This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song The Christmas tree's on fire Santa's holding the lighter My parents are both liars I got gifts but want subscribers Thanks for the candy basket Oh God, another jacket My stocking's filled with acid Am I dreaming? What just happened? This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song My neighbors compete to see who Can put up more blinding lights The kids all wish away the month 'Cause they want presents in sight This year had Me so mad I've been bad Got coal that Is sitting under my tree I think that my Christmas has died This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song I guess everyday is Christmas when you this gifted (gifted) Accidentally went and manifested my whole wishlist (wishlist) And now to celebrate I'm getting twisted like the Grinch is (Grinch is) Making it rain, dear Lord, look how dripped the wrist is I noticed you out there in cold (they say) She bad she getting nothing but coal (three strikes) I'm out I should've probably bowled I guess it's just another holiday I'm spending alone (spending alone) When I was just a boy Christmas brought so much joy Couldn't wait for the presents and laughter I couldn't sleep late at night Looking for Santa with lights Those are the memories I still remember Then I became a man Lost sight of who I am But right in front of me was the answer 'Cause on Christmas I feel joy And I turn back to a boy The answer is to stay young forever This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song This is not a Christmas This is not a Christmas song

If you wanna know why I've been losing sleep Look in the mirror the same way you look at me Every time I spill my guts, and you don't believe Am I dramatic or dying? I guess we'll see This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase If you wanna know why I always hide what hurts Listen to what you say when I'm at my worst Every word is proof you're the one that's cursed (hmm) Will they kill me before you can ever learn? This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No It's not a trend, it's not a trick I'm not dramatic, I'm just sick I'm so afraid it's come to this A chance to save my life you'll miss (a chance to save my life you'll miss) This is not a phase (this is not a phase) No This is not a phase (this is not a phase) So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase I can't remember the last time I felt okay So if you think that it's so easy being me Live in my head for a day, and you'll see No This is not a phase

Making sense of all the hidden facts Hit and run, that's the way it's made Sick and tired of all Neanderthals? Getting nowhere Getting nowhere Pretend to give a fuck? How can you pretend to give a fuck? When nothing seems to matter at all ... ... ... We fly on (?) empty shell We fly on (?) empty shell Find another way Show me Show me Find another way Show me Show me So far away So far away When I think it's there It...? So far away When I think it's there It's...? Blood, carry me away, show me my partner? x 5 Show me

People did not like that man Max Ernst. (The Blessed Virgin Chastises the Infant Jesus) He was so irrational Max Ernst. (Garden Airplane-Trap, Garden Airplane-Trap) The pleasures of the sight The pleasures of the flesh The vanities of life He loved them all. In the pretty house they go away. (In the pretty house, In the pretty house) In that pretty house they do not stay. (Not in the pretty house, Not in the pretty house) In the burning sea In the laughing lights In the luminous sea In the brash gold night In the turtle's head I blacked out fast. In the city's halls always it laughed. HA HA HA HA HA HA Dada Dada Dada...

The face at the window The features I know I try to escape but The world is too slow The question is big The question is wide I can't see around it I see only one side I hid from the heavens The heaviest sleep Deserve the unwanted When love is so deep Now I was touching you The pleasures are past And now there is only The houses we pass The dreams are all melting Only to reform Outside the heavens Where thoughts are reborn Where thoughts are reborn Where thoughts are reborn

It's not just a blink Or the following of an arm And it isn't just a flicker No it isn't just a flicker Oh, there's a look in your eyes That you can't explain Oh, there's a look in your eyes And when it slips through the rain Oh, there's a criss-crossed thinking (No it's not just a blink) There's a deeper tear (No it's not just a blink) From the house you live in (No it's not just a blink) There's a (?) you can't ignore (No it isn't just a flicker) There's a look in your eyes and it's two-thirds real It's the pulling of the undertow When you can't control the wheel It's not just a blink Or the following of an arm No it isn't just a flicker No it isn't just a flicker There's a look in your eyes That you can't explain There's a look in your eyes And it slips through the rain Underneath the gaze Underneath the gaze Underneath the guise Underneath the guise Underneath the gaze Underneath the guise Underneath it goes away

First she says Why mince modes? If you feel like a patient why not dress like one? Then she says Why can't I sleep? Between icy wet white sheets for three days And sink down deeper than dreams Oh, I'd love that I'd be a mineral deposit A ball of mica inside a rock I'd be a mineral deposit A ball of mica inside a rock Then there'd be no whistles, no radios No screams Then there'd be no whistles, no radios No screams First she says Why mince modes? If you feel like a patient why not dress like one? Then she says Why can't I sleep? Between icy wet white sheets for three days And sink down deeper than dreams What could I say to that? What could I say to that? What could I say to that? What could I say to that? What could I say to that? What could I say to that?

There was once a special book It got changed by fascist crooks (Save me please for I am weak) There once was a great idea Now they water it down to fizz (Save me please for I am weak) (Save me please for I'm a sheep) Well I suppose it's human nature, But when he said, Don't make an idol of me Don't make an idol of me Don't make an idol of me The Roman Empire never died (Save me I am not a goat) It just changed into the Catholic Church (Dionysis has cloven hooves) The Roman Empire never died (Devil horns are not on me, save me I am not a goat) Ha ha ha ha But when he said, Don't make an idol of me Don't make an idol of me Don't make an idol of me Plastic idols of me Plaster idols of me Don't make an idol of me He said, Well I walk the shores of Galilee (Walk the shores of Galilee) Where only the Spirit can talk to me He said, Well I walk the shores of Galilee On the desert sands and no one can touch me (Don't touch me no don't!) Oh No Oh No Oh No Oh No What's this? All these crimes Committed in my name Oh, well