Wish I Was Better - Kina

All in all I don't know what to believe But I told my friends I'm not sure if they're real And I'm peering in mirrors for proof that I'm here Half in half out of this broken machine Sick to the bone with some spectral disease Came back from the void with the void still in me Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Watching my life on a de-tuned TV The pictures I see are just shapes on a screen Come shake me out of my slow motion dream Here comes another day lost within the fade out And I'm freaking out Don't let this be what I'm about, I'm about Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh How I wish I was here How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Oh All it would take, is a whisper or a kiss To seal my fate, within the abyss Anesthesia All is seeing, self-deceiving I'll find a way home A way home How I wish I was here How I wish I was here Acid mother Resin father I am blind

This one is for you You look so pretty on that stage And you don't even have to think about it And if you do, it doesn't show everywhere you go You're at home, I'm in love and in envy of you Ooh-ooh, how they adore you Ooh-ooh, I adore you And I pray, pray you never lose your star I'm so proud, proud of all that you are I wish it was me I wish it was me You're so much better at everything I sink lower in my chest, no compares I adore you Ooh-ooh, I adore you I came first but you're ahead Ahead beyond your years People try, try to learn this thing you've always been I wish it was me I wish it was me When you pray you're answered You walk through life just like a dancer If I had my way, every day would be your parade When you pray you're answered You walk through life just like a dancer If I had my way, every day would be your parade Ooh, I adore you Ooh, I adore you And I pray, pray you never lose your star I'm so proud, proud of all that you are Ooh, I wish it was me I wish it was me