Thunder's Therapy - Nature Spirit Soundscapes

We live and we learn Even lessons we curved I'm still on a mission I'm still on a search Wasn't looking for love I was looking for lust You gave me your heart I fumbled your trust I'm asking for guidance lord please it's a must It's been a long time I've been slumped in this funk I need to wake up I need to shape up I want to get back to not giving a fuck All this bullshit got me living a muck I swear I'm glued got me feeling I'm stuck Used to it lately Ain't liking it much Holding on to my pain like it's a crutch Walking down memory lane like it's not gonna make me insane Yeah Go out to the club and get super fucked up just to get that shit out of my brain Yeah But I know that ain't the way to go There's A lot of different things I gotta do to grow Gotta get back on my shit and gotta kill these woes There's no time to fuck around I gotta let you know Yeah That I've been malnourished for long enough But it's been about me just stepping up Instead I failed to realize That shit when it mattered so I still cry But it's alright Cuz I'm ok All I gotta do Is find my own way But I'm really creating the shit I promise I ain't going back to faking the shit Yeah Cuz I really got a taste for this shit I promise I ain't going back to faking that shit Yeah I promise I ain't faking this shit Cuz Now I understand that I'm made for this shit Yeah Just keep it running I said I'm off it babe No reason for caution babe Just do what you want I don't give a fuck I already lost you babe I said I'm off it babe No reason for caution babe Just do what you want I don't give a fuck I already lost you baby