Once I had my heroes Once I had my dreams But all of that is changed now They've turned things inside out The truth is not that comfortable, no And mother taught us patience The virtues of restraint And father taught us boundaries Beyond which we must go To find the secrets promised us, yeah That's when I reach for my revolver That's when it all gets blown away That's when I reach for my revolver The spirit fights to find its way A friend of mine once told me His one and only aim To build a giant castle And in it sign his name Cry and whispers sing in muted pain That's when I reach for my revolver That's when it all gets blown away That's when I reach for my revolver The spirit fights to find its way Tonight the sky is empty But that is nothing new Its dead eyes look upon us And they tell me we're nothing but slaves That's when I reach for my revolver (...but slaves) That's when I reach for my revolver That's when I reach for my revolver That's when I reach for my revolver That's when I reach for my revolver That's when I reach for my revolver

Brown liquor and black coffee Puts my headache off for now The hurt last night put on me Still spinnin' me around And now that I've a smoke Even though I can hardly breathe The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Another night of bad decisions There's one still layin' in my bed The bastard in me wishes He done woke up first and left And you'd think a girl on fire Would stay away from gasoline The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need Oh, the last thing I need is to need you like I do And the first thing I reach for is anything but you If I can keep away the lonely for a moment Well, that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need If I can keep away the lonely for a moment Well, that's good enough for me The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need The first thing I reach for is the last thing I need

Baby love, sometimes it's hard for me to tell you what I'm thinking of So I try to find a way that I can show you love What you mean to me It's not enough to give you everything that you were ever dreaming of I could never find a way that I could pay you love For all the things you do 'Cause when my life gets crazy The only one who comforts me is you, is you When I'm feeling all alone When I'm searching for someone I can run to I reach for you When I need a hand to hold Or a place where I can feel what love can do I reach for you Needing you is something that I've really gotten used to I can't imagine being here with no one else No one but you What I found is it doesn't get much better than when you're around Having you is all I really need when I get down You pull me through 'Cause when my life gets crazy The only one who comforts me is you When I'm feeling all alone When I'm searching for someone I can run to I reach for you When I need a hand to hold Or a place where I can feel what love can do I reach for you 'Cause when my life gets crazy The only one who comforts me is you When I'm feeling all alone When I'm searching for someone I can run to I reach for you When I need a hand to hold Or a place where I can feel what love can do I reach for you When I'm feeling all alone When I'm searching for someone I can run to I reach for you When I need a hand to hold Or a place where I can feel what love can do I reach for you When I'm feeling all alone When I'm searching for someone I can run to I reach for you By icing sugar