Suicidal Redemption - Ruru

Seems like such a long time ago But I don't know if I'm ever gonna let her go Well, I remember the first time that I met her I knew she was the one, there couldn't be anybody better Well, I was lost when I looked in her eyes I didn't even have a chance, I didn't, I was mesmorized Well, those eyes, those eyes, they made me realize Sorry, sorry, I didn't know what was to be Sorry, sorry, I could not see Sorry, sorry, Lord, how could this be? Sorry, sorry, it's raining down on me Well, I know it sounds crazy to say But in everything I do, I think about that day Last time I talked to her was on the telephone She said I know it's been a while, but I don't feel like being alone I slammed down the phone on the last thing I'd hear her say Now it's getting harder to live with it every day And I pray, I pray that you can hear me say Sorry, sorry, I could not see Sorry, sorry, it don't seem fair to me Sorry, sorry, Lord, how could this be? Sorry, sorry, it's raining right down on me Now I'm sorry Not a day goes by when I do not sit and wonder why this had to be It don't seem fair to me, no, no, no, no, it don't seem fair to me The more I wish and pray, the more it seems I waste away But it would mean, oh, so much if I could just reach out and our hands would touch And if I'd just go back again I know it'd all be different, have a happy end I know exactly right where I'd start I'd send her a letter straight from my heart It doesn't seem fair, why can't I forgive? She was, oh, so young, she didn't even have a chance to live And it's, oh, so hard to forgive Sometimes people think I don't know what to say 'Cause I'm looking out in space, but inside I'm praying I pray, I pray, I pray, pray, pray And then I think about the day she died About that night and in the morning I'd cry, cry, cry And I cried, I cried just as hard as I could So sorry, sorry, I didn't know what was to be Sorry, sorry, well, it don't seem fair to me Sorry, sorry, Lord, I'll always be Sorry, sorry, she died but it's killing me When will it come that time when it'll be my day And I wonder what I'll see and what you'll think And if I'll have the courage to stay When I last was seen, thinkin' out of my head, won't do it for me I'll start by looking her straight in the eye And telling her that I'm sorry

What you do when you at your lowest What you do when you're back's against the wall Only me Dey the bar be taking shots Someone take me back to asylum If I die I die If I live I live Oh nneka o I thought you would stand by me When my coast no clear And my grass no green Love e no be pap akamu e no be beans See as I park for your aparté my Mercedes Asalamu-alykum Ruin everything I do All the effort I put When you Dey faraway Girl I'm sober Like joystick girl you're my controller Bartender give me some vodka Make I rest my head for yah shoulder Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why Lately I been loosing sleep Eh-yE symptoms yes I'm falling deep You got me moving, before I couldn't creep Can't believe Can't let you go wo-oh wo-oh Baby don't be lonely woah woah woah I paid for all your pains and wahala Keep you all to myself Hold you down I'm your shelves Cos normally, Araba dey pamper me If I do bad she cover me Oh no no She never dey pepper me That one wey dey ginger me Ahn ahn ah Baby don't be lonely woah woah woah Paid for all your pains and wahala Keep you all to myself Hold you down I'm your shelves Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why Can't deny ah Can't deny ah ah I dey suicidal I dey suicidal why