Last thing I remember I stopped short falling apart With nothing but the moonlight To fend off the dark this time And I can't call my friends I mean like, what if they pick up? Though I'm up to my neck in quicksand I wouldn't definitely say that I was stuck Told them I'll be making waves But haven't made a ripple in a pond And secretly I knew it all along But can I pay for it later? I was trying to be somebody else I'm sorry now I'm sorry now I'm looking in from the outside Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright" I got lost somehow It doesn't matter now Climb a mountain tell no one I live under a rock, just outside rock bottom I'd like to see me dig my way out of this one I mean, you get it but, you don't really get it You've never won Am I the only one still playing by the rules? And does quick and unsteady always lose? I can't believe that it's up to me to choose Just bury it beneath the other ones Lying in my bed, I just wanna go home Can I pay for it later? I was trying to be somebody else I'm sorry now I'm sorry now I'm looking in from the outside Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright" I got lost somehow Doesn't matter now Can I pay for it later? I'm a wannabe nobody I'm sorry now I'm sorry now I'm looking in from the outside Dunno how it feels to be "doing alright" I got lost somehow Doesn't matter now