Yeah There is a price that we all must pay I'm really sorry for the mess that I have made So, can you tell me what will you do When everything you've known turns right around on you? I've been through a hell of a lot You let them nail me to your cross No matter who, what, where or when I've always went down for all your sins My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love I bottled it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things gotta come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess, yeah Self-destruct personality Won't discuss my responsibilities I am always walking on the final verge I'm killing myself, but I am not a murderer I've been through a hell of a lot You let them nail me to your cross No matter who, what, where or when I've always went down for all your sins, down for all your sins My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love I bottled it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things gotta come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings? But eventually, the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings? But eventually, the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel My daddy told me not to bite my tongue I hate my momma 'cause she left me with no love Bottle it up and sweep it under the rug, hate my mother If all the good things got to come to an end Then we're living in a world where the evil wins I'm obviously pessimistic, cynical, hypocritic mess, oh go Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail In moments like these when you really gotta think about the broken dreams that you sell Tick-tock in your head, it goes; where it stops, who knows? Like a carousel Never gonna be the only thing that matters in my life when everything around me has failed Who knows what the future brings, but eventually the truth will prevail

Promise me Nothing that you said was a hyperbole All the shit you said about lovin' me Every day for 18 months, just say it's true I'm sorry It's just another product of anxiety Bringing me to moments where I can't sleep I lie awake and think about the worst things possible I know that I Want to be By your side But it's so hard When we're not In the same State of mind Tear down the walls that you build up inside Do you know what I'm about to tell you? I miss all the days that we would spend Eating candy, watching TV in the bed Back when I was happy I was cool, wasn't tortured By this thing inside my head I felt there was purpose in my life When I could be who I wanted all the time Now I sit in silence Wishing that I could hear you say my name Once more for the books, just one time Being locked up in the back part of my mind Maybe I wouldn't feel what I used to feel When I'm staring deep in the ocean of your eyes These days I'm afraid of everything I'm afraid that everything may never change So I lay down on the floor And think about you and how you say my name How you say my name This is where the fun begins

Suicide is an urban disease Spread by people and places like these A quick self destruct from the 21st floor A smell of gas through the kitchen door A stab in the back from the workers and bosses They're counting their gains as you count your losses As you count your losses Blow the world apart with the press of a button We all say it shouldn't but we know it will happen Again and again like the rain and the ark Onwards forever eternally dark Eternally dark The grit in your eye soon enters your heart And all that was strength is just falling apart We're jumping from one bed and into another Searching for something that we'll never discover Never discover So we go on breeding - breeding contempt From all of the repression that this has meant If the bombs and the fire don't instantly kill Then the greed from the ashes certainly will Certainly will This place is not my place This place is not yours We're set on self destruct For no reason or cause If the bombs and the fire don't instantly kill Then the greed from the ashes certainly will Certainly will

I've been focused on myself and nobody else I've been drinkin' alcohol but it don't help I miss the sound of your voice Been around all the noise Don't get down this is one for the boys I been so down no comin' up She so down she wanna fuck Been back around this time's enough I think I'm runnin' out of luck All this time I've been wastin' Swisher rolled I'm impatient I've been told I'm complacent just a few times That's why I've been focused on myself and nobody else I've been drinkin' alcohol but it don't help I miss the sound of your voice Been around all the noise Don't get down this is one for the boys All I find is sorrow at the bottom of that bottle I'm not thinkin' bout tomorrow I'm just goin' goin' goin' Got no brakes She break my bank Stay sippin' my drank I'm faded okay But you never stay I don't play that You know where I stay at If you tryna come through baby just say that I've been focused on myself and nobody else I've been drinkin' alcohol but it don't help I miss the sound of your voice Been around all the noise Don't get down this is one for the boys

What happened yesterday I don't know I woke up in the same damn clothes That I wore last night Fell asleep on the floor but that shit felt right And my head feels sore Why the sun so bright? But that's cool, nah I don't follow no news Got no socials and I'm cool Go with the flow of my mood I'm a Go getter Trendsetter Hot or cold it don't matter the weather I don't care Life be so unfair I need drinks and blunts I swear My days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone That's why my Days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone Yeah I forget a Name next day IPhone is dead I'm M.I.A. okay I'm betta In my brain get set off Not Ghostemane but still get fed up I swear my days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone That's why my Days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone I swear my days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone That's why my Days long Want a raise on my payroll Every day is the same old Laying here with my face gone

Around I play with fire To not feel so down low And I've been high But it's something else that I want now They say I'm playin' with fire Only thing is they don't really know a thing bout desire See I'm finna work hard And then I plan to retire And take everything with me that I ever acquire And drop off of the face of the Earth Cause I try so hard just to make shit work How the fuck can I break this curse In the dirt so long and my feet still hurt Don't come around I ain't really feelin' ya People like you a little too familiar I suggest you keep it movin' like a realtor Cause they don't really fuck with you And I'ma keep it real with ya I ain't here to deal with it Tryna sign a deal and shit I've been makin' music for the people and the hell of it Around I play with fire To not feel so down low And I've been high But it's something else that I want now Around I play with fire To not feel so down low And I've been high But it's something else that I want now

She's in my head Can't let go yet Things left unsaid I won't rest

Yeah love's so hard to find I'm sure you know But I got I got mine And she's wonderful So keep your head up Don't let it fall Cause there's no problems We can't solve Don't be afraid Of what's gonna come next now Into the sunset we go Yeah life gets hard sometimes I'm sure you know But nothing's gonna phase us Anymore So keep your head up Don't let it fall Cause there's no problems We can't solve Don't be afraid Of what's gonna come next now Into the sunset we go So keep your head up Don't let it fall Cause there's no problems We can't solve Don't be afraid Of what's gonna come next now Into the sunset we go