Shoulda Never - Kid Motownn

I guess I shoulda just stayed in bed I think I'm tired of these days right now Shoulda pulled the sheets back over my head I think I'm tired of the same type of slow motion I'd rather just let the rain fall Than to have to make the sun go shine Said I would rather just let the rain fall Nothing seems to work out Nothing seems to work my way I can't shake this from my head Damage from the last time that I bled, yeah You know my feelings and emotions Or I need a little lust to get me in motion I'd rather just let the rain fall Than to have to make the sun go shine (oh I need a little love) Said I would rather just let the rain fall Nothing seems to work out Nothing seems to work out You know my heart just ain't big enough (just ain't big enough) To accommodate the sadness that I could just So don't wake me, just let me be Oh, nothing's gonna work out Nothing seems to work my way You know my heart just ain't big enough To accommodate the sadness that I can just So don't wake me (don't wake me), just let me be Oh, nothing's gonna work out Nothing seems to work my way Yeah, yeah-yeah

Nigga I think I'm talkin bout a bitch I bought a bitch from Gestapo, I'm looking out for the Vagos I bought a crib in Morocco You shoulda just let me have you I could've made you so happy But I don't do second chances Everything man, what happened? Forever I wish you happiness Never do this again, but I fell in love with a dancer I don't wanna be without your love tonight Whenever I'm with you it feels like paradise Mix a few mistakes with wrongs and rights When you listen to your heart it gives you sound advice I'm that nigga you want I'm that nigga you love When you met me, you knew I was a plug You know I was your drug Not being mannish I hope you're not bashful Can I just grab a handful of ass? And not to harass you Had to just ask you Kiss on your panties Lick on your panther Bowlegged stance, I love how you standing I love how you staring at a nigga Embarrassing a little I'm a little shy I had to admit it I'm a little fly I had to admit it Just went viral on my Insta The way I'm liking all your pictures Yellow Gold like I'm [?] on these niggas Pull up in my new Tahoe Bought a brick from Gustavo Looking out for the Vagos Free my nigga Muhammad, you know we visit in Cabo Flip the money [?] bought a crib in Morocco Shoulda just let me have you I could've made you so happy But I don't do second chances Everyday man, what happened? Forever I wish you happiness Never do this again But I fell in love with a dancer I don't wanna be without your love tonight Whenever I'm with you it feels like paradise Mix a few mistakes with wrongs and rights When you listen to your heart it gives you sound advice Taking them trips Meet at the port You know I will Thuggin' the sport You know I'm real Don't gotta rep You know I kill I don't eat pork And I don't squeal Fly you out, sit down and chill Beat that pussy from behind Bitch bend over you know I drill Yo lil dude too insecure Why he worried about the kid? Why he speaking on my name? Don't he know I get it in You want smoke? Then it'll get there, pronto Fix your attitude Say lil bitches keep it G with me Thats all I ask of you Thats all I ask of you Pull up in my new Tahoe Bought a brick from Gustavo Looking out for the Vagos Free my nigga Muhammad you know we visit in Cabo Flip the money, and made it, keep it, bought a crib in Morocco Shoulda just let me have you I could've made you so happy But I don't do second chances Everyday man, what happened? Forever I wish you happiness Never do this again But I fell in love with a dancer I don't wanna be without your love tonight Whenever I'm with you it feels like paradise Mix a few mistakes with wrongs and rights When you listen to your heart it gives you sound advice

Naked in the bathtub Sittin' on the porcelain Waiting for that little hurricane to pull your torso in The water don't run, just drips like rain Still drips like a painkiller drips to the veins Fill it up With a bag of that happy stuff Cuz the way she runs out, you can tell she ain't had enough Good times goddess My goodness Got finger nail polish autopilot foot prints With a smile that's stitched to the fabric of bedtime tales and Keep them kids out of the attic The mouth of madness Loud and manic The motive of the bird holding south on the atlas Picture a hole Put your hero in Envision the gold Now zero in Been watching your night train track for the last few stops With no desire to hop it How did we end up in your apartment Pocket full of gossip says this ain't smart When it's all said and done, can't get restart But I'll be damned if I don't wanna kiss you-- Hard (Chorus) Shoulda known better not to f**k wit' you Ain't got nothin' but too much to lose Lost in the rush don't know what to do That drug got you like I want you Shoulda known better not to f**k wit' you Ain't got nothin' but too much to lose Lost in the rush don't know what to do That drug got you like I want you I've got a restraining order Against Satan's daughter And I keep it at the bottom of this Jameson and water And when we get there You can sit there and stare From behind your mascara and your thick hair I'm aware of that pain you harbor The same negative game to the names you martyr Apart from the details and substance and whatnot That hunger of love pistol and gut rot Bloodshot Give me one shot, my shot Hopped up on enough talk to make time stop The lines of chalk that benjamin might cop Killed the illustrations on the neighborhood sidewalks Then all of a sudden she got silent Pupils like marbles, hide behind the eyelids Get away sticks go limping hole place The smile sucked up most of her face Truly you beat the scene so surreal And each criticism becomes redeemed Swallow my words No more judgment it's true Cuz you look like what I feel like when I'm with you Shoulda known better not to f**k wit' you Ain't got nothin' but too much to lose Lost in the rush don't know what to do That drug got you like I want you Shoulda known better not to f**k wit' you Ain't got nothin' but too much to lose Lost in the rush don't know what to do That drug got you like I want you

I probably should have told her the sky was falling Or maybe that my car ran out of gas My grandma was sick and I had to leave town right away Not ok Tell one more to fix the last one But I never get back to the truth Thinking to myself she'll never find out That's what we do (That's what we do) That's how we do (That's how we do) I wonder what she really thinks of me Shouldn't really told her everything But it's too late Can't take it back She'll never look at me the same way again Noooooo (I shoulda lied) Cuz the truth may not set me free (And now goodbye) Is more than just a word My honesty just became my enemy Maybe a lie would have made things right this time Shoulda lied Shoulda lied Shoulda said it was the end of the world But sadly it's my reality Would she stay if I said I only had one day left Stay with me (Stay with me) Please don't leave (Please don't leave) I wonder what she really thinks of me I wish I would have never said a thing But it's too late for that I don't think she's coming back And I'll never look at truth the same again (I shoulda lied) Cuz the truth may not set me free (And now goodbye) Is more than just a word My honesty just became my enemy Maybe a lie would have made things right this time Shoulda lied Shoulda lied Now I'm trying hard to convince my heart That everything would be ok She said she'll never leave And I just can't believe she's gone And now I know (I shoulda lied) Cuz the truth may not set me free (And now goodbye) Is more than just a word My honesty just became my enemy Maybe a lie would have made things right this time I Shoulda lied And now goodbye Promise myself next time I won't tell the truth Cuz If I knew what I knew right now I'll still be with you I shoulda lied Shoulda lied I shoulda lied Should lied

I woke up this morning, turned the TV on And everything I see is Everything that's wrong And I'm like "Man, turn that off" Got enough to worry about Without thinking 'bout this Now my Twitter's blowin' up 'cause I spoke my mind online Got no time for this Reality is chasing me My life is like a list Wake up, wake up, get up, get up Hustle, hustle, speed up, speed up I start my day, take time to pray No time to get to my haters Wait, did I just say "haters"? Not wastin' no bars on you So much potential inside of me And I'm taking my opportunity Today I will walk in my power And today will be my finest hour No more coulda, shoulda, woulda No more coulda, shoulda, woulda I live for me, I can't live for you I have a dream I have a dream and I do believe This is the last time (last time) I let you play with my mind (my mind) 'Cause now I know better Now my phone's blowing up 'cause I spoke my mind last night Got no time for this Is my heart still beatin'? (Yeah, my heart's still beatin') I'm over you, I'm over you Uh-uh, ain't nobody answering that Wake up, wake up, get up, get up Hustle, hustle, speed up, speed up I start my day, take time to pray No time to give to what's-his-name Wait, did I just say "what's-his-name"? Not wastin' my time on him I know my king is out there for me So I'll take my opportunity Today I will walk in my power And today will be my finest hour No more coulda, shoulda, woulda No more coulda, shoulda, woulda I live for me, I can't live for you I have a dream, I have a dream So today I will walk in my power And today will be my finest hour No more coulda, shoulda, woulda No more coulda, shoulda, woulda I live for me, I can't live for you I have a dream, I have a dream And I do believe Woke up this morning, I pick up my phone And see this crazy thing as I hear goin' on And I'm like, "Hold up, they talkin' 'bout me" Got enough to worry about Without thinking 'bout this I've been black girl magic Twenty years I been at it I'm over you I got nothing to prove (nothing to prove) Or maybe I do Hollywood's sexist and racist And still we smile throughout it You'd be surprised what we deal with The way we show up and kill shit I love my brown skin so much Been that way before Wakanda So love what you thought or love me And I, I'll never stop so Today I will walk in my power And today will be my finest hour No more coulda, shoulda, woulda No more coulda, shoulda, woulda I live for me, I can't live for you I have a dream, I have a dream So today I will walk in my power And today will be my finest hour No more coulda, shoulda, woulda No more coulda, shoulda, woulda I live for me, I can't live for you I have a dream, I have a dream, yeah