Still Lost - Xxi

There is an aching in my heart There is no light in the dark I wish I can find a spark 'Cause I am lost Still lost, still tryna figure it out Wondering why my mind's filling with doubt Me and my baby mama split, and we went different routes Now my daughters gone, living in a different house I was so busy chasing the dream that I'm living now I didn't notice my family wasn't sticking around Now I'm in this empty house sitting on the couch All of this 'cause of words I spit out of my mouth But I'll never give up and I'll never give in Depression only kills you when you let it win And it's time to put up a fight, so I'm balling a fist And swinging at, and so that shit doesn't bother again The pain of being alone is wearing me thin I still owe me, like where have I been? Used to be happy but now I am grim I don't wanna live Tryna find myself but until then I'm still lost

Underneath streetlights Lights asleep, late night glow I'll be your song Breathe, repeat, be fine Read between fine lines I keep drawing my own Pick up speed You call to me, no Take a seat But I'll walk right out the doors Take with me Everything that I've worked for Oh I'm still standing still Still standing. In the dark we've come to know In the dark with no control We're still standing Still standing still If we're not finished, at least we're not alone It feels like home All I wanna do is give what I got Let it out, let it live All I ever got from you, keep it up Lock it so they don't get in What's the point in loving me? Shutting off the world to see Sure enough, they'll never know my name I pick up speed You call to me, no But I know these streets And I'm faster than the fuzz I've got everything Even sleeping on the floor My friends are alright and I spend the night Can't ask for much more Oh I'm still standing still Still standing. In the dark we've come to know In the dark with no control We're still standing Still standing still If we're not finished, at least we're not alone It feels like home Oh I'm still standing still Still standing. In the dark we've come to know In the dark with no control We're still standing Still standing still If we're not finished, at least we're not alone It feels like home