Vivaldi (feat. Mariana BO) [Extended Mix] - Timmy Trumpet

I can't give up on myself There's more to life than this There's more to this disgusting path that keeps me far from home This time I'll do things right Now I'm holding the knife That once sat comfortably under my skin This world cannot take what is left of me I struggle to live but hope soon will set me free Falling along the way only to serve as lessons learned It's hard to rid yourself from the pain That has had the chance to become part of you The poisonous strands of this disease Attach themselves to every strand inside of your body And consume every living piece until you're barely alive Memories of the past haunt you and infiltrate the wiring of your brain Until all that is left is the ability to Relive, regret, and repeat them constantly You walk the earth searching for the antidote An escape, like a wraith, awaiting faith Impatiently scratching at the doors of silence Then it leaves you hanging from a thread And laughs as your attempts to breathe in life Mimics a sucking chest wound Ending in nothing but desolation, suffocation, aspiration On the dark matter that you can't escape from Bury me under the weight of the dreams you couldn't reach Take it out on me Stay with me, there's more to this than we can see Take it out on me Like holding fire to skin Blistering heat begins to show who I've become Melting away my mistakes Only to drown in all that still remains I have been tested beyond what I could ever take I thought I'd never make Make it out alive But I'm still standing Until I find the peace that I've been longing for This world cannot take what is left of me I struggle to live but hope soon will set me free Falling along the way only to serve as lessons learned Bury me under the weight of the dreams you couldn't reach Take it out on me Stay with me, there's more to this than we can see Take it out on me