Silhouettes of Solace - Inspyr

I light the fuse And I watch it burn And somewhere deep inside I know there's a lesson to be learned It's not the crime but the way that we pay for Feelings unmutual And you go upstairs And I hang my head Somebody said I let myself down as I crawled into bed I wandered why the hell I'd ever paid for Feelings unmutual I'm tired of living in the shadow These paper walls I can't break through I'm sick of standing by your window Tracing silhouettes of you But when it gets dark You light the spark And all the lies I tried to live by start falling apart Whoever knew that it could be so painful Feelings unmutual Now I can't escape These things I've done But my anxieties have promised me the worst is to come So give up living for the life that you paid for Feelings unmutual have won I'm tired of living in the shadows These paper walls I can't break through I'm sick of standing by your window Tracing silhouettes of you Tracing silhouettes of you Tracing silhouettes of you Tracing silhouettes of you Tracing silhouettes of you I light the fuse And I watch it burn And somewhere deep inside I know there's a lesson to be learned It's not the crime but the way that we pay for Feelings unmutual

Will I ever find peace or the bliss of serenity Ascendancy, I can't be alone in this feeling Ecstasy I just don't know what ails me Burning from the inside out I'm crazed testing my mortality I tried to settle the score with myself And it never got me that far Despair It's never as it seems I rip my heart out for nothing I never thought I'd feel so low I didn't overcome or learn to grow And now I'm struggling sober You see me passed out right on the floor It's not that I'm down now and then The truth is that I cannot stop this from happening I'm settling the score with myself Now you see the real me Oh my god let's get faded This reminds me of those good times I was intoxicated Let's burn this fucker down until our judgment day Is it something unbecoming of who I should be I tried to settle the score with myself And it never got me the far Despair It's never as it seems I rip my heart out for nothing I never thought I'd feel so low I didn't overcome or learn to grow And now I'm struggling sober You see me passed out right on the floor It's not that I'm down now and then The truth is that I cannot stop this from happening

Taking distance Walking one step behind Like a shadow You're simple-minded and blind If you are unable To take a stand Or even understand Ignorance is bliss Close your eyes And your innocence You never saw me I was never there You didn't know me I was never there One by one My memories become One by one Erased, undone Burning bridges Leaving ashes behind Breaking bonds between Isolating I'm not running Away Not even moving Just observing, increasing Absence of light Around me You never saw me I was never there You didn't know me I was never there One by one My memories become One by one Erased, undone One by one My memories become One by one Erased, undone