The Weight of an Ocean - Francis Moon

Now the tide is rising, and I'm staring at the wake I get this feeling inside, and I think that it might be too late There's nothing left to confide in, the only thing concrete is this weight So I'm stuck here deciding how much more before I break I can't get out, no one's around To see me struggle for life, I'll stand alone and drown Will I be found or just forgot about? Yeah, yeah, you always pull me down And now my heart is sinking like a stone In ocean of its own You said I'd never be alone I guess I should've known I guess I should've known I'd be here alone On the bottom, alive, stuck in the undertow I hold my throat as the water chokes The silhouette of the sky I stare at from below Feeling there's a lot that I just gotta say Thought I had a shot, but you're caught in your ways Always was your plot, planned to cross me like a knot Rip my heart from its spot and toss it away Feeling like a rock when I dropped in the waves Keeping all my thoughts in a box, hid away Floating on the top while I drop to the bottom With the chains around me, locked to the block made of fate My heart is sinking like a stone In ocean of its own You said I'd never be alone I guess I should've known Woah, woah, sinking like a stone Woah, woah, in ocean of its own I thought you understood, I thought you were here for good I never thought you'd leave me here in a pool of my own blood I thought you understood, I thought you were here for good I never thought you'd leave me here in a pool of my own blood I thought that you'd understand You left me standing here reaching out my hand I thought that you'd understand I thought you'd understand, I thought you'd understand Woah, woah, I'm still standing here reaching out my hand Woah, woah, I thought you'd understand, I thought you'd understand My heart is sinking like a stone In ocean of its own You said I'd never be alone I guess I should've known Woah, woah, sinking like a stone Woah, woah, in ocean of its own

Feels like the weight of the world Like God in heaven gave me a turn Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you Still in the dark, can you fix me? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I used to be She's nothing to me Feels like the weight of the world Like all my screaming has gone unheard And oh, I know you don't believe in me Safe in the dark, how can you see? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I used to be If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I was If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I used to be