. You made me believe! Never be weak, be strong. Live every moment like an Angel, Flies... I'll whisper in your ear, You are mine, and you will never have to be alone. And when I pull you near, You'll know I love you like I never loved anyone. So let me be the one to lift you up, I'll carry you home. 'Cause now I'm here to keep you safe, And to catch you when you fall. Can you feel my heart, Beating underneath these stars? You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away. You made me believe! Never be weak, be strong. Live every moment like an Angel, Flies. Only you can see the true me, Through all the right, and wrong. Take hold, the best has yet to come. (Yeah) You've given me the strength to believe in my heart again! And now we're here to share this faith. Stand together through it all. Can you feel my heart, Beating underneath these stars? You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away. You made me believe! Never be weak, be strong. Live every moment like an Angel, Flies... Can you feel my heart, Beating underneath these stars? You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away. You made me believe! Never be weak, be strong. Live every moment like an Angel, Flies... Oh, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh. That's who you are! You're the Angel that came, and took these clouds away. You made me believe! Never be weak, be strong. So really strong! OhOhOhOh, OhOhOhOh, OoooOoooh! That's who you are, You're the Angel that came, And took these clouds away... That's who you are. You're the Angel that came, And took these clouds away...

I must have sneezed, on knees I freeze I mean, I just choked up But somehow I slept, I dream, I mean I dreamt of nothing I'm able to breathe a sweet relief Now that you're here for me A northern degree dove into me Now I'm recovering I only want you to see My favorite part of me And not my ugly side And not my ugly side, ugly side So hook up a C.B Wave a way for conversation flow I'm shoved in your cage, to wage this rage Don't let me go A kick and a scream Is all that seems to mean a lot, thus far Yeah, I won't let you on my stage, my page You can't know, yet you have to know And that I only want you to see My favorite part of me And not my ugly side And not my ugly side I only want you to see My favorite part of me And not my ugly side And not my ugly side So calm, ohh ooh And it's so calm And now it's dark I look for you to light my heart I'm between the moon and where you are I know I can't be far

It would simply say everything if you would Take a pen and write my name on a friend Who never cared to let me in. Then take a fast ravine that for Three years swimming straight upstream and the wind, The wind will drag me down in the end. You live inside my wall and I, I reach back, hit you harder than God falls Christ, amen, amen, amen. You're such a line to break and I'm, I'm so scared to make another mistake in the end But I just want to be happy again. Until it all falls down, And where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say And with a broken heart and a straight face I'm saying, "Brother, help me!" It's just a natural phase that I, I go through and then it's taken away And then bam, bam, I'm fixed. (I'm fixed, I'm fixed, I'm fixed.) And I'm in another place to be where I, I can't sleep without the thought of me Being so, so damn sick. (I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm sick) But take this song, take this song away Until it all falls down, And where does that leave me? With things, things, I've got so many things to say And with a broken heart and a straight face And he says "Reach for the girl, Reach for the girl and hold her close. Believe you can shine when you're silver, And I promise you gold, I promise you gold. And whenever you're dark inside, Don't let go, no, don't let go. Remember there's rain and there's candy And Christmasy winter snow. And remember I love you the same And I'll strangle your pain." And he tells me to sing, and I sing, And I sing for my brother who keeps me sane And tells me everything will be okay. I'm so alone God, I'm so alone I'm so alone I'm alone

So there she stood in front of me with eyes painted bluer Than the first day of the summer and the last sight of the moon As the stars fell all around her what an astonishing view That took away the last breathe ever shared between two And as I reached into her mouth with open eyes to see it all I felt the comfort of her lips pressed to me up against the wall A wall of history and past lives that we hung within a frame It was the first day of forever and I never was the same I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun So we let the silence speak for us we stood there in the wind So I could read her like the blind read brail the goosebumps on her skin Like a fever breaking all around her white dress in the rain It was the first day of forever and I never was the same I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun Lay with me, we don't need anything But who we are And I'll never let you go (Lay with me) And who we are (We don't need anything) I will never leave you (Who we are) Standing right in front of you I see who I am I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun I never knew this side of me I never felt like this before You make my heart go bang And I know that we've only begun I never knew this side of me (Lay with me) I never felt like this before (We don't need anything) You make my heart go bang (Who we are) I see who I am I never knew this side of me (I never knew this side of me) I never felt like this before (I never felt like this before) You make my heart go bang I say I see who I am (Lay with me We don't need anything But who we are)

The first born, my heart will call Truly A God-like boy of the sky The fog hissed away like a movie And serpents go home for the night The thundercloud rain hits the freeway And the clowns put on makeup for show The nightfall, my skin crawl kind of evening Yeah how the wind she blows And how the wind she blows But I want you to come closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer Come in closer, in closer Well come dancing with devils Need not know their name But we'll waltz like an army For the fear of our pain And our souls become useless As the day they were born In a rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm But still, the truth remains lethal A lie made by man Where my shoes become hammers And my words become sand I'm like a sour patch, a wedding batch Of roses you threw across my floor In the rusted arm rocking chair Away from your storm But I want you to come closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer I want you to come in closer Please in closer Ooh-ohh, Ooh-ooh I really do Come in closer, come in close Come in closer, come in closer Come in closer, come in closer Just Come in closer, in closer I want you to, I want you to, I want you to Just to come in closer, in closer Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh, Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh la-di-da-di-da (He cheated on me with this other woman)

I'm like a storm cloud eager when to go wild Calm again I ask permission for the wrong to win Drop the bomb and get your story out and get it on In a haze, the beginning of your days Going to fall down Got to get back up, but at your own pace Get to fill your cup and find the way Out of your own maze Yeah boy... What you said now! And hide the rule book throw it in the waste Look strong Like you belong... Cause you do belong Whether right or wrong... You belong Cause, I'm on your side... If you fail, at least you tried To keep your aching, celebrating, Wonder making heart alive. . Yeah. And pride... Don't keep it all inside Don't keep your aching, celebrating, Wonder making heart alone... Write your own song. What ever happened to our inner glow? What ever happened to the song, the soul, the me, I used to know? What ever happened to my radio? What ever happened to my song? It is my song. So here's a preview. shove it under old/new Or call it rock, or pop, or Bach, or fuck... Goddamn! Where did we go wrong? Now there's a category for every song Yeah, we only want to sing when we want to Yeah, we only want a dream we can flaunt to Yeah, we only want to fly by the side, making love To the rhythm, be a Jeckyl and a Hyde Yeah, we only want a field we can run through Yeah, we only want a beat we can drum to Yeah, we only want to fly by the side, making love To the rhythm, be a Jeckyl and a Hyde So stride... if you fail, at least you tried To keep your aching, celebrating Wonder making heart alive And pride... Don't keep it all inside Don't keep your aching, celebrating Wonder making heart alone Write your own song. What ever happened to our inner glow? What ever happened to the song, the soul, the me, I used to know? What ever happened to my radio? What ever happened to the song? It is my song. Gonna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya, write your own song Gronna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya we're all gonna wake up strong Ya, we're writing our own song Yeah, we only want to sing when we want to Yeah, we only want a dream we can flaunt to Yeah, we only want to fly by the side, making love To the rhythm, be a Jeckyl and a Hyde Whatever happened to our innerglow? (Yeah, we only want a beat we can drum to) Whatever happened to the song, the soul, the me I use to know? Whatever happened to my radio? (Yeah, we only want a dream we can flaunt to) Whatever happened to the song? (Makin love to the rhythm, be a Jeckyl and a Hyde) Whatever happened to our innerglow? (Gonna wake up strong, yeah we're all gonna wake up strong) Whatever happened to the song, the soul, the me I use to know? (Gonna wake up strong, yeah we're all gonna wake up strong) Whatever happened to my radio? (Gonna wake up strong, yeah we're all gonna wake up strong) Whatever happened to the song? (Gonna wake up strong, yeah we're all gonna wake up strong)