Self Esteem - no brakes

Wrote her off for the tenth time today And practiced all the things I would say But she came over, I lost my nerve Took her back and made her dessert I know I'm being used That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse I know she's playing with me That's okay 'cause I've got no self-esteem Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can spend The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care Right, yeah We make plans to go out at night I wait 'til 2:00 then I turn out the light This rejection's got me so low If she keeps it up, I just might tell her so Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, yeah, yeah When she's saying, oh, that she wants only me Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends When she's saying, oh, that I'm like a disease Then I wonder how much more I can bend Well I guess I should stick up for myself But I really think it's better this way The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care Right, yeah

Self-esteem, fuck with my self-esteem Self-esteem, fuck with my, fuck with my Self-esteem, fuck with my self-esteem Fuck with my, fuck with my Insecurities (insecurities) You hate how I do you how you do me (do me) Can't get rid of me (rid of me) You think you so real, I'm the O-G (O-G) You so phony, phony You not really even my homie (homie) Had to tell you, "Leave me lonely" I don't really care that's the old me (oh-oh-oh, oh) I don't ask no one for help (help) Swear, it's up and yeah, I do this by myself (self) Felt like helpin', but you told me, "Go to hell" (hell) Why you treat me like an option (option, oh-oh) When you know that shit toxic? Now you want me 'cause I'm poppin' (poppin', woah, oh) And the DM's not stoppin' My self-esteem (self-esteem) Stabbin' my self-esteem Self-esteem, fuck with my, fuck with my Self-esteem (self-esteem) Fuck with my self-esteem (my self-esteem) Fuck with my, fuck with my Let me talk my shit You ain't never seen a motherfucker dressed like this Yeah, I'm steppin' out the black truck, fresh white kicks Steph Curry with the shot, boy, don't miss shit Wow, I'm a trendsetter, they be jackin' style (style) Girls goin' crazy, yeah, they goin' wild, wild, wild (wild) In H-Town and I'm 'bout to drown, ooh-yeah Cartier bracelets for apologies (apologies) I don't never really do monogamy (monogamy) Do you wanna talk or get on top of me? (Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh) Do you want the D'USSÉ or the Hennessy? Wow, I'm a trendsetter, they be jackin' style (style) Girls goin' crazy, yeah, they goin' wild, wild, wild (wild) Self-esteem (self-esteem) Fuck with my self-esteem (self-esteem) Self-esteem (ooh-ooh-ooh), fuck with my, fuck with my Self-esteem (self-esteem) Fuck with my self-esteem Fuck with my, fuck with my Fuck with my, fuck with my

Layin' awake I don't give a shit If I even ever Wake up in the morning Down below There's a pile of sin Always waiting for a Waiting for a warning Burned at the stake Inside I'm blistering Not a whisper Looking in you'd never know it Miles below I look up again When you snap they say Before you never show it Someone said it's all right Save it now, don't say it for my sake Someone said it's all right Faster now, you know I got no brakes No brakes Fuses glow Wounds of festering Till the wind comes up And takes it to the last pow Back and forth Staring at the wall This room's a cage I know that something's got to give now Layin' awake I don't give a shit If I even ever Wake up in the morning Down below There's a pile of sin Always waiting for a Waiting for a warning Someone said it's all right Save it now, don't say it for my sake Someone said it's all right Faster now, you know I got no brakes No brakes Someone said it's all right Save it now, don't say it for my sake Someone said it's all right Faster now, you know I got no brakes Someone said it's all right Save it now, don't say it for my sake Someone said it's all right Faster now, you know I got no brakes No brakes No brakes No brakes