Save Yourself - KALEO

And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself This ain't a way to be livin', I get it Didn't know bad it was until you actually said it Breakin' down but tellin' everyone I'm fine, I know I promised I would talk before I crossed that line again but didn't Yeah, I guess that's just the way my head works Open up another couple scars before you mend yours I don't learn from watching others crash, I gotta wreck first 'Cause I don't think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah And I know what you think Said it's hard to love me when I Don't love myself and I'm on the brink Of trading in this sobriety for a fucking drink And I don't wanna talk about it till we're bout to sink, yeah Maybe I just need a day off Maybe I'm just more fucking comfortable in the chaos You say you love me, so you stay on Invested all your time and wonder when it's gonna pay off, huh? And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself So afraid of the failure that now I'm barely livin' Spent a lifetime of working with nothin' left to give it Lookin' back at the things we been through and feel I miss it I been running forever, I don't know how you didn't When you're sitting right next to me, don't know where I go I'm in my head with these songs and pick apart every note These insecurities killing me but I never show The things I'm thinking are probably worse than you'll ever know Yeah, we been feeling like we can't move Same house, same walls, but a different view Spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth I got some problems and I'm sick of trying to blame you 'Cause I feel, like I been, on my own, in my head The light goes, and I see You fall when standing beside me And every night I lie awake Tryin' to fight but every day, I'm feeling less, feeling less like me Still waiting for me to open up She ain't cheating, just fantasizing bout who I was Fell in love with this image that I portray, but know it ain't a lie It's who I want to be at the end of the day I know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down Depression and anxiety, hanging inside the clouds No matter where I go, they keep following me around And you think that one day, I can make it out And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself (Go and save yourself) Go and save yourself (Go and save yourself) Go and save yourself

I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I cannot save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself (Save yourself) I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you (I am just as fucked as you) I cannot save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone If I must be lonely I think I'd rather be alone (I think I'd rather be alone) You cannot save me You can't even save yourself I cannot save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

Fuck Yeah, yeah Sometimes I feel guilt Some things can't be real Life's like Silent Hill Life is for the thrill Runnin' from my demons, get away from me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Ain't no fuckin' use in tryna save me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself from me Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself, savе yourself Save yourself Savе yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself From the depths of the ocean Sometimes I feel guilt Some things can't be real Life's like Silent Hill Life is for the thrill Runnin' from my demons, get away from me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Ain't no fuckin' use in tryna save me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself from me Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself From the depths of the ocean