You (feat. Jessi Alexander Stewart) - Shaggy

I've been tryin' so hard to survive Sometimes I think that I wanna die I feel so fucking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life So I keep all the pain to myself Losin' faith, but nobody can tell Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me So I pretend I'm fine If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the shit my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry, but I need you, oh If you only knew I wish I was somebody else I'm constantly overwhelmed Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends It's a silent cry for help I wanna get better, I want you to know That I can't do this on my own If you only knew What my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh If you only knew All the shit my brain is puttin' me through You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight I'm sorry, but I need you, oh Take me outta this hell Oh, somebody help Take me outta this hell Oh, I'm not myself I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight I'm too sad to cry, but I want to Oh, if you only knew

I'm anxious, kinda sad Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had Spending days just on my phone Wondering where it all went wrong I'm nervous, pretty wired I said your name too much now my lungs got tired Thinking maybe I'm to blame I just need someone to hate Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong I know it's messed up, kinda bad But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that I'd be angry instead of numb Dammit who have I become? Oh, oh, oh, oh You made this so damn hard for me You and your goddamn honesty It got me thinking I wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong Ahh Wish you did something wrong Ahh But you did nothing wrong In the middle of the night I start to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life, oh Cuz you're the best I had And I keep running back like a goddamn fool tryna change your mind You were all mine Can't believe I Wish you woulda cheated And smashed my heart to pieces I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving I wish you were the villain, a psycho with no feelings So how do I move on? When you did nothing wrong

I still remember the night that I met you The sound of your laugh That never left me But go and I'll try to meet someone new Now that something that I've forgotten completely It's all I want How am I supposed to go out and find love again? Only know what it is 'Cause you showed me it exists How am I supposed to feel all the things that we felt but with somebody else? Knowing you exist I never say, I wish I had never met you But sometimes, I think it would be easier Than spending my days just tryna forget you In every new face, I only see yours It's all I want How am I supposed to go out and find love again? Only know what it is 'Cause you showed me it exists How am I supposed to feel all the things that we felt but with somebody else? Knowing you exist Somewhere out there without me Do you still think about me? Can't say how much it kills me Just knowing you exist Somewhere I'll never reach ya I hate how much I need ya No one will ever be you How am I supposed to go out and find love again? Knowing you exist How am I supposed to feel all the things that we felt but with somebody else? Knowing you exist

There's a dive bar in Daytona With a couple names on a wall Right between go gators and an old phone number For a good time call There's a corn field in Vidalia With some BFGoodrich tracks That old radio playin' Copperhead Road 'Til the sky turned black That was us in a two-ton Chevy Can't help but smile when I'm lookin' back now Two kids tearin' up a little small town Thought we had it all figured out Runnin' wild like a Tennessee river Little reckless and a little hell bound We were tailgate talkin' 'bout forever Like our boots had nеver hit the ground And at the еnd of that trail of cans and a cloud of dust Baby, that was us There's a worn-out track on a jukebox An old Keith Whitley song You spurn me around that old dance floor All night long And a rope burn on an old oak tree Hangin' high over Miller Creek Lord, I was scared to death But boy, you could talk me into anything Yeah, you could That was us in a two-ton Chevy Can't help but smile when I'm lookin' back now Two kids tearin' up a little small town Thought we had it all figured out Runnin' wild like a Tennessee river Little reckless and a little hell bound We were tailgate talkin' 'bout forever Like our boots had never hit the ground At the end of that trail of cans and a cloud of dust Baby, that was us Baby, that was us That was us in a two-ton Chevy Can't help but smile when I'm lookin' back now Two kids tearin' up a little small town Thought we had it all figured out Runnin' wild like a Tennessee river Little reckless and a little hell bound We were tailgate talkin' 'bout forever Like our boots had never hit the ground At the end of that trail of cans and a cloud of dust (yeah) We left our mark on everything we touched Baby, that was us (baby, that was us, mmm) Baby, that was us