Mmmh You do not You do not It's the thing in your thighs when you're lonely at night Scroll though your phone, getting high off the light Numb in your chest when you close the blinds Repose in time, and you tell yourself you're fine, but you Sabotage the things you love the most Camouflage, so you can feed the lie that you're composed This is the voice in your head that says, "You do not want this" This is the ache that says, "You do not want him" This is the glimmer of light that You're keeping alive when you tell yourself, "Bet I could fuck him" Why do you need love so badly? Bet it's because of her daddy Bet she was brutal and bratty, bet that she'll never be happy I bet that you're right, and I'll show you in time, but I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed I've got a monster inside me that eats personality types She is constantly changing her mind on the daily Think that she hates me, I'm feeling it lately Might have to trick her and treat her to 70 capsules or fly to a castle So at least we could say that we died being traveled Cultured and flattered, and then I could trap her But what does it matter? "You do not want this" This is the voice in her head that says,"You do not want him" This is that space in your bed that says, "Bet I could fuck him" Isn't it lonely? These are the standards to which you could hold me Think that you know me You think that you could if you hold me Think you could try to console me But I do not know me, no I do not know me 'Cause I, 'cause I Sabotage the things I love the most Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed ("You do not want this") Sabotage the things I love the most ("You do not want this") Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed "You do not want this" "You do not want this" "You do not"

Hands over my face while I play along Vision just as clear with my eyes closed For a language only you and I know, I know Don't know where we're heading but we're so close, so close Dancing on the edge of something beautiful So stay with me now My heart is calling out Just say that you want me now Say that you want me now Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers Intensity so high off the Richter scale Trembling so hard, let it ricochet Trying to keep composure while the ground shakes, earthquake Hanging onto every word that you say, you say Rushing on the edge of something beautiful So stay with me now My heart is calling out Just say that you want me now Say that you want me now Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing Need you to hit me with it hard, hard Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing You got me out here in the dark Tip of your tongue don't know why you still holding back (Quit with all the Chinese whispers) I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing You got me out here in the dark Tip of your tongue don't know why you still holding back (Quit with all the Chinese whispers) Why don't you Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers Set it off, scream it out Quit with all the Chinese whispers I see you talking But I'm hearing nothing Need you to hit me with it hard, hard Spit it out, say it loud Stop with all the Chinese whispers

Across valleys folding, across waters frozen Across the time between my dawn and your setting sun These are stories blowin', these words tender showin' How can I touch the shape of wing-binding's falling 'way Oh tongue, set you free, and oh mind let it be Oh land, teach me how to lay in the storming wind Across hearts aching, across skies a-breaking Across the time between our suns I'm lost in your stars By the light of the dark moon Just be as you are, just do as you do By grace and devotion By lettin go, lettin go overything By breath as it takes you By the light of the dark moon I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars Two-toned, moment wide, breathing, stay with it I aim for the place between all longing and letting be Speaking honeywine, making wishes star-side These are the arrows in the battle of becoming Make me a warrior hummingbird, disarming You be a compass to guide this flight Take me surrendered, fill me to spilling over The roots of this endless sky I'm lost in your stars By the light of the dark moon Just be as you are, just do as you do By grace and devotion By lettin go, lettin go overything By breath as it takes you By the light of the dark moon I'm lost in your stars... I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars By the light of the dark moon Just be as you are, just do as you do By grace and devotion By lettin go, lettin go overything By breath as it takes you By the light of the dark moon I'm lost in your stars... I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars I'm lost in your stars

Baby this place is crazy We gotta hold on, we gotta stand up tall And when the fire it tries to change us we let it in Quicksand becoming fountain, becoming open, becoming joy and pain Into the ocean, this holy moment you dive in But take a look at me now I am a shadow dancing with light I am a freedom falling like rain I am the love you gave I'm comin' on down the bend, ain't nothin gonna stop me now Whenever I call your name you come in like a waterfall And I'm singin' you through the night, on every breath you've given I'm ridin' on waves of time, makin' my way, makin' my way... Error becoming pious, becoming righteous, becoming fallen grace Into this garden we're cast as children to begin Listen: the winds are changing, The water's rising, the compass points us home And are we movin', and are we choosin' to stay awake But take a look at me now I am a wild wind in the night I am a letting go of the reigns I am the love you gave I'm comin' on down the bend, ain't nothin gonna stop me now Whenever I call your name you come in like a waterfall And I'm singin' you through the night, on every breath you've given I'm ridin' on waves of time, makin' my way, makin' my way...

Hum Inside my heart a little while Come closer with the honey of your song Your dance is a code is a pathway to what's given I am learning how to listen Hum Inside my heart a little while From you comes the honey of my song Tender to the tendrils blooming color taste and longing for You who kiss the petals of my reach Our minds send us farther than our legs can carry us But your flight weaves the membrance of our step So we give our voices So we give our voices to the ones who've left us So we give our voices To the ones who cry in silence So we give our voices So we give our voices to the ones who's speech is Runnin' under soil beneath... So we give our voices So we give our voices to the ones who've left us So we give our voices To the ones who cry in silence So we give our voices So we give our voices to the ones who's speech is Runnin' under soil beneath... Subtle in... Subtle as your flutter beat lung beat run beat Hum... Hum Inside my heart a little while