sucks to see you doing better - Valley

Told Lee he'd be a millionaire Sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands The story don't start all great I'm a gorilla goin' ape I'm just a street nigga tryna make a milli' in all the wrong ways I'm runnin' all the wrong plays They said I was born the wrong shade I should've made it five years ago My nigga I was really born late I used to carry sticks in my clothes Carry work in my shoes Below the poverty line What you expect me to do? Runnin' through this life until 21, 22 Until I had to make a choice You helped me to choose She said she believed in me just keep on goin' Just make sure when you get there leave the door open I said you know who I am, it's the kid from Brooklyn I wish you still believed even though tears are soaking Sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands So I tell nobody 'bout my dreams, workin' at the hotel 'Cause I don't think confessions over there might go well And goin' back to the hood means that I of course failed You either kill or you're roadkill so I say Moved uptown, Kyra, you gave me a place to stay Mama kicked me out back then She did it ungraciously Came home to all of the locks changed on New Year's Eve I'm glad we're doin' better, we're both okay I stayed there for like three years Oh, bless her heart and soul She's worth a pot of gold She's worth a thousand years in G-Wagons on the road I made a promise, I keep it Won't ever betray those She said she believed in me just keep on goin' Just make sure when you get there leave the door open I said you know who I am, it's the kid from Brooklyn I had abandonment issues you left me broken Sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Runnin' through cartels and jumpin' through bombshells I thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you 'Cause I would've loved you I'd watch the whole world burn to see you dance Jump over bombshells and runnin' through cartels Thought we would die growin' old holdin' hands It sucks to be you

They say what's your plans for the season get money and get even Fuck hoes after these shows once I'm cuming then she leaving Chevy just called and said touchdown them bitches sold by this evening Could've went and bought a bust down but I ain't even have a reason Still fighting with these demons lost my lil' brother behind that drink And every since then I been leaning I don't know what you niggas Thinking spend racks when I'm in Neimus now Never seen it coming this that shit I used to dream about When y'all comparing niggas leave me out I can only give the props to Bigga Rankin That's who help me out And his loyalty only lasted for so long so I took a different route Fuck it I'll do it on my own they ain't tryna hear me out Gone head pick it out move moms in a bigger house All the ones that did me wrong I'm moving on I ain't forget about it And any nigga you see around they been around and gon' kill about me I know the real my city know the real fuck what you hear about me And when I'm gone none of you fake Bitches bet not drop no tear about me Before my nigga died he told me apply that pressure So I been going overtime nothing less Just 'cause I fuck with you lil' bitch don't mean you special But if you hold a nigga down I'ma bless you When them new niggas try to come around you can't let 'em Leave that nigga where you met 'em cut 'em off I'm doing better Will I overcome it all in the end ain't no telling Gotta make sure my niggas win 'cause if I don't then I'm failing Whatever they need make sure I send cash-appin' and I'm zelling 8-Verses what I'm selling I been lyrical since 11 Wish Ms. Barbara was here to see it but she in heaven Connie don't trip we gon' dedicate her to granny I just want to take care the family so I'm grinding I see you shining and I'm proud of you With what I spent on my siblings shit I could've went to Johnny too My lil' brother been told me stop being humble gon' shine for Ku Shit fuck it spend a dime or two you know God got a time for you They been told me God had a time For me shit I was just too blind to see One hundred to the wrong ones like damn why you lie to me His mama the strong one I feel like I should've died with Leeke They say we ain't promised a long One but it's something shit it gotta be Before my nigga died he told me apply that pressure So I been going overtime nothing less Just 'cause I fuck with you lil' bitch don't mean you special But if you hold a nigga down I'ma bless you When them new niggas try to come around you can't let 'em Leave that nigga where you met 'em cut 'em off I'm doing better Will I overcome it all in the end ain't no telling Gotta make sure my niggas win 'cause if I don't then I'm failing

Baby, I'm dying I'm dying To see you It must be frightening So frightening To be you Maybe I'm lying I'm lying I don't try to Some days go faster When you don't think about it Don't think about it No, I don't know I just don't know Letting destiny take charge But don't wanna go on my own Tell me where I can meet you Just need to know If I can see you one more time Come take me home Because I don't wanna walk All this way back alone Alone, alone Again, again, Again, again, again Baby, I'm dying I'm dying To see you It must be frightening So frightening To be you Maybe I'm lying I'm lying I don't try to

Some days I don't know where my mind goes Horoscope says that I'm psycho Nothing to fill up my film rolls Spend all my time on my pillow And I don't know how to listen to my friends They say I need a night, to forget But I think I'll just surrender to my bed 'Cause I need a night in my head Nobody gets to know me Guess I've been living low key Lately I've been putting out the read receipts Lately I've been feeling like a homebody Nobody gets the old me No need to touch my car keys Lately I just follow all my friends' stories Lately I've been feeling like a homebody Some days I don't know where the time goes Sleeping 'til two is my Bible Lost in the internet black hole Thinking 'bout you was a typo And I don't know how to listen to my friends They say I need a night, to forget But I think I'll just surrender to my bed 'Cause I need a night in my head Nobody gets to know me Guess I've been living low key Lately I've been putting out the read receipts Lately I've been feeling like a homebody Nobody gets the old me No need to touch my car keys Lately I just follow all my friends' stories Lately I've been feeling like a homebody If I leave my room tonight And I don't know where I'm going Would you wanna hang tonight? I could drive you in the morning Nobody gets to know me Guess I've been living low key Lately, lately, lately I've been feeling like a homebody Nobody gets the old me No need to touch my car keys Lately I just follow all my friends' stories Lately I've been feeling like a homebody If I leave my room tonight And I don't know where I'm going Would you wanna hang tonight? I could drive you in the morning Nobody gets to know me Guess I've been living low key Lately I just follow all my friends stories Lately I've been feeling like a homebody