The Man I Used to Be - Ikaika

I'll always be the one who messed up Every time I will have your back just so you know Just want to hear the word The word that had me falling Smash the mirror cause don't like what it shows every time The storyline, mine was never been sold What am I supposed to do? What happens if I do it? Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find myself a way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am There could be something that I should fix But I don't know how Seems like I'm not attractive to you I don't mind Didn't ask you to turn back around Cause I'm used to it I don't know what's in my mind Want to feel like I'm in Las Vegas Find the best part of me In a starring role Maybe that can change your mind Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find myself a way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Oh yeah I don't care about all, and I don't know why How will I face it and Throughout all these things I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh It's just a wall that people have created But I want to break it down into dust Now I'm just a man with a broken heart Try to feel good in a mess Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find my self way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Oh yeah I don't care about all and I don't know why How will I face you and Who will save me now? I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh It's something that I used to be Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh

I'm sick of counting on my ribs Hollowed cheeks, I'm paper thin Making sure I'm never full So, I can stay this beautiful Traded all my happiness For nothing but emptiness I'm burdened, checking off the days Young and yet my body aches I don't know how much I can take I can't go on living this way It's time for her to fly away Sing something soft and slow A song that she used to know Lay her down in a bed of roses And make sure that lace dress fits Make sure her momma knows She's taking her pain when she goes It's only goodbye for a moment So, go on and close that lid Say "Goodnight," and just let her sleep No need to cry for the girl I used to be Make the coffin big enough To fit the boy she used to love Who never loved her half as much And tell her that her work is done Put the daisies on her chest And lay there good, rest Oh, sing something soft and slow A song that she used to know Lay her down in a bed of roses And make sure that lace dress fits Make sure her momma knows She's taking her pain when she goes It's only goodbye for a moment So, go on and close that lid Say "Goodnight," and just let her sleep No need to cry for the girl I used to be