Top Gun

I put my feet to the ground I took my chance but started running out Of what I thought I would keep Some type of normalcy The walls I built in-between (Grow higher) I thought handled it clean Turns out it's not what it seems Nobody cares what it means (I figured out) Right back on the broken track I don't wanna be alone Waiting for my time to go Sink down, all around it's the will I lack Waiting for myself to see It's harder than I thought it'd be Make a list There's a lot of things I don't want to miss In-between All that goes unseen It's for the best I guess That's a lie to me Caught inside a mess I don't want It's become routine I put the pieces in place But once again I'll make the same mistakes Forcing down the things I always wanna say For the sake of comfortability But what's the point of all that comfort brings When you don't understand it's a plan to only try not keep Chased down, all around, got me still attached More than I would even know, more than I would like to show Lose track, I relapse, it's control I lack I don't wanna be without it anymore, I just want it back Make a list There's a lot of things I don't want to miss In-between All that goes unseen It's for the best I guess That's a lie to me Caught inside a mess I don't want It's become routine It's probably for the best, I give this all a rest Go take some time, to try and clear my mind It's probably for the best, I give this all a rest Go take some time, to try and clear my fucking mind