Sexual Hallucination (feat. Brent Smith) - In This Moment

I'm not strong enough to stay away I can't run from you I just run back to you Like a moth, I'm drawn into your flame You say my name But it's not the same You look in my eyes I'm stripped of my pride And my soul surrenders And you bring my heart to its knees And it's killing me when you're away And I wanna leave, and I wanna stay And I'm so confused, so hard to choose Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind And I'm not strong enough to stay away I'm not strong enough to stay away What can I do? I would die without you In your presence my heart knows no shame I'm not to blame 'Cause you bring my heart to its knees And it's killing me when you're away And I wanna leave, and I wanna stay And I'm so confused, so hard to choose Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind And I'm not strong enough to stay away There's nothing I can do My heart is chained to you And I can't get free Look what this love's done to me And it's killing me when you're away And I wanna leave, and I wanna stay And I'm so confused, so hard to choose Between the pleasure and the pain And I know it's wrong, and I know it's right Even if I try to win the fight My heart would overrule my mind And I'm not strong enough to stay away (Not strong enough, strong enough) (Not strong enough, strong enough) to stay away (Not strong enough, strong enough) (Not strong enough, strong enough) And I'm not strong enough to stay away

...You're everything I want And I am everything you need This night is cutting in to me You tie me down, you watch me bleed And we risk everything Tonight I, I am the misery you crave And you, you are my faithful enemy This hunger seems to feed on me Our secrets and our dying Risk everything They can never know just what we've done And I can never know that what we've done They will never know all the blood we've she'd The spotted course we've led until the bitter end They can never know just what we've done Nothing good will come of this I'm screaming out with my untaken breath I'll be yours until my dying day I can never see you bleed We knew how this would end And we, we would die before we'd live But I'll never let you go! I will never let you go! They will never know all the blood we've she'd The spotted course we led until the bitter end They can never know just what we've done (I will never let you go) They can never know just what we've done (I'll never let you go) You knew how this would end

You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me; I broke apart my insides Help me; I've got no soul to sell Help me; the only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God You can have my isolation; you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith; you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason Help me; it's your sex I can smell Help me; you make me perfect Help me become somebody else I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God

I've been waiting by my grave Waiting for you to rescue me, my love Come back from the dead You have a better heart And the perfect skull I said love You're all the hurt I need There's just something about you It feeds the addict in me I promised you that I'd hurt you... You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my drug My miracle You are my cure In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever... Smear my lipstick across my face Wipe off all these lies for me my love Tell me what you see Kiss my wrists You're killing me You're my pill You're everything I need... I'm running circles around you Your skin is under my nails I don't belong here without you... You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my drug My miracle You are my cure In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever... You are my star I'm in your veins You're all I have I serenade your name Now you can't exist without me You are my god... You are my god You are my soul You are my savior In a devil's robe And I can't exist without you I can't exist without you You are my drug My miracle You are my cure In this infected world And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you You are my god You are my god And I can't exist without you I can't excist without you You are my god You are my god And I can't do this without you I'm dying here without you I wanna lie with your bones forever...

Better yet, ah! Better yet, ah! You will remember this moment as you dig into me And from your smile now, It seems as if you liked it You'd better cherish this moment as you dig into me You'll never get another chance at this Better yet, ah I won't stand another minute of your questioning me You hear me, bitch? Stop, the interrogation's over I can't handle the feeling of your pestering me How would you like to meet my favorite fist? Better yet, ah Now you can't renege I'd love to see you beg I dream this moment as you run away You would only separate me from what I believe This moment in brutality You're the one who kept on pushing 'Til I made you bleed It seems your pride has been stolen since you stood up to me I'll tell you now, you know I think I really like it So learn a lesson from someone who will never repeat The many tragic mistakes of his past Better yet, ah I hope you savor this moment As you're still on your feet So keep it quiet now, I think you're gonna like it Words have their consequences when they're spoken to me Better be careful when you're writing checks Better yet, ah Don't you question how I stand above you now I dream this moment as you run away You would only separate me from what I believe This moment in brutality You're the one who kept on pushing 'Til I made you bleed Better yet, ah! Better yet, ah! Now you know the answer Save yourself from danger I cannot forget how all of this began I know you know the answer Save yourself from danger Beaten by a stranger Blood still on his hands I dream this moment as you run away You would only separate me from what I believe This moment in brutality You're the one who kept on pushing 'Til I made you bleed Better yet, ah! Better yet, ah! Better yet, ah! Better yet, ah!