Before I die I'll write this letter Here are the secrets you must know Until the cloak of evening shadow Changes to mantle of the dawn Will it be sunny then I wonder? Rolling and turning How can I sleep? Hold on till morning What if I fall? Over the hills and down the valleys Soaring aloft and far below Lying on stony ground the fragments Truth is the seed we tried to sow Marking the time spent on our journey There isn't much we have to show Counting the cost in money only Strikes me as funny don't you know? Tongue tied the thread of conversation Weighing the words one tries to use Nevertheless communication This is the gift you must not lose Hauling me always are the voices (Tell us are you ready now?) Sometimes I wonder if they're real (We're ready to receive you now) Or is it my own imagination? (Have you any more to say?) Guilt is a wound that's hard to heal (It's a cross you have to bear) Could it be evil thoughts become me (Tell us what you're thinking now) Some things are better left unsaid Magical moment The spell it is breaking There is no light here Is there no key?

I was keyed when I came here, it's not gon' be my fuckin' play (ayy) Ah, what I tell you? What I tell you? What I tell you? Always how it is (I'm sayin'), ayy, KBeaZy, you fired up I've been goin' everywhere he can't go (can't go, nigga) Cool J, nigga, with the Kangol I've been hittin' pussy from an angle (oh yeah) Feel like Peso Peso with these pesos, ahh (peso, peso, peso, peso) Crodie brought the K, these niggas scared off (Cronem) I'ma mash up the pussy like potatoes (mash it up) And the feds ain't on 'em 'cause they paid off, yeah (paid) Call that nigga Joe, he a traitor (uh-huh) Got his bitch up in my bed and she laid up, yeah (uh-huh) Had to switch to LA like the Oakland Raiders (yeah, I switch it up) Call a rasta from Jamaica let him air it out (rasta mon, rasta mon) I ain't into hearing stories that they made up (nah, nah, nigga) Money coming in the mail without a pay stub (money coming in) There's college bitches in the party like the Sugar Bowl Her mama's getting fucked up like it's the Super Bowl (she a MILF) These diamonds dancing on my neck I got the winner's gold (damn, damn) We ain't talking paper when we talking magazines Rock star status but not no Adam Levine Rolling like some tires when I'm rolling off a bean Pops was a hustler, I got hustle in my genes I was riding dirty but the feds thought I was clean (I was clean) I was making money, breaking bread off for my team (making money) We was going places that you niggas never been (yeah) We was doing things that these niggas never seen (yeah, yeah) Paid it one time, over a hunnid and ten (paid it one time) Pay me one time, bitch, you owe me a percent (pay me one time) Young nigga hustle since 2010 Bubbly, Hennessy, tequila, keep the gin, uh Bitches and niggas playing games they don't want to win If I call up K, then you know we get it in (if I call up K, yeah) So much smoke in the room I'ma need some oxygen There's a ghost in the room, you just didn't know who it is Watch how a nigga whip the money to a Benz Watch how lil' shorty do my brother for the rent And she's 36, she ain't even finessing for her kids Leaving Trinidad, tryna swing through with 'bout 36 We ain't talking paper when we talking magazines Rock star status but not no Adam Levine Rolling like some tires when I'm rolling off a bean Pops was a hustler, I got hustle in my genes I've been goin' everywhere he can't go (can't go, nigga) Cool J, nigga, with the Kangol I've been hittin' pussy from an angle (yeah, I hit it up) Feel like Peso Peso with these pesos (peso, peso, peso, peso) I was riding dirty but the feds said I was clean I was making money, breaking bread off for my team (yeah) We was going places that you niggas never been (brr) We was doing things that these Niggas never seen (yeah, yeah, yeah, brr) Know what I'm sayin'? (Know what I'm sayin'?) South side (South side), south side (South side), ooh Shout out my nigga's side hustle one time, man (brr, brr) It don't get no realer than this, you know what I'm sayin'? Three thirty-three, UTU shit You know what I'm sayin', North gang, ahh We was juggin', never did no one dirty for the cream (yup, yup) Couple of them choppers came straight from the Middle East (uh) Gucci on my body, bitch, you know I'm double G (oh) Bought a little Sprizzy, I dirtied up the lean (ha) Bought his first strizzy, couldn't wait to intervene I don't buy pussy, that ain't never been in me (yeah, yeah) How I get myself in places I don't wanna be? (How? How? How?) Think you want this life? Try a year of bein' me (yeah) Perkies and the X work together like a team (oh) If you double up the X, it gon' be a porno scene (oh) Bitch, I feel like DMX, all the rough riders with me If lil' shawty get me vexed We gon' kick her out her dreams (lil' bitch, ha) We ain't talking paper when we talking magazines (magazines) Rock star status but not no Adam Levine (yeah, yeah) Rolling like some tires when I'm rolling off a bean (oh) Pops was a hustler, I got hustle in my genes (in my genes)

Knew I said I would roll wit'chu Put my lifestyle on hold for you All them sweet things that I told to you This conversation is overdue (Freeze) Kid too wild to respect the vow I just ain't ready to settle down My name too big in the ghetto now (Freeze) Feels like I'm ready when I'm holdin' you But it's so many honies, what I'm 'posed to do? Keep sendin' them apology notes to you (Freeze) All I need is for you to freeze This is hard on me, I don't want to leave But in the meantime, take back your keys and Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) I know girl it's a lot to ask Tell me what other choice I have When you love someone this bad Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) And girl I hope you understand Promise I'll be back for you When I become a better man Why I gotta do this I ain't sho' Why I gotta wild out, I don't know I know how it feels I've been hurt befo' I know you're disappointed you expected mo' (Freeze) I'm losin' a good one, that's fo' sho' I be tryin to fight but it calls me yo Please don't change the locks on the do' (Freeze) Quit cryin' 'cause it ain't your fault Blame it on the streets of New York Young L gotta walk this walk girl (Freeze) I know it's rough but I need your support You said it all last time that we fought So don't talk baby hold that thought and Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) I know girl it's a lot to ask Tell me what other choice I have When you love someone this bad Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) And girl I hope you understand Promise I'll be back for you When I become a better man (What would you think if I told you that I) Knew that I was breakin' your heart Wanna explain, but where should I start (What would you think if I told you that I) Wake up every mornin' with a different girl 'Cause I don't wanna settle down before I see the world (What would you think if I told you that I) Know exactly what you need indeed Hate to follow but I'm scared to leave Too scared love'll get the best of me I know deep down God is testin' me Hopefully someday I'll give you that ring But until then just do this one thing Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) I know girl it's a lot to ask Tell me what other choice I have When you love someone this bad Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) And girl I hope you understand Promise I'll be back for you When I become a better man Don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) I know girl it's a lot to ask Tell me what other choice I have When you love someone this bad Freeze, don't change, don't go, don't leave (Just, freeze) And girl I hope you understand Promise I'll be back for you When I become a better man (Freeze) It's not like I forgot about you or somethin' I just gotta get this out of my system, know what I mean? If I could just freeze you, you know what I'm sayin'? It's just I don't know if I'm ready for all that shit, you know what I mean? I mean I know we gon' be together one day Matter of fact I promise you, for now I need you to just (Freeze)

I was at the mall, sippin' on a milkshake Playin' the wall, takin' a break Admirin' the girls with the bamboo earings Baby hair and bodies built to swing That's when I seen her Her name was tina Grace and poise kinda like a ballerina I said, how you doin', my name's big l Don't ask me how I'm livin', 'cause, yo, I'm living swell But then again I'm livin' kind of foul 'Cause my girl don't know that I'm out on the prowl To make a long story short, I got the digits Calls her on my car phone and paid her a visit I was spankin' her and thankin' her, chewin' her and doin' her Layin' like a king on sheets of satin That's what time it is, you know what's happenin' She had a big ole booty, I was doin' my duty I mean, yo, I admit that my girl's a cutie But tina was erotic, earl's my witness With the kind of legs that put stockings out of business When I went home, I kissed my girl on the cheek But in the back of my mind it was this big butt freak I sat my girl down, I couldn't hold it in And said to her with a devilish grin... Tina got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But tina got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you Tina got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But tina got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you I went to the high school about three o'clock To try to catch a cutie ridin' my jock My homeboy's jeep, the system blastin' Cold forty dogs, smilin' and laughin' Girls all over, the kind I adore I felt like a kid in a candy store That's when I seen her Her name was brenda She had the kind of booty that I'd always remember I said to my man, stop the jeep She's only senteen but, yo, don't sleep I kicked the bass like an nfl punter And scoped the booty like a big game hunter I said to the girl, yo, you look tired Let's go get some rest, relax by the fire I put the big booty on a bearskin rug She gave me a kiss, I have her a hug I said to the girl, them young boys ain't nothin' You want to get freaky, let me kiss your belly button I circled it and teased it and made her squeal Grabbed a pack of bullets and pulled out the steel When I was through, I wiped the sweat from my eyes When to the kitchen and got some sweet potato pies Tina busted in my house while I was eatin' You know what I said Too bad you caught me cheatin', but... Brenda got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But brenda got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you Brenda got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But brenda got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you I went to red lobster for shrimp and steak Around the time whe the waitress are on their lunch break I pulled in the parkin' lot and parded my car Somebody shouted out, I don't care who you are I paid it no attention, I walked inside Because brian had a nine and he was chillin' in the ride I walked in the place, everybody was lookin' And shrimp and steak wasn't the only thing cookin' I sat down to eat, ordered my food I said to the waitress, I don't men to be rude But I'll take you on a platter She said, you got a girl, I said, it don't matter You look like you're tastier than a pipin' hot pizza What's your name? she said, my tag says lisa I said, o.k., you're smart and all that But when you get off work, yo, I'll be back She looked at me and said, make yourself clear L, where we going? I said, right here She looked kind of puzzled, I said, you'll see I pulled up at ten on the d.o.t. When she walked out the door, I threw my tongue down her throat Pushed her back inside and pulled off her coat Laid her on the table and place my order And habe her a tip much bigger than a quarter On and on to the break 'a dawn All over the restaurant, word is born I heard somebody coughin', I checked my watch I couldn't believe it said nine o'clock I grabbed my pants, put on my kangol Who did I see, oh, yo, it was brenda Yo, she worked at red lobster but I didn't remember Lisa got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But lisa got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you See ya Lisa got a big ole butt I know I told you I'd be true But lisa got a big ole butt So I'm leavin' you See ya