You look perfect when you wake up I'm the lucky man in your bed You wastin' time puttin' on makeup Don't know how it got in your head Things you think you need to change Things that keep us runnin' late Girl, that ain't what makes you a ten Your curls, your curves, your smile, your eyes Told you 'bout a million times But I'm 'bout to say it again You look amazing You look amazing Don't matter what you wear or what you do You turnin' heads in every room Don't know why you act so surprised You look amazing, every time You make me wanna pick a handful of wildflowers They remind me of you Natural beauty don't come from you spending hours God just gave it to you You look amazing You look amazing No matter what you wear or what you do You turnin' heads in every room Don't know why you act so surprised You look amazing, every time Ooh, ooh-ooh Those pretty eyes lookin' back at me Ooh, ooh-ooh If they could only see what I see You look amazing You look amazing No matter what you wear or what you do You turnin' heads in every room Don't know why you act so surprised You look amazing, every time

She's so picky But she don't ever know what she wants Yeah Girl, are you with me? Are you just leading me on? Yeah, yeah, yeah You always change your mind, you keep me guessing Girl, you know you're fine and this is stressful I know the elephant in the room needs addressing When you start undressing I forget it, we can get it on You put a little arch in your back Throw me outta wack She gonna get me coming right back Yeah, yeah, yeah She got everything that I lack Baby even got a fat ass Got an even bigger rack How she got it like that She's so picky She don't ever know what she wants Girl, are you with me? Are you just leading me on? (yeah, yeah, yeah) Remember back of the class I was gripping on your thighs Trying to get to third base You gon' have to let me slide Run that game to home plate We go half on a child, hold up Now you wanna change your mind? All that back and forth shit, baby You just can't decide Hell and I can't even flex Girl that make me feel alive Sorry you feel indifferent I'm really bad about listening Trust me baby I'm with you Just pull up and we can still kick it She's so picky She don't ever know what she wants Girl, are you with me? Are you just leading me on? Out of all the girls in all the world That I could ever love I get so lucky to find One that can't make up her mind Out of all the girls in all the world That I could ever love I get so lucky to find One that makes me feel alive She's so picky She don't ever know what she wants Girl are you with me? Are you just leading me on?

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah I'm so used to being broke (yeah) But not no more I'm buying all the things I never could afford (yeah) Like what the hell, top shelf We gonna toast tonight to temporary wealth Mama told me, "Baby, save it" Knowing me, I probably won't All this money in my pocket gotta go I'm so used to being broke, oh, oh, oh One, two, three Remember days, like just last week (yeah) There wasn't nothin' in the kitchen left to eat (yeah) Girl, what you want? (What you want?) Go pick it out (pick it out) My wallet looking bigger than my belly now Girl, what a shame (what a shame), they slept on me (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) They're coming back, and now they crawling on their knees Ain't nothing changed, same old me (yeah, yeah, yeah yeah) Came up on some change But that doesn't change a thing I'm so used to being broke (alright0 But not no more I'm buying all the things I never could afford Like what the hell (like what the hell), top shelf (top shelf) We gonna toast tonight to temporary wealth Mama told me, "Baby, save it" Knowing me, I probably won't All this money in my pocket gotta go I'm so used to being broke, oh, oh, oh One, two, three Airbnb, up in the hills It cost as much as little brother's college bills Like seven rooms (seven rooms), called all my friends They on their way across the country in a van (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah) You know I can't promise That this is going to last forever, yeah (ooh, yeah) But since I got it We all gonna spend it together, yeah, yeah, yeah (together, together, together) I'm so used to being broke (alright) But not no more (not not more) I'm buying all the things I never could afford (never could afford) Like what the hell (what the hell), top shelf (top shelf) We gon' toast tonight to temporary wealth Mama told me, "Baby, save it" Knowing me I probably won't All this money in my pocket gotta go I'm so used to being broke Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, oh, ah, ah, ah One, two, three

All night, all night She wants to run forever Hold tight, hold tight We get some time together Flow... Flow along with me Low light, low light That's when it's looking better Tonight, tonight When we get time together Flow... Flow along with me And now I know That your rivers run deep Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh How your river Oh, how it flows so deep How your river Your rivers run deep Go in, go in That's my decision We're flow in, flow in At to oblivion we go... Flow along with me Focus, focus And we'll have no problems Hoping, hoping I'm hoping you so... You'll have a place for me And now you know That your rivers run deep Ohh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh How your river Oh, how it flows so deep How your river Your rivers run deep (your rivers run deep) Your rivers run Your rivers run deep Your rivers run Run very deep

In October 2015, I was out in the yard I just finished splitting up the scrap two-by-fours into kindling Glanced up at the half moon pink chill refinery cloud light Two big blackbirds flew over, their wings whooshing and low Two ravens, but only two Their black feathers tinted in the sunset I knew these birds were omens but of what I wasn't sure They were flying out toward the island where we hoped to move You were probably inside You were probably aching, wanting not to die Your body transformed I couldn't bear to look so I turned my head west Like an early death Now I can only see you on the fridge in lifeless pictures And in every dream I have at night And in every room I walk into Like here, where I sit the next October Still seeing your eyes Pleading and afraid, full of love Calling out from another place because you're not here I watched you die in this room then I gave your clothes away I'm sorry, I had to Now I'll move I will move with our daughter We will ride over water With your ghost underneath the boat What was you is now but bones And I cannot be at home I'm running, reef flailing The second time I went to Haida Gwaii it was just me and our daughter Only one month after you died my face was still contorted Driving up and down, boots wet inside, aimless and weeping I needed to return to the place where we discovered that Childless, we could blanket ourselves in the moss there For our long lives But when we came home you were pregnant And then our life together was not long You had cancer and you were killed And I'm left living like this Crying on the logging roads with your ashes in a jar Thinking about the things I'll tell you When you get back from wherever it is that you've gone But then I remember death is real And I'm still here in Masset It's August 12th, 2016 You've been dead for one month and three days And we are sleeping in the forest There is sand still in the blankets from the beach Where we released you from the jar When we wake up, all the clothes that we left out are cold and damp just from the air permeating The grounds opens up Surrounded by growth Nurse logs with layers of moss and life Beyond the cedars, the sound of water Thick salal And God like huckleberries The ground absorbs and remakes whatever falls Nothing dies here But here is where I came to grieve To dive into it with you With your absence But I keep picking you berries

Sweet kid, what is this world we're giving you? Smoldering and fascist with no mother Are you dreaming about a crow? In the middle of November we went back into the woods Right after breakfast to see if we could see this past August's forest fire zone On the hill above the lake, the sky was low and the wind cold The trail was closed At the barricade I stood listening In my backpack you were sleeping with her hat pulled low All the usual birds were gone or freezing It was all silent except the sound of one crow Following us as we wove through the cedar grove I walked and you bobbed and dozed Sweet kid, we were watched and followed and I thought of Genevieve Sweet kid, I heard you murmur in your sleep "Crow," you said, "Crow" And I asked, "Are you dreaming about a crow?" And there she was