Tones and I

Free I wasn't born to be an angel I cut my feet along the road But it reminds me of the days where I was happy Playin' games with neighbours kids I hardly know And they say, I was born to be a suspect I carry all the fault And it still bothers me the way I wait about it But I had to leave, you know I had to go And I knew in time I'd find the end to all the answers And I knew in time I'd find I'd carried all the pain But I knew in time I'd find a way to just forgive myself To forgive myself for leavin' you that way But now I'm free, my darlin' But now I'm free, my darlin', my darlin' But now I'm free, my darlin' Now I'm free (I'm free, my darlin', I'm free, my darlin'), my darlin', my darlin' And I'm ashamed of all the things you ever said I've done Oh, I promise you that I'm ashamed about it But you never took the blame, no, no, no, not even once Well I carry mine alone and drink about it And I was reaching for your hand, I would look you in the eye I was layin' on the floor, I was fightin' for my life But you never took the blame while I still carry mine, I But now I'm free, my darlin' Now I'm free, my darlin', my darlin' And since I went away, yeah, I know you think about us But you haven't got the head and heart to show it Oh, but it wasn't only you, yeah, I was angry too So I'll take my bow and I'll accept my moment And I knew in time I'd find the end to all the answers And I knew in time I'd find I'd carried all the pain But I knew in time I'd find a way to just forgive myself To forgive myself for leavin' you that way I'm free, my darlin', I'm free, my darlin' I'm free, my darlin', I'm free I'm free, my darlin', I'm free, my darlin' (darlin', darlin', darlin') I'm free, my darlin', I'm free I'm free, my darlin', I'm free, my darlin' I'm free, my darlin', I'm free I'm free, my darlin', I'm free, my darlin' I'm free, my darlin', I'm free (let me be free)

I get lost sometimes, I get lost sometimes But if you ask, I say I'm doing just fine On those days, on those days On most, on those days, on bad days I got no peace of mind, got no peace of mind The only hold in me is a hand and head on both sides On those days, on bad days, on those On those days, on bad days I feel like I've been lost forever Yeah, I feel like I've been lost at sea And don't you try to find me 'Cause the tide has pulled me deep And I don't wanna live forever in the sea The tide keeps pulling me away from who I used to be And I don't wanna go 'cause I think I might just be The only person living in the sea I get stressed sometimes, I'm a mess sometimes Tryna sleep, but I'm awake straight most nights On those days, on those days On most, on those days, on bad days I try to close my eyes, but I can feel those tides Making sure I'm going, scrolling up tight now On those days, on those days On those, on those days, on bad days I feel like I've been lost forever Yeah, I feel like I've been lost at sea And don't you try to find me 'Cause the tide has pulled me deep And I don't wanna live forever in the sea The tide keeps pulling me away from who I used to be And I don't wanna go 'cause I think I might just be The only person living in the sea They say I don't, I don't see the world like I But I keep rolling, rolling on 'Cause I am never happy with enough Until I'm drownin' from it all And they say I don't, I don't see the world like I But I keep rolling, rolling on 'Cause I am never happy with enough Until I'm drownin' from it all And I don't wanna live forever in the sea The tide keeps pulling me away from who I used to be (used, oh) And I don't wanna go 'cause I think I might just be The only person living in the sea, oh The only person living in the sea, mmh The only person living in the sea

I'm so sick of hearin' old sad songs 'Cause it makes me think of you And I'm so sick of knowing that you're gone But the sad songs help me through We could've been the greatest, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh We could've been the greatest, oh-oh, woah-oh-oh But now the sad songs help me through I don't understand the way it happened I guess I take these things for granted I don't think that you take advantage And now you're gone, I'm in a panic The way we ask, the way we take things The highs and lows, the way we break these The fast and slow, the road we make seems To lead us back to the same faces Now I don't wanna turn the radio on But I'll feel better when I hear a sad song Nothing's worst than the cold feeling you're gone But I'll do better when the radio, radio I'm so sick of hearin' old sad songs 'Cause it makes me think of you And I'm so sick of knowing that you're gone But the sad songs help me through We could've been the greatest, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh We could've been the greatest, oh-oh, woah-oh-oh But now the sad songs help me through And I don't understand the way it happened I guess I take these things for granted I don't think that you took advantage But now you're gone, I'm in a panic The way we ask, the way we take things The highs and lows, the way we break things The fast and slow, the road we make seems To lead us back to the same faces Now I don't wanna turn the radio on But I'll feel better when I hear a sad song Nothing's worst than the cold feeling you're gone But I'll do better when the radio, radio I'm so sick of hearin' old sad songs 'Cause it makes me think of you (radio, radio) And I'm so sick of knowing that you're gone But the sad songs help me through (sad songs) We could've been the greatest, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh We could've been the greatest, oh-oh, woah-oh-oh But now the sad songs help me through Now I don't wanna turn the radio on But I'll feel better when I hear a sad song Nothing's worst than the cold feeling you're gone But I'll do better when the radio, radio's on

Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this, I am not okay And they say, maybe I should learn a little thing about depression Like crying to a stranger's gonna help me with progression And I don't wanna take it, I don't wanna learn my lesson All I really want is just the love and the affection And they don't understand a single word that I am saying All they wanna do is put me on some medication It's hard for me to open up, it's hard for me to say shit Writing all this music's like my form of meditation And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this, I am not okay So, I thought, what's the point in trying if I cannot find a reason? I'm lying to myself, I got a problem with believing Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving 'Cause I've been tryna hide that I've been falling off the deep end We're posting happy photos like we have two different faces Writing "Take me back to this" from when we're on vacation Doesn't help me fill this hole of loneliness I'm facing Like 20 likes a post supposed to be the one salvation And ooh-ooh, they've come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I've got this feeling and I can't pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can't shake this, I am not okay, ooh-ooh

Johnny was a young boy, he liked playing at the park And Johnny said, oh-ooh, dad can you take me now? Johnny was young, never hurt no-one, too early for that He was at the park, he met a boy named Jimmy He's a cutie And he chose him, oh Take my heart, take my soul Share my crayons, share my goals His daddy walked by with a sigh Said Johnny sit by my side I'm gonna give you the best advice You've ever heard in your life See that boy named Jimmy, yeah, he's a cutie But no-no, Johnny, no-no, no-no, ah-ah, ow Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You get picked on by another Better go and run for cover Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You get picked on by another Better go and run for cover Johnny started high school at the front of the bus Some boys yelled, oh-oh-oh, man come sit with us Johnny found a seat with a boy named Pete and felt it again As he was trying to play pretend The feelings came rushing in And he thought Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You get picked on by another Better go and run for cover Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You get picked on by another Better go and run for cover And I don't want to talk about the trap, I've dreamed big Real big since I've been on daddy's lap Got my dreams by my side Keep them in my pocket so that when I get the chance I can rip it out and rock it It's like my golden ticket, it's the reason that I'm here Everybody has a dream, but they're frozen by fear We won't dance in the rain, we go and run for cover All that is to blame is getting picked on by another So we go and find someone that will love and support us Says they adore us, maybe fought for us Then, we forget about ambitions and decisions were changed I think that I was only seven when, oh Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You'll get picked on by another Better go and run for cover, yeah Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You'll get picked on by another Better go and run for cover Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You'll get picked on by another Better go and run for cover, nah, no, nah, no Johnny run away, run away, now, Johnny now You'll get picked on by another Better go and run for cover, nah, no, nah, no

I will go to sleep now With you on my mind Smiling at your attempts To shrink me to your size Review my life, define me It's all just in your eyes Nothing makes me weak now I've learned to survive I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be loved (I will be) I will be loved (I will be, I will be loved) I will be loved I've been gettin' out my mind, feel like I've been left behind and Nothin' over here defines me, come find me, oh Tryin' to escape the light, but I'm runnin' out of time and Nothin' over here defines me, come find me, oh Everything is open now, but I will never let it take me They will only know the fake me, I'm snakin' Was I ever really down? I don't understand this fighting Nothing over here excites me, come find me I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be loved (I will be) I will be loved (I will be, I will be loved) I will be loved Underestimate you now, but I will never let them break me They will only know the fake me, they thank me, oh But they will try to bring you down, I don't understand the fightin' Nothing over here excites me, come find me, oh No one gets to know your name, 'til death is better kept a secret Love is where the blood runs deepest, the steepest Who am I to throw you blame? Nothing really left inside me Nothing over here defines me, come find me I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be loved (I will be) I will be loved (I will be, I will be loved) I will be loved (I will be) I will be loved I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, greatest, greatest I will be the greatest, I will be the greatest