When I'm Small - Phantogram

When you're big and troubles seem so far You put your belly up to the bar Squint your eyes, you can almost miss the dirt You tell yourself it couldn't hurt But when you're small You can't walk down the hall When you're small You're not very big at all When you're low, you reach a certain point Where you can't really see the point You can try, but you can't see eye to eye Yet when you're low then you really know But when you're high It's easier to fight When you're high You don't have to know why When you're small You don't have very far to fall When you're small You feel like you belong When you're small You can curl into a ball When you're small No you're not very big at all

I only smoke when I drink I only drink when I'm lonely I numb myself when I think I'm not the one that your holding. When I remember the time You said you were mine And I was your prize And you were my Romeo I only smoke when I drink I only drink when I'm lonely I only cuss when I'm mad I'm only mad when I hate you I only cry when I'm sad I'm only sad cause I miss you And then I lay in my bed With somebody new And he doesn't hold me like you used to do I only cuss when I'm mad I'm only mad when I hate you And every time that I come here to this bar Oh, I smoke and I drink I cuss and I fight Itchin every inch of this broken heart I only flirt when I'm drunk I'm drunk cause I want attention I'm substituting your love With just another addiction Oh I ain't proud of my self It's bad to my health But I'm blaming you, The one who destroyed me I only smoke when I drink I only drink I'm lonely I only smoke when I drink I only drink I'm lonely

If I am caught up wanting you to be everything you said you would be for me Knowing that nothing we shared was real I guess forever's just a temporary feel You won't be happy til my back's off the wall so you can kick my feet from under me and love while I fall You won't be happy til my back is up off the wall you can kick my feet from under me and love while I fall You're the reason I fall But you never see We shared each other's bodies a few hundred times And here we are pretending we don't know each other's faces We shared each other's bodies a few hundred times and here we are pretending we don't know each other's faces You like me more when I am broken is that why you just try to hurt me You had your mouth full of forever's Forever's for me when I'm weak Forever's for me when I'm weak Here we are, here we are, here we are, here we are, here we are, here we are, here we are here we are, here we are, it's hard for you, its hard isn't it? It can't be you though must be everybody else, everybody else, everybody you know Break me down piece by piece I know that you like it wait till my lungs are on their last breath then go and strike it Break me down piece by piece I know that you like it wait till my lungs are on their last breath then go and strike it Break me down piece by piece I know that you like it wait till my lungs are on their last breath then go and strike me down, Then go and strike me down You love me more when I'm broken What does that say about you? What does that say about you? Think about it, I don't think you want me, As much as you wanna say that you had me No you don't even want me, You just wanna say that you had me, had me, had me should have gotten me, You're without me Should have gotten me, You're without me. When I'm broken, you just me when I'm broken, don't you? When I'm broken, you just me when I'm broken, don't you?

Night's still young Time for fun We gon' party till we see the sun These weary eyes I keep them wide I'm gon' party till I lose my mind Wearing the same shirt But they don't know about it (Waking up) Woke up and came here They don't know about it (I'm waking up) Head fucking hurts Ain't do nothing about it (Let's get fucked up) It don't really matter Girl I'll let you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk I'm gon' call you just to tell you I don't give a fuck It's a third time I guess you ain't picking up I don't really mind I don't need you to have fun ya Girl I think you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk Cuz I sent you messages to say I won't give up No it ain't me crying I think you messed it up You just heard me partying text me when I wake up Gimme a gimme a Gimme a break Who said I don't said I don't Remember my name I know it's Monday But it's ok Talk about her one more time Shoot me in the head Gimme back gimme back Gimme my phone I ain't gon' calling nobody no more Swear I don't swear I don't Feel alone Need another round of shots Let's go Wearing the same shirt But they don't know about it (Waking up) Woke up and came here They don't know about it (I'm waking up) Head fucking hurts Ain't do nothing about it (Let's get fucked up) It don't really matter Girl I'll let you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk I'm gon' call you just to tell you I don't give a fuck It's a third time I guess you ain't picking up I don't really mind I don't need you to have fun ya Girl I think you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk Cuz I sent you messages to say I won't give up No it ain't me crying I think you messed it up You just heard me partying text me when I wake up Girl I'll let you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk (More sober when I'm drunk) I'm gon' call you just to tell you I don't give a fuck It's a third time I guess you ain't picking up (More sober when I'm drunk) I don't really mind I don't need you to have fun ya Girl I think you know that I'm more sober when I'm drunk (More sober when I'm drunk) Cuz I sent you messages to say I won't give up No it ain't me crying I think you messed it up (More sober when I'm drunk) You just heard me partying text me when I wake up

When you're smiling, when you're smiling The whole world smiles with you When you're laughing, when you're laughing The sun comes shining through But when you're crying, you bring on the rain So stop your sighing, be happy again Keep on smiling, 'cause when you're smiling The whole world smiles with you When you're crying, you bring on the rain So stop your sighing, be happy again Keep on smiling, 'cause when you're smiling The whole world smiles with you

If I told you you'd think I was crazy, yeah I'm the sun and the moon and the stars I'm the earth I'm the water you walk on, yeah I'm the sun and the moon and the stars Dead guy I wanna see the light What's on the other side Will that satisfy me? Right now I see a million miles Feel like the holy child And let the night keep rolling Isn't it exciting? What am I gonna do? Feels oh so inviting Just what you wanted to Is this what you wanted? Mister Impossible No time for deciding Mister Impossible Mister Impossible Mister Impossible Red sky And now I see your eyes Its gonna be all right It's so electrifying Right now my mind is opened wide My heart is satisfied The light is overflowing Isn't it exciting? What am I gonna do? Feels oh so inviting Just what you wanted to Is this what you wanted? Mister Impossible No time for deciding Mister Impossible Mister Impossible Mister Impossible If I told you you'd think I was crazy, yeah I'm the sun and the moon and the stars I'm the earth I'm the water you walk on, yeah I'm the sun and the moon and the stars Mister Impossible Mister Impossible

It's just a line Line that I feel That's splitting me apart I should belong And ain't it lonely Living all the time? When everybody dies And then I close my eyes 'Cause it's a new day And I've got new ways Of turning into stone Yeah, it's a new day And I've got new ways Of turning into stone Oh, Mister Hyde I'm bringing you to life And rolling back my eyes Unconscious mind Take me for a ride Destroy the man inside I should belong It's just a line That's splitting me apart It's just a line It's just a line It's just a line That's splitting me apart It's just a line It's just a line It's just a line And ain't it lonely Living all the time? Yeah, it's lonely ('cause it's a new day) And ain't it lonely (and I've got new ways) Living all the time? (Of turning into stone) Well, it's lonely (well, it's a new day) Well, ain't it lonely (and I've got new ways) Living all the time? (Of turning into stone) Yeah, it's lonely (yeah, it's a new day) Well, ain't it lonely (and I've got new ways) Living all the time? (Of turning into stone) Well, ain't it lonely?