The Few Things - JP Saxe

I thought you woulda called yesterday I said I didn't want you to but I still thought you would I don't know what I expected you to say But I turned 25 and had in my mind you'd be part of that in some way I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Trying not to think you'd love this This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I wonder how I crossed your mind I'm sure I did but I'm curious what the thought of me felt like Was it harder that you imagined it would be? 'Cause when I missed your 30th it almost fucking killed me I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Singing songs to you for strangers And trying not to think about you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you I'm halfway round the world with all these people Happy in a foreign language Where they don't know a thing about you I'm halfway round the world in Barcelona Tryna feel my world expanding Like none of it was built around you This wasn't supposed to be about you This wasn't supposed to be about you

Say no say no I'm tellin' myself But then I choose you over my mental health instead I know the reasons I know everything we said But pull me closer as you tell me them again You're looking less and less like a friend Friend But wait I'm scared you're scared But we're still going there Lady, I'm not prepared To need you everywhere I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else Say no say no I'm not ready for this So soon But maybe I don't know what ready really is With you Hips on my fingertips Lips getting used to this With your skin on my skin And your legs on my chest You look less and less like a friend Friend But wait I'm scared your scared But we're still going there Lady, I'm not prepared To need you everywhere I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else I've been fighting with myself But I lose every time I've been fighting with myself So I say something like "I don't know if I'm alright with this People say we could get hurt by this Don't you look at me that way Cause I'll forget every warning... Fuck let's just talk in the morning" I wish I wanted anybody else But don't stop Before I can't stop myself I say that I want to control this But deep down I hope that it's hopeless Don't stop I wish I wanted anybody else

I got your back no matter what Even if you fuck up I know you're just lookin' for love In the last place you left it I promise I'll get it I just don't wanna see you gettin' hurt again Goin' against the best advice of all your friends So let's pick up the conversation 'Bout how you deserve better I was happy when you left her And I really fuckin' hate her But I swear I'd make an effort If she made you happy But she doesn't make you happy She's hot and she's familiar, so you let her treat you badly I really can't strеss this enough It takes some timе, it hurts 'til it doesn't Lonely nights, they come by the dozen Everyone loves you, that's just it I promise that it's gonna get better than this It takes some time, but wait 'til it happens Someone better than you can imagine Everyone loves you, that's just it I promise that it's gonna get better than this I got your back no matter what Everybody's got their blind spots But you've been looking through 'em a lot You're distorting the memories And I can see you forgetting Why we wrote down "11 reasons not to fuck with her" She texts you once and now you're waiting up for her It takes some time, it hurts 'til it doesn't Lonely nights, they come by the dozen Everyone loves you, that's just it I promise that it's gonna get better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better than this) It takes some time, but wait 'til it happens (wait 'til it happens) Someone better than you can imagine (someone better than you can imagine) Everyone loves you, that's just it I promise that it's gonna get better than this Better than this, better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better than this) I promise that it's gonna get better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better than this) Better than this, better than this I promise that it's gonna get better I'm not tryna pressure But I was happy when you left her And I really fuckin' hate her But I swear I'd make an effort, if she made you happy But she doesn't make you happy She's hot and she's familiar, so you let her treat you badly I really can't stress this enough It takes some time It hurts 'til it doesn't (it hurts 'til it doesn't) Lonely nights, they come by the dozen (they come by the dozen) Everyone loves you, that's just it (that's just it) I promise that it's gonna get better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better) It takes some time, but wait 'til it happens (wait 'til it happens) Someone better than you can imagine (you can imagine) Everyone loves you, that's just it I promise that it's gonna get better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better) Better than this, better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better than this) I promise that it's gonna get better than this (I promise that it's gonna get better than this) Better than this, better than this (I promise that) I promise that it's gonna get better