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Suicidal Thoughts - Josh A & iAmJakeHill

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Suicidal Thoughts - song lyrics

I'm not suicidal
I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

Why do I even try?
Why do I even write
Lyrics about how I'm living the life?
When I'm battling pain and my demons at night
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pounced in
I hear him howling, my vision clouded
Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain

Yeah, put a bitch in the coffin
So my family has options
Gonna work 'til I'm dead
So that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example
'Cause kids looking up
Can't leave them in shambles
Can't make them think clocking out is okay
So fuck suicide, I'm here to stay

Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light (nah, nah)

I'll be out here running
I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
I'll be running now
I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down
Find my way out of this hell now

I'm not suicidal
I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart
Put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time
I'm stressed with life
My breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing
Crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed
With death inside my head

Yeah, that note you found, I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down
I've been down and out
Racing thoughts, I had to drown them out, fuck
Never giving in, I swear to God
No matter how many times I prayed to a god I don't believe in
Just to see if I will never wake up, but he called my bluff

Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time
Tryna find the light (nah, nah)

I'll be out here running
I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down
Find my way out of this hell now
I'll be running now
I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down
Find my way out of this hell now

I'm not suicidal
I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

I'm not suicidal
I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)

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30
@Darina
176
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13
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16
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436
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20
@Jowita
28,541
Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no I think my vision's getting blurry, swear the reaper's in a hurry Yeah I say I got no worries but feels like nothing's gonna cure me I don't really know why, been so damn sick of this ride Just want off so I can feel normal for once Fantasize about grippin' the gun And I got lots of problems, medicated, solve 'em Slowly I been falling, slowly I been falling I got lots of problems, medicated, solve 'em Slowly I been falling, slowly I been falling, no, no Voices shout in my head I don't want no more pain Voices shout in my head I don't want no more Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no I've been living by myself, my parents saying find help But therapy is kinda scary, yeah that's what my brain repelled I've been living sedentary, driving past the cemetery Couple feet right from my house, if that's the end then I want out I got lots of problems, medicated, solve 'em Slowly I been falling, slowly I been falling I got lots of problems, medicated, solve 'em Slowly I been falling, slowly I been falling, no, no Voices shout in my head I don't want no more pain Voices shout in my head I don't want no more Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Pain goes by when you just don't think about When you just don't think about it, no Can you save me? Can you save me? Can you save me? Can you save me?
30
@Amila
976
Oof I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Thinking music is the only way right out of poverty Think I finally made I feel like I won the lottery Swear this game is too damn rigged, been clogged up like some arteries Got too many people in my way that wanna slaughter me Fuck a motive going in 'cause they don't understand my pain, uh Fuck a motive going in 'cause music's my only end game, uh Got no plans I swear that I'ma do this 'til I die If the music went away I'd probably commit suicide So suck a dick, suck a dick if you don't fuck with me (oof) I don't put in all this work for you specifically I make hits for sad kids, I make kids into freaks Why the fuck you wasting time when you don't have to be? I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Sometimes I feel like 'cause it's real life Sometimes I just don't feel right Two pistols keep 'em real close Feel like I'm burning real slow My mind at rest, sick of being like this No time to stress I'm blind at best To the world outside I stay locked up No patience I don't give a fuck! Fuck everybody, fuck them I said them motherfuckers ain't shit just leave 'em dead I keep my distance and my vision is hatred I don't know why I ended up this way I'm losing patience I'm losing faith in the human race This ruined place Eradicate this ravage population In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind In the night thoughts running through my mind I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest I've been tryna find, searching for my peace of mind Going every night, I've been running every time Think I'm 'bout to go insane Think my mind gone MIA And I can't wait for the day Thinking about it, nah I don't rest Uh, late nights spooky so I keep a roof over my head Uh, late nights scream, Reaper callin' I struggle with death Uh, I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back Yeah I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back, go back, go back Yeah they ain't fucking with me, nah-nah, they ain't fucking with me, yeah They ain't fucking with me Nah nah, they ain't fucking with me nah
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