theater D - MYTH & ROID

For a while I thought I fell asleep Lying motionless inside a dream Then rising suddenly I felt a chilling breath upon me She softly whispered in my ear Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me I waited painfully for night to fall again Trying to silence the fear within me Out of an ivory mist I felt a stinging kiss And saw a crimson stain on her lips I have to know your name Where have I seen your face before? My dear one, don't you be afraid Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me Take me far away Close your eyes And hold your breath To the ends of the earth Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Forsaken Fly away with me tonight Awaken Renew my life Now you are mine Give yourself up to me

Hey, you Hey, you I'm right here Conscience fading Can't get through Oh, Lord Helpless Confused Head swayed Eyes glazed And mine teared She's losing control What can I do? Her vacant eyes Black holes Am I losing you?

Hello, mirror So glad to see you my friend, it's been a while Staring at the empty page before me All the years of wreckage running through my head Patterns of my life I thought had torn me Revealing hurt for shame and deep lament Overwhelming sorrow now absorbs me As the pen begins to trace my darkest past Signs throughout my life that should have warned me Of all the wrongs I've done for which I must repent I once thought it better to regret Things that I have done, then haven't Sometimes you've got to be wrong Learn the hard way Sometimes you've got to be strong When you think it's too late Staring at the finished page before me All the damage now so clear and evident Thinking 'bout the dreaded task in store for me A bitter fear at the thought of my amends Hoping that the step will help restore me To face my past and ask for forgiveness Cleaning up my dirty side of this un-swept street Could this be the begin of the end I once thought it better to regret Things that I have done, then haven't Sometimes you've got to be wrong Learn the hard way Just when you're through hanging on You're saved If we are painstaking about this phase of our development We will be amazed before we are half way through We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace No matter how far down the scale we have gone We will see how our experience can benefit others That feeling of uselessness and self pity will disappear We will lose interest in selfish things And gain interest in our fellows Self seeking will slip away Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us We will intuitively know how to handle situations Which used to baffle us, we will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves Misinterpreted promises, we think Helping for any one's touch For that to portray, I'm sure You're only one You're only as sick as your secrets But the truth shall set you free The truth is the truth All you can do is live with it

'Love, just don't stare' He used to say to me Every Sunday morning The spider in the window The angel in the pool The old man takes the poison Now the widow makes the rules 'So speak, I'm right here' She used to say to me Not a word, not a word Judas on the ceiling The Devil in my bed I guess Easter's never coming So I'll just wait inside my head Like a scream but sort of silent Living off my nightmares Voices repeating me 'Feeling threatened? We reflect your hopes and fears.' Voices discussing me 'Others steal your thoughts They're not confined within your mind.' Thought disorder Dream control Now they read my mind on the radio But where was the Garden of Eden? I feel elated I feel depressed Sex is death, Death is sex Says it right here on my Crucifix Like a scream but sort of silent Living off my nightmares Voices protecting me 'Good behavior brings the Savior to his knees.' Voices rejecting me 'Others steal your thoughts They're not confined to your own mind.' "I don't wanna be here, 'Cause of my suffering, 'cause of my illness Only love is worth having Only love is what matters Loving every people on equal terms. " "You've got to know who you're dealin' with because, like a stranger, A-heh, just might come in through here with a gun... And then, what would you do? (Heh.)" "Everything is immaterial..." "'n' you know that reality is immaterial." "This is not reality..." I'm kneeling on the floor Staring at the wall Like the spider in the window I wish that I could speak Is there fantasy in refuge? God in politicians? Should I turn on my religion? These demons in my head tell me to I'm lying here in bed Swear my skin is inside out Just another Sunday morning Seen my diary on the newsstand Seems we've lost the truth to quicksand It's a shame no one is praying 'Cause these voices in my head keep saying... 'Love, just don't stare.' 'Reveal the Word when you're supposed to' Withdrawn and introverted Infectiously perverted 'Being laughed at and confused Keeps us pleasantly amused enough to stay.' Maybe I'm just Cassandra fleeting Twentieth century Icon bleeding Willing to risk Salvation To escape from isolation I'm witness to redemption Heard you speak but never listened Can you rid me of my secrets? Deliver us from Darkness? Voices repeating me 'Feeling threatened? We reflect your hopes and fears.' Voices discussing me Don't expect your own Messiah This neverworld which you desire Is only in your mind