Secrets across his face A lazy man without space He walks alone in a burning way Hidden in an unlikely place Restless dreams tiptoe in his arms Bring him down

I don't wanna lie And you can't tell the truth, so It's over I don't love you anymore I needed you to pull me through But you don't care, you bring it right back to you The lonely nights inside my room You're at the bar, drinking 'til your liver's bruised Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see it clearer Life of the party when you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing You woke up in a stranger's bed And realize you're hanging by the thinnest thread Now you're coming down and falling fast Where you end up, you'll break like you are made of glass Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see that you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing Look at yourself in the mirror Distorted, but I see that you're Crying while you're dancing Spinning in the backseat I guess you got what you want I guess it's not enough Crying while you're dancing

Been on the road, losing track of days I pull you in while you pull away It's like I always play to lose you I saw your eyes filling up with tears You pull the plug and then you disappear This home has never felt so empty Effortless the way you left me Cut me open with your own two hands Breathing is so difficult to comprehend When the air I breathe is taken from me It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone Is there relief in the misery? Thought we would last an eternity Forever I will feel this hollow It's not enough to believe in me And now I'm left with the memories One day I'll learn to live without Effortless the way you left me Now the air I breathe is taken from me It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt It's my fault that you're gone There's no light, it's just dark It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt There's no light, it's just dark Feel my body growing numb Watch me as I come undone A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die It's my fault that you're gone I've been digging in the dirt Finding every way to hurt A burial plot for you and I Where we can both learn to die

Dreamstate Always told me to keep you close The feeling's fading when you're a ghost I dream of colors that light your face But real life showed me it takes away 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate Death played victim through hide and seek You felt its cold touch when you were weak Your soul departed, the sky turned blue But when I'm sleeping, I talk with you 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle And maybe when the night comes I'll find you in another world So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate 'Cause every time I wake up I'm waiting for a miracle I can try but it blinds when I walk through hell Now my dream's a reminder I know that nothing is real (nothing is real) Nothing is real (nothing is real) Nothing is real (nothing is real) No, the pain won't erase, I cannot wake So how do I live in a dreamstate? When nothing is real when I'm awake The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate The sun rises but I know I'm afraid I'm living in a dreamstate I'm living in a dreamstate

God won't speak to me, I'm not sure he was ever listening All those years asking for help but I was simply talking to myself Not worthy of your grace, I'm done seeking out a god who won't show his face Hell awaits all those who won't follow blindly Lead astray, abandoned, no promise of salvation Every person put to death in the name of your god, is it actually worth all of the blood spilled? Where was god when my heart was split into separate pieces? He's too busy to pay me any of his attention He must be dead to stay quiet when I needed guidance for so long I will carry your cross no longer This has to end when I know you don't exist here No words, no signs to instill in me what is right I ripped these pages up and mourned the death of god Nothing to contemplate, your savior's not awake I don't want heaven or hell when my life ends You call it unconditional love, I call it nothing but unwavering deceit I'm terrified to admit this but I swear that I'm finished with you I've lost my faith, not lost my way You parted the red sea, but you couldn't show yourself to me Will we burn in hell or will we simply rot in the ground here

I think I have a problem These blackened eyes are bloodshot Lust like a fiend, I don't feel what you feel for anyone or anything Broken but I don't need I don't need you to fix me Numb to the pain, I could drown in the rain My demon's safe kept in my grave Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (That I'd become a crooked soul) I see a devil in myself Inflicting all the grief and doubt (feel, feel anymore) Drunk off mistakes Addicted to the everlasting hell So I take another drink, throw up in the sink The darker that it gets the easier I can breathe If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell I see a devil in myself If I have a heart, why am I so cold? If you love me still, I don't feel it I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul Don't need your help, time will tell My only concern is myself I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul I always knew in the end that I'd become a crooked soul (Crooked soul)

If you're gonna leave, leave as fast as you came Your gravity is quick to put me in my place Learning how to let it not affect Burning through me like a cigarette The further we grow, the stronger your hold Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb You don't wanna leave, tie your string 'round my wrist You can pull the ends, guide me how you see fit Learning how to make a fool of me Always seem to wanna ruin it The further we grow, the stronger your hold I couldn't stop your exit I never felt so desperate The ghosts I see consistently Leave as fast as you came Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb If you reap what you sow Twist that knife in me slow I'll bleed out on the floor If you can close that open door If you reap what you sow Twist that knife in me slow I'll bleed out on the floor It's better I feel nothing Separate my skin from every bone I'm a prisoner when I can feel you close You keep pushing me away, telling me to stay Wish I could erase you from my brain You make it so hard to feel love When I'm already numb I'm already numb