I lie half awake, late at night I reach out to touch, feel you by my side And I reach, and I reach, but I never get to feel you Will I ever get to feel you again? Again? Just one more time, one more moment to take you in my arms One more chance, one more kiss, before I wake to find you gone One more time, before I have to face another day And my heart breaks again It's only a dream, but it's also real I don't want it to end, but I know it will So I pray, and I pray, every night I'm on my knees Begging for the chance to see you again, again Just one more time, one more moment to take you in my arms One more chance, one more kiss, before I wake to find you gone One more time, before I have to face another day And my heart breaks again One more time, before I have to face another day And my heart breaks again, again

We was just kids, but she looked like a woman Everything she was, was everything I wanted We were both willin', but still a little guarded She smiled, I smiled, that's when it all started The two of us in the backseat Lights off on a backstreet I'd show her and then she'd show me Right there, right there in the backseat Yeah, in the backseat I'd flashed the headlights and she slipped out the back door Didn't have to say nothin', we knew what we were here for With every first kiss, I could feel her heart race I'd fumble with the buttons while she was touchin' my face And what to do next, she knew that I didn't know She'd smile and say "Boy make it up as you go" The two of us in the backseat Lights off on a backstreet I'd show her and then she'd show me Right there, right there in the backseat Yeah, in the backseat Sometimes I think about her, yeah sometimes I guess you never forget your first time The two of us in the backseat Lights off on a backstreet I'd show her and then she'd show me Right there, right there in the backseat Yeah, in the backseat

Jag har skrivit ditt namn på en spegel med läppstift Och jag vet det låter klyschigt Och du har ritat ett hjärta på spegeln med läppstift Men nu faller vi helt fritt, uh För du sa att mitt stjärntecken var ett problem för vi båda dragna till drama Men jag tror inte astrologi är den saken som fick oss att dala För du frågade om jag dör för dig Men baby jag vill leva nu Och det är 02: 00 och du ringer nonstop Och vi gör det som förut Och du kan catcha mig i sängen, gör ba' grejer som hon älskar nu You took my breath away, vill ändå aldrig andas ut Du var min Mandy Moore, Mandy Moore Och jag går tillbaks för ofta fast vår kärlek är på låtsas Du är min Mandy Moore, du är min Mandy Moore Alla tårar har jag torkat när mitt hjärta blivit krossat Jag ser bara gyllende portar Och huvudet sitter och glor Ja, i mina ögon så finns en historia Den sista förloraren har nog den fulaste kronan Så snurra min flaska igen Sanning på sanning, det blir konsekvens Älskar det stökiga i våran cell Den brukar vara grå men den lyser ikväll Och rött är så vackert Så blodet jag blöder, det droppar i timmar ibland Och rött är så vackert Jag gör vad som helst Jag kan köpa dig rosor i plast Så catcha mig i sängen, gör ba' grejer som hon älskar nu You took my breath away, vill ändå aldrig andas ut Du var min Mandy Moore, Mandy Moore Och jag går tillbaks för ofta fast vår kärlek är på låtsas Du är min Mandy Moore, du är min Mandy Moore Alla tårar har jag torkat när mitt hjärta blivit krossat If we're talking about someone who's never been upfront We should be talking about you Well I'm gonna be upfront now, I'm not over you En akilleshäl och en ängel En explosion och min låga Min första kyss i regnet Och den enda som fått mig att komma Mitt bästa sex och mitt enda ex och mitt andetag och vårt nederlag Kritiker står här på bion idag Recensionen är bra Men jag får gåshud när jag ser dig nu Och hur mår du när allt är difust? Catcha mig för sista gången så att vi kan andas ut Du var min Mandy Moore, Mandy Moore Och jag går tillbaks för ofta fast vår kärlek är på låtsas Du är min Mandy Moore, du är min Mandy Moore Alla tårar har jag torkat när mitt hjärta blivit krossat Why don't you just be honest with me and tell me which hand you're leaning towards? His

Feelings I found myself in a place of sorrow I found myself in a place of grief And at first I didn't have a language for it All I knew something was off And I couldn't trace it back to any missstep I took I couldn't trace it back to anything that I have done That was like a cosquence I was just, my emotions were just I had feelings, I was feeling a lot Um, my lyric was pandemics of something I never even knew could happen Or whether it was relational stuff that was just not working out Friends just not ending, friendship not ending well Or it was just my own personal brokeness Inertenal, inner, internal battle I just had feelings, still have feelings And what I realize is that There is a place and feelings where you can honour the Lord Where I can have these feelings And He is not in heaven like, "Hey, Get out of there" "Get out of those feelings, don't feel that" He is not rushing me to get to a place that I am not But He is not just in heaven but He is sitting with me in it In my tears, in my confusion, in my frustration, in my questions He is sitting here, present with me and I have realized and I have learned something about Him In my feelings that I may have not learned in the Spirit perse I have learned something about Him being the God of my emotions The one who created me And I may not have learned, had I not been in this place I've learned how to suffer with Him I think a lot of times Before in my life, I've slipped into depression easier And slipped into a worldly grief easier Because I've tried to suffer without Him But I've learned how to suffer with Him Through this process I haven't been able to pray like I used to I've learned how to suffer with Him In fellowship join Him in the fellowship of his suffering And that's what this album is, that's what these song's are My process of lement My process of suffering with Him Being able to feel my feelings but not lean on them Father I thank you for allowing me to have feelings