Self Medicating (feat. Justin Kahler) - Novel

If I struggle a lifetime What would my body be? An empty shell On which a demon fed Could be a heavy burden To stay true to your words Speak up I wanna silence everything If I got no plan Doesn't mean that I get what I want for free If I got no meaning Would you force me to a place where I make sense? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If I can't find myself? It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help Dark nights on my soul I deny failure I ignite Woe is on my misery She wins all their eyes Realize what defies our fate This is not me, this is me So if I struggle a lifetime What good would that do? If I got a plan Doesn't have to stop the feeling inside If I do make sense Would you drag me down? 'Cause nothing lasts forever How do I get home? Everything revolves around me! If I can't find myself It's so completely fake How do I get home? Everything revolves around me If even you can't help Dark nights on my soul